Sound of Gold Files: TruthToPower.022419, full message

A week ago I published a Sound of Gold Bite, a small excerpt taken from a much longer transmission. Below is the full message if you are interested. These messages are first published for members on my Patreon site, and later I sometimes make it public on YouTube and this blog. For this post, I’d like to also answer some questions that I’ve received from clients, in groups, and on the blog, about my process.

Are you channeling? How are these messages received? I was taught by the Inner Voice Intelligence how to do this back in ~ 2004/2005. (Prior to this I was capturing the messages as best I could by writing it out after emerging from a present-moment download.) I seem to have been prepared for this through the lifelong visits with nonhuman intelligence, as well as the random energy infusions up through my spine, and eventually the full Kundalini event. I consider all of these experiences to be shamanic deaths and rebirths that radically changed my consciousness. More and more I’m finding others like me who are in their own stages of integration and “coming out” with how they are changing and what they receive. After many years, I am still orienting to new energies and realities, as well as the social repercussions for speaking of it. It’s been made clear to me by the guiding intelligence that this expansion is not “special,” but rather, it is more indicative of a restoration of humanity’s natural, balanced state. Along with this, is an innate capacity to connect or commune with the Universal Field. Bottomline was, I wasn’t like other channels. I couldn’t even fit into a new age category! I began sharing this Inner Voice in groups in the Southwest from ~ 2006 to 2009. While the whole world was focused on an ending in 2012, these messages were always about how to roll with the consciousness changes – well beyond 2012. Again, not hugely popular. The Voice would not respond to consensus-reality based questions around money/love/career – It wanted to help us evolve beyond it.

Do I edit these messages? The audio that I sometimes edit out of these posted messages are personal-to-me references, my lengthy beginning dialog/prayer, deep breathing, and a prelude of a foreign-sounding language. It usually takes me about a half hour or so to fully attune to the frequencies, but occasionally it can occur very quickly. I usually cut out the non-word section that leads up to the message. Lately I’ve been leaving more of that in, but for the most part, the energy-packed breath and silent spaces don’t always translate in digital format for most people. Some have messaged me and said that it sounded like I was having sex, and that I was very very brave to share it (LoL). In modern culture, human sexuality mostly manifests as an extremely limited and distorted experience of what is possible. A few seconds of the Divine Currency running up your spine has a way of changing your perspective on these things. Well, everything, forever.

In the attunement process, my consciousness eventually arrives in an intersection or “zone.” I experience a marked feeling of an inner “unlocking.” The knowing data that streams through has not only been consistent since the first transmission in late 2004, but the “heads up” material about how our experience of reality would be changing during these now times (late twenty teens), has been spot on.  The magnetic energy guides and propels me forward, always with the strong guidance to continue recording these messages. “Don’t compare your work with others. Keep on. This work is a bridge to the new consciousness.”

I sometimes feel that many of these messages are biologically stored within, and that I was born with and/or they were downloaded into me during the numerous “visits” over my lifetime. I was simply taught how to access them.

While I have great respect for many of our truly gifted channels in the world, I have never accessed in the traditional way of mediumship or channeling. Even though this Voice sometimes refers to me as “the channel,” the guidance I unlocked about this process, was that I am accessing more via sound and resonance, and in many cases I am unpacking the “light” data that is already stored within me. I am informed that we all have these inner-wisdom treasures to unpack, like little suitcases with all the data we need before we land in the cosmic birthing center that propels us into More. Until then, this is why it’s so important to be actively engaged in healing, letting go of the past, and asking to know Source directly. This raises our frequency to resonantly meet the Universal Field in the present moment, whereby these messages can be opened and understood. The Sound-Light Intelligence has consistently pointed to this Inner Source over my lifetime. Now it simply asks that I point it out to you.

I do not channel “other.” I am informed that in this state I am accessing “The Field,” and I am communing with all that I am vibrationally attuned to… including my Greater SELF… the more of me. This is what our “cellular” phone plan shifts into when we engage with our multidimensional consciousness. It establishes a resonant connection to our wholeness, beyond this consensus reality.

There are no space stories, characters, or plot lines here. I have no existing platform of wisdom that I filter this data through. It’s pure energy that I stream and simultaneously translate within the limitations of my own vocabulary. As an experiencer, this is how “contact” has “evolved me” over time. Even back in the day when I desperately searched for UFOs in the sky because of the lucid dreams I was having, I was continuously pointed within, hearing, “Until human consciousness is balanced and restored, relying on your fragmented consciousness, and therefore anything projected through this lens onto the outer-world screen to inform you, will be partial or incomplete.”

When I do private Soul-Weaving sessions, I go through a similar process as above. I do this prior to the the actual session because it is very deep and focused. I pray first, stating the person’s name, location, and any particular concerns out loud. I’m asking to connect directly with their soul – the Greater Self that oversees the direction and evolution of this human experience – and I ask, “What do we need to know at this grand-cycle crossroads in timing? What are their gifts… expiring intentions vs. new intentions? Sometimes there is info about the state of mental, physical, or emotional health. Pictures with feelings and meaning begin to rapidly enter my third eye. Believe me, I’ve had to learn how to speak up to regulate this. Sometimes it’s too much, too fast. Energy healing can also be offered from this pure loving essence as well. The overall intent is to help the client shift course, if necessary, or to encourage the recent shifts they’ve already made, that will support them through this evolutionary transition. The whole process is very fluid. It has to be. It’s the soul. It’s the Mother. It’s feminine energy, and therefore more unstructured than we may be accustomed to. As a human point person, I give it the words and structure. In many cases, our newly arriving gifts will not have a convenient box and label. Mostly it is because they cannot be defined within the context of the known. It may look “like” something else here, but it needs to be given the space to be clothed in the new energies and reality we are entering into. Insisting on a 3D definition or clothing can limit your growth. Hold it all lightly so that it can assist you in crossing the bridge to higher-dimensional consciousness, where I promise you, everything will make far more sense.

The Intelligence says overall that this is the return of the Divine Feminine into our consciousness, and when integrated will heal/restore our whole consciousness and then of course, give birth to a new divine human and a balanced outer-world / Earth reality. This has nothing to do with gender. It’s simply the healing and restoration of the pieces of our consciousness that were pushed under during the patriarchal rule, that for centuries has valued only the masculine power and view. Remember, this is about the balance of the masculine and feminine within individual consciousness first, and then we’ll see the shift in values on the outer-world stage.

The energy delivers more than language. These are multidimensional transmissions that are best received via the heart. I sometimes suggest to people who are linearly oriented, to open themselves to other possible ways of receiving data. Ask to be shown other ways of knowing, other than words, even though this may not make sense to the conditioned mind. Utilizing only the language-based mind is a reduction from our God-given, feeling-knowing consciousness. The power to bring new understanding is in the energy between the words. Many times people report that these messages continue on in the dream state where they are further “taught” or guided in the watery world of the soul. This work is to introduce you to yourSELF or SOUL. You won’t need me, this Voice, or anyone else, once you acknowledge your own, and begin this evolutionary journey Home.

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Universal Love is ‘Nice’ (and other human misconceptions)


Yes, I wrote and published this on my then-blog in 2006. And yes, this is about the Divine Feminine. And yes, I’ve been at this for a very long time. I’m posting it again because it popped into my consciousness upon awakening this morning, and I know why it did. It resonates with what I’ve been feeling lately… concerned for some folks who refer to themselves as spiritual or religious, who believe that this “special” identity provides an automatic safety zone with a free pass into the fairy-tale fantabulous planet awakening, saving, and ascension… or whatever the latest way of spin/brand/framing it is. The point is, people do believe strongly that because they follow the rules of their particular “club,” with the proper clothing, words, crystals and chants, that they are somehow on the fast track to the Nirvanic God place. Is it a sign of strength to be nice? And to be obedient to an interpreted doctrine and ideology? Is it truly wise to avoid making waves? I learned from visiting light beings that it’s far healthier to be honest and real, because it raises your vibration from “interpreted truth” to actual TRUTH. And you’ll want to be doing this, because when actual Love and Light hits your biology, and it will, you may be in for a real shocker. It will show you in feeling terms where you carry fear, and the actual distance between your frequency and the frequency of Universal or Divine Love. It’s the perfect litmus test. And in my life, I have met very few who would willingly stand in line to “take it.” But you should know that there are a growing number of us who have. One of the current ways we are labeling these sometimes bewildered folks is, experiencer. Most experiencers don’t recall a 3D willingness to stand in that line… but over time, we seem to be restoring a much larger contextual view. And all those little waves we’ve been too afraid to make? They’ve now become evolutionary waves, crashing onto the shores of our very own consciousness and world.

From Saturday, September 09, 2006
(for reference, around the time that the movie, “Little Miss Sunshine” was a huge hit.)

It occurred to me in my communion state this morning that my own definition of Love needed to be clarified. I write about it a lot, and I want to be sure that I am making myself as clear as possible. You may notice that I capitalize this word when I write of it in the grander sense. I’m talking so grand that it took me a lifetime to be able to embody it to the degree that I do. I couldn’t tell you where I’m at on the official Universal Scale of Embodied Love, but I know that I must be holding my own as they say. The tune I speak of isn’t just ‘nice’ or ‘sweet’… it seems to be more in the kick-ass, higher-octave range of Divine Mother Love.

Here is where I find that the biggest misconception occurs. When spiritual, new-age type people say, “Hey, let’s all just live together in peace, love and harmony,” the rational mind can come up with all kinds of reasons to reject that because the words can feel weak and ungrounded. I agree, it feels ungrounded much of the time I hear it too, and the term weakness is simply a translation from a feeling that something is missing, or not fully present and available. It’s true. Love must be grounded or embodied in order for that kind of kick-ass power to be directed into this world.

What does embodied Love feel like? Well from my vantage point today I can say that it is pure ecstasy, knowing wisdom, strength, compassion, and peace. But it didn’t always feel like that. Unless you have shouted out and begged for mercy because “it” (higher-frequency presence) is too much, I would venture to say that you have not yet been introduced to the frequencies of Love that I refer to when I say LOVE. It is not an experience that you want to invite unless you are truly committed to giving up all that you think and believe that you are, and trade it all in for a conscious connection with ALL THAT IS. But you must be advised, this kind of Love is here to destroy all that is NOT in alignment with Love, and will, if invited, completely transform you into – not the smaller, nicer version of “love” – but will assist you in transcending fear, and ultimately into having a drop-to-your-knees direct experience of LOVE. In other words, you might have a nice testimonial, or the intellectual capacity to deliver a brilliant speech about Love, but you’ll know right where you stand on the universal scale of embodied Love when one tiny little flicker of THIS is introduced into your physical, feeling body, when the Goddess Bomb is released from the base of your spine. Either you’ll run screaming and begging to be returned to the “comfortably numb” state, or you’ll muster up the courage to continue with what was introduced to me so many years ago. I called them “stretching exercises” – exercises that I guess I agreed to before this life ensued. Because that’s been the program folks – ever-so-slowly attuning to Love, Light, and Truth – not just in my thinking mind, but fully alive in my body, and the feeling-Present moment.

In the Present, I’m adapting to knowing what I need to know when I need to know it, which I have found frees one up to really KNOW – to feel and perceive the spaces in between all of the regurgitated words, phrases, and stories of the past. It’s where the power of Love lives. It’s where nature lives. It’s where SHE lives. It’s where the I AM lives.

Don’t worry, I’m not throwing away ALL the words. I love to write, and I love what others write too. I remember years ago when I stumbled upon a verse from Rilke’s “Duino Elegies.” I cannot tell you how relieved I was to find someone whom I could relate to when it comes to the terror of Love. Rilke… wow, a 19th-century experiencer.

Excerpt from Elegy 1

Who, if I cried out, would hear me among the angels’ hierarchies?
and even if one of them pressed me suddenly against his heart:
I would be consumed in that overwhelming existence.
For beauty is nothing but the beginning of terror,
which we are still just able to endure,
and we are so awed because it serenely disdains to annihilate us.
Every angel is terrifying.
And so I hold myself back and swallow the call-note of my dark sobbing.
Ah, whom can we ever turn to in our need?
Not angels, not humans, and already the knowing animals are aware
that we are not really at home in our interpreted world.

and further along in the poem…

Yes, the Spring-times needed you deeply. Many a star
must have been there for you so you might feel it. A wave
lifted towards you out of the past, or, as you walked
past an open window, a violin
gave of itself. All this was their mission.
But could you handle it? Were you not always,
still, distracted by expectation, as if all you experienced,
like a Beloved, came near to you?
(Where could you contain her,
with all the vast strange thoughts in you
going in and out, and often staying the night.)

Rainer Maria Rilke

Thank you Rilke. I eventually glued these words to my piano keyboard so that every time I sang out my melodies and words – even if the audience was convinced that I was singing about a boyfriend – I knew differently.

The stretching exercises still come, although they don’t fall so much under the header of unbearable. I am able to welcome it, trust it, and fall into the bliss of it more readily. Yet in the closing of the stretch, I am still taken to that dis-comfort zone of this far and no farther. While I do make myself available to this expanding Love – these days it seems to be more about the fearless practice of being IT in the world… between the stretchings. I smile when I think back about how I used to curse this lifelong program – obviously not in understanding of the transformation that was occurring for me. As difficult as it all was, I am now able to see it as having been a beautiful blessing. I have been informed by Love that this is my life’s work. After all of this training and stretching as a contactee of angels, ETs, and the Goddess at the base of my spine,  I am able to help others transcend fear, and embody this kind of Love now. I have noticed though, there are only a few standing in line to accept this. Which means that a) everybody is already ONE with it, or b) quite possibly people are not excruciatingly uncomfortable enough with the way things are, and somehow, through sheer will, they’re still able to make this interpreted reality work. I happen to know that there are many of us here who can help when the masses are no longer able to make the unnatural, disconnected way of life work. It’s why we’ve had the strange lives we’ve had – to one day help you adapt to Love too.

LOVE is total ecstasy if it has a unified, welcoming consciousness and body to be present with. In a few year’s time, if you have not already lost your mind and your smaller human identity, and surrendered to the experience of the Larger YOU, this degree of Love will more than likely be terrifying. And until we embody at least some degree of this Love, we will keep on pretending that we are experiencing a successful, loving, peaceful, harmonious way of life in what Rilke referred to as, the “interpreted world.” If we can’t embody IT, than how on Earth can we direct it, or create with it, or be given the responsibility to do so?

I see it. I feel it. I know it… we are all going to be stretched to receive more. Ready or not.

Let’s give PEACE (and kick-ass LOVE) a chance. It’s the Divine Feminine, and no matter your gender, it is within you. From here on out, don’t judge it, laugh at it, or abuse it. Engage with it. (Play the song below) Let Go and Feel, All That’s Real.

This song was written around the same time that I wrote this post ~ 2006. At the time, I was in Hawaii mentoring with Shaman/Mystic/Channel, Robert Shapiro. A music producer I was not, but I figured out and captured it in the software (Garageband) that came with my Apple laptop.

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Conscious Evolution: This is getting real

I’m releasing this recent transmission to the public earlier than scheduled. It is taking every shred of courage I have to share this now. You will see why. It’s pretty straightforward. It doesn’t feel like we have a whole lot of time to dance around any of this anymore.  This Inner Voice has been pressing me to share it all, and this is what being my authentic self is. No holding back. As another experiencer I recently spoke to said, “It’s just something that I can’t not do now.” (She is the subject of my next episode of, “Evolution of an Experiencer” series.)

It seems everyone is looking to the government for full disclosure of this contact. And I find myself wondering why we’re not looking to our individual experiencers to fill in some of these blanks. This is gloriously ecstatic when I am immersed in the Love of these transmissions. The extreme challenge comes when I turn back to my beloved humanity, and deliver it to you. After all these years, I thought patience was the toughest lesson in my life. Today, I am finding that it’s trust.

A quote from this message: “If you do not know your own value in these times, there is a risk of falling into the same old lines, the same old patterns, the same old conditioning. What you have been residing within is a limited, fractured reality. What is possible for you, is to restore your eyes that see and your ears that hear, to restore your own direct perception of the Truth. There is a One Truth, and it is vibrational. It is not ideological. It is a felt and known, understood sense of Truth, which is your Source Creator. So, you may choose at this time to realign with this vibration, but understand, you cannot have and exist in both worlds. There is a letting go that occurs. There is a grieving. There is a shock, if you will, of realizing that everything that you thought was real, in actuality is not…” – Sound of Gold Files: ConsciousEvolution021719

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