Evolution of an Experiencer

I’m building something.
This…
It’s been my inspiration for years.
A watery flow,
A gentle unfolding of
What we’ve always called “unknown.”
Emotionally intelligent,
Laid back,
Nothing to prove.
What’s it like to be an experiencer?
What’s it like to grow through the fear and evolve?
I’m bored with labels, language, stats… and boxes
Watch
What happens
When we take it all away…
Honesty
Energy
Beauty
Grace

I used to tell audiences at my musical gigs and concerts,
“I’m not an entertainer. I just want you to feel who you are.”
It’s what this huge, loving Intelligence taught me,
Through frequency –
Light and sound.
Actually…
It’s all just music to me.

And it turns out there are lots more people like me! Lots. My previous post, an Invitation to Experiencers has inundated me with people who want to talk. This new (and first) episode is a discussion with Experiencer, Terry Andrews. It was wonderful to reconnect with her.

I spoke with Terry five years ago as well. If you’re interested in how it all came together back then, listen to this one first:

 

You can support this series, “Evolution of an Experiencer,” on my Translating Infinity / Sound of Gold Files Patreon page. This is only one of many projects that I envision. It’s why I named it all, “Translating Infinity,” because it’s what it feels like to be an experiencer. (What’s an experiencer? More about that in the first video above.)

An experiencer of what? Really, it’s what many of us are discovering lies within and beyond this everyday world that we once thought was so real. It cannot be accessed with the thinking mind. It’s a heart-belly-feeling passageway that most of us were conditioned to suppress. Some people have to literally die (NDEs), or have a series of shamanic deaths in a variety of other ways, in order to awaken to this extraordinary Love and understanding.

The Sound of Gold Files are messages that I have “communed” with nonhuman intelligence. This happened quite often and easily as a child, and then it developed further as an adult. My website has the backstory if you’re interested, but for me, I’m way more interested in what’s happening now. These audio files will also be uploaded and shared on the Patreon page. I need your support to do this. It’s beyond a full-time effort. There are hundreds of these files and they are still coming. They are about this timing that we are in, right now. This inner Voice wants all of us to know how to grow up and out of this limited reality. Or not. It’s our choice… in this crossroads. [Excerpt from Beyond Loops audio file.]

This Intelligence doesn’t have a new belief system for you. It wants you to know how to go direct; how to recall your natural state and the language of resonance, which is the language of the universe. There’s nothing new here. It’s who you were designed to be.

Or you could keep laughing at people like me,
And maybe miss something that is true,
And absolutely wondrous,
About you.

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My website: KoyopaRising.com
New YouTube page
My book: Koyopa: Contact Within

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This is what contact with nonhuman intelligence feels like

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This is an excerpt from my December 1st, 2018 newsletter. If you’d like to be a subscriber, click on “Connect” and find the link at the bottom of the page.

 

Hello Friends,

May I invite you into an experience? I want you to know how they talk to me; what deeper contact with nonhuman intelligence is like, and what it’s like to commune with God and angels and whatever labels you like to use for it. I wrote a whole book about it, and will be writing more. The labels are just words, after all, for this Presence speaks in the glory of sound and light. We think we’re afraid of evil, but really, what we’re afraid of is meeting THIS – fully. It’s a crazy level of intimacy that we must accept if we want to evolve beyond this misunderstanding that we’ve been left in this place alone. We are not alone. Soon you will know this beyond a shadow of a doubt.

I respectfully ask you to set aside time and fully immerse yourself into this video. I recommend using earbuds or playing it through excellent speakers. Feel every feeling that arises in your body. Those who’ve had the divine, numinous touchings can relate to it. We feel like we’re being met by a field of intelligence, with a love so pure, and a purpose that speaks volumes through frequency. It speaks to our bodies and hearts as it fills and surrounds us like an infinite sphere of music. It has the power to transform us and help us to bridge and remember this Light. How we react to it is our choice.

Imagine if you will, that you had actually been abducted. Obviously the people in the video consciously knew ahead of time, and agreed to being “taken.” They know it’s safe, they just don’t know why. Somehow, at least initially, many contactees forget that we did agree on a soul level to these events as well. We forget, because at this point, humanity has forgotten a lot – mainly the Soul. But it’s changing now. The Soul wants to come home to us, on Earth. 

Thank you to my dear friend who sent this video hours ago and derailed the entire newsletter that I had already written and was ready to send today. I don’t mind. My whole life has been a series of happy derailments, and though there have been many challenges, I am so very blessed. Thank you to all of my subscribers for walking with me, side by side, with eyes and hearts open wide.

In Lak’ech,
Eileen

 


It Takes a Lot to Know a Man
by Damien Rice
It takes a lot to know a man
It takes a lot to understand
The warrior, the sage
The little boy enraged
It takes a lot to know a woman
A lot to understand what’s humming
The honeybee, the sting
The little girl with wings
It takes a lot to give, to ask for help
To be yourself, to know and love what you live with
It takes a lot to breathe, to touch, to feel
The slow reveal of what another body needs
It takes a lot to know a man
A lot to know, to understand
The father and the son
The hunter and the gun
It takes a lot know a woman
A lot to comprehend what’s coming
The mother and the child
The muse and the beguiled
It takes a lot to give, to ask for help
To be yourself, to know and love what you live with
It takes a lot to breathe, to touch, to feel
The slow reveal of what another body needs
It takes a lot to give, to ask for help
To be yourself, to know and love what you live with
It takes a lot to breathe, to touch, to feel
The slow reveal of what another body needs
It takes a lot to live, to ask for help
To be yourself, to know and love what you live with
It takes a lot to breathe, to touch, to feel
The slow reveal of what another body needs
What are you so afraid to lose?
What is it you’re thinking that will happen if you do?
What are you so afraid to lose? (You wrote me to tell me you’re nervous and you’re sorry)
What is it you’re thinking that will happen if you do? (Crying like a baby saying “this thing is killing me”)
What is it you’re so afraid to lose? (You wrote me to tell me you’re nervous and you’re sorry)
What is it you’re thinking that will happen if you do? (Crying like a baby saying “this thing is killing me”)
Songwriters: Damien George Rice
It Takes a Lot to Know a Man lyrics © Warner/Chappell Music, Inc

 

How Do I Hide? – A Poem

red maskHow Do I Hide?
Let me count the ways…
Everyday I slip into a myriad of masks,
Picking and choosing in any given moment
The one that is perfect
For you,
My other,
The one that I believe
Can’t
Or won’t
Digest the bigger me that I’ve become.

So I stuff my life and my face
Into a box,
And I agree to have more mass appeal –
Kind of like a Happy Meal.
You see,
If your mind has a place to put my face
Then I have given you
Something that is neither
Happy or healthy for anyone.

07e75-11ovdsi6_x3kkhzi-39juoq.jpegWhen I’m alone I grow
By leaps and bounds
So why would I be afraid to show
What I’ve awakened to?
In my private room I see
And I know beyond the
Shadowing of any doubt,
That I am as great as the stars
And as real
And purposeful
As the Earth Herself.

So I’m left to wonder
Whether you,
My other,
Are remembering the truth
In the privacy of your room?
What if we have all discovered the truth
In this laser-like focus of persona,
But in blind devotion to the past
And what has always been,
We find it easier to pretend,
To mask the light of the stars
And the power and purpose of
That Which We Are.

HeadHairBlowOne by one
We must come out
Of our tiny rooms,
Free from the mask
Free from the past.
Who among us
Will have courage
To don the naked face,
To demonstrate
With power and grace
That this human race
Is breaking from its past,
Breaking from the story that We are small
And separate pieces,
Remembering
That today we can choose
To emerge to the truth

That we are one…

All of us knowing,
That the real story
Has only
Just begun.

Eileen Meyer  ©2012