To the Experiencers: Radiate Who you Are

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Journey Home by Rassouli

My last conscious meeting with the beings occurred on Thanksgiving Day, 2014. These are the ones I’ve known my entire life. Three days later a message came for you, the experiencers.

I was invited to Durango, Colorado for Thanksgiving Dinner. In the end, I was not able to partake with the rest of the feasting folk in the dining room downstairs. I lay in a big beautiful master bedroom above them, suffering the most excruciating migraine pain of my life. I have indeed suffered greatly with this affliction in the past, but this was a whole new level of unbearable. I could not have predicted what happened next. I was “abducted,” “taken,” “spirited away” from my 3D pain and shown many things – yet another transformational happening with my extended family. Yes, they call this contact. And they call people like me, a lifetime contactee or experiencer.

On this day, contact occurred as I became aware that I was talking out loud to “them” – a prayer-like activity that I’ve done in some form or another my entire life. I don’t “think” about doing it, it just occurs and my 3D mind suddenly becomes aware that I am doing it. This goes back to some of my very first memories as a child. So what I was saying, lying in that bed was, “I have experienced many wondrous things in this life. For that I am grateful. AND I am not willing to stay here any longer and suffer any more pain. I will not stay if there is nothing more for me to offer. I have no need to maintain an earth identity that does not fully and outwardly serve Love and Truth in greater and greater ways. It’s all or nothing now. Take this pain away, or take me away from this painful existence.” This was a continuous stream of totally honest, taking-a-stand-from-the-human-view feelings. I’ve never questioned this process. It’s just how we communicate.

Believe me, it’s been a difficult life, especially with the judgements. As long as I was wearing the mask of a straight-A student, a rock & roll singer chick, or even an office-manager or digital content creator, I was good… or the world was good with me. When I started “needing” to share the truth more, of what was beyond or bigger than these masks, well, that’s when family, friends and worldly opportunities would fall away.

So on that memorable Thanksgiving Day, the next thing I knew was that I was being lifted up, out, and above the house, still aware of the din of loud feasting below. There wasn’t any destination really. I just became ultra aware that I was in a loving, protective womb or cocoon. They were healing me, and showed me that I was in the beginning of my 3rd life in this form – and further outlined that there are distinct 26-year segments of lives for people like myself. In the way it was presented to me, in pictures and feelings, I could see how true this was. My first two 26-year segments were strikingly different. Through this communion with me, I experienced the instant understanding that a lot of us are living several lives in one body this time around. Long story short – and this is a long story with many dimensions – I had the knowing that everything would radically change again. My life would be very different from that moment forward. How could it not?

When I returned to the house, there appeared a very tall, thin, golden mantis being sitting on the side of my bed. It exuded that glorious sound and feeling of pure unconditional Love that I have known, and have been deeply comforted by, throughout my life.

This time was different though. This time we did not part. While I was frozen in the magnetic loving energy, the being leaned forward, wrapped what appeared and felt to be glorious giant wings around me, and completely merged into me.

Everything did change, and the migraines were gone.

Communion or translation was stronger and clearer from that moment on. I hear-feel-see the messages through a field of magnetic energy. The audio file below is this energy translated into language. Both before and after the message, you will hear me adjusting to the much higher frequencies of this field consciousness. Sometimes it takes a a few minutes for my physical body to adapt or blend with this super-expanded energy. The chasm I have to bridge depends on how far I’ve been living in the density, thus how far I must climb to rejoin it. The breath and sounds are a part of this adjustment. Coming out of it is sometimes “louder,” as I am held in this cocoon of high-vibrational energy for about 30 to 50 minutes at a time. When I enter, or when I am released, sometimes I cry, or more accurately, I weep. Many people who’ve listened to my messages have said, “Wow, it takes a lot of courage to share those sounds that you make.” No mention of the courage it takes to share my translation of cosmic consciousness! This fascinates me. Our own natural, ecstatic states have been shamed, and confined to the teeny-tiny distorted rivulets of conditioned human sexuality.

It’s been very difficult to make these things public because the last thing I want is for the attention to be on me. I’d rather you see what I am pointing to, within you. Even as a singer/performer, it was uncomfortable to be center stage. Yet it is not lost on me, in both scenarios I am connected to and translating what feels like the most beautiful music one could ever imagine. Therefore, I am unable and unwilling to say ‘no’ to that, no matter the level of ridicule for my inability to fit into the known world.

I share this publicly because this Presence keeps pulling me forward to do so. I am overjoyed if some of you find it encouraging or helpful. This Presence speaks to those who have had the experience of direct knowing-understanding in their 3D lives (experiencers), but may still be frozen and confused about how to rise above this dying world and proceed. And so how on 3D Earth is this done? There are some suggestions in this message – a message that came 3 days after this event. They say it’s time to radiate who you are. Does that make sense to you? It does to me.


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On the bridge between the world and infinity

Man and physics

A few years ago I wrote for a blog under a pseudonym. I was still too afraid. I did not have the courage to be actual, and speak authentically. I spoke about my own lucid awakenings and the awakenings of fellow travelers I would meet along the way. I named these travelers “the Lucid Ones.” I wrote about what this was like… living on the fringe of the old world, and pausing on this bridge to assist others who landed here, bewildered and confused. We got to know that look of, “WTF? Everything they told us is a lie. What now?” Most of them had to die on some level to be able to see these things, usually via the experiences of NDE, Kundalini, contact with nonhuman intelligence, etc. Below is one post from that time. It took me many years to heal from this abusive world, to strengthen, and anchor into what is real – Love. Today, on this doorstep of 2019, I am called to be the greatest, most authentic version of mySelf now – unapologetically. Please join me. ~ Eileen


It’s like translating a mountain river. Perhaps you’ve heard about them, but never actually stood on the bank, opened your heart, and activated all of your senses. The rushing water, the grass, the tall pines, the sky, the mountains, the breeze; it’s almost too much beauty to take in at once. The overwhelm is understandable, of course, because at one time the IMG_4130.jpgmajority of us quite easily accepted the world’s mandatory requirement to suppress our natural senses. We needed to be productive, thinking machines, after all. And maybe, if we were lucky, we could get a quick fix of this deeper connectivity with ourselves on a vacation, a weekend hike, or in a yoga class.

These are the senses that we utilize in their limited capacity in 3D, yet they are designed to vividly traverse multi-dimensions and thrive well beyond the programmed world. They are accessed through our watery feeling nature, beauty, and the natural tonal language of the universe. Adapting to Infinity is the new course for an evolving human consciousness. However, the challenge to translate this opportunity to step through an inner cosmic doorway to More is quite the other – especially to those who continue to believe that this simulated world is all there is.

Words are not our friend in the in-between. We don’t require them. If someone engages with us in the simulated world, it can be quite a process before we respond. Depending on how long a traveler has been practicing life beyond the matrix, we may initially appear autistic or “slow.” Of course if it is a superficial interaction that requires a simple yes or no response, it’s easy. But if the question or invitation to engage goes deeper, we must first tune into the trapped energy and related belief systems from which the question arose. In other words, which belief system or model do we draw from so that our answer is understood? Or perhaps we do not respond at all.

On the other hand, we may initiate conversation with others – meaning we say, do, or write something that appears shocking, but it’s for the purpose of interrupting the “spin cycle” of the programmed mind. This only occurs if there is an inner prompt from the Soul or Universal level of consciousness; never from the identity-based egoic mind. The translated words stream through from a greatly expanded, or multidimensional space. Some call this channeling – a highly misunderstood word and concept. There are many “new-age” styles and neurologically-based approaches to this phenomenon from within the simulation. Beyond the simulator, we are freed up to exercise more of a knowing, heart-based approach to cosmic communion. In this space, there are no ET identities and stories provided. It is pure energy that delivers data via the frequencies. Because of my multiple transformations via contact and the bioenergetic episodes, I am able to receive and unpack (to the best of my ability) data from this intelligence, mostly on how to evolve and transcend this containment.  In physics, this connection is sometimes described under the headers of quantum entanglement, spooky action at a distance, and nonlocal consciousness. However, there are many humans now that have no need of scientific terms and definitions to narrate what is inherent and natural. Again, we don’t need a materialistic language to explain or pave the way for something that simply happens when one is ready. And this inner evolution in consciousness is happening well beyond the realm of the known – the only area in which science feels clear and confident.

“The main issue is not how the universe is nonlocal and entangled but rather how it appears as made of distinct, physical objects. What is proposed is that the mind creates a veiling of undivided wholeness. It is both the new and also ancient vision of non-duality…” – Menas Kafatos, Ph.D., Fletcher Jones Endowed Professor of Computational Physics, Chapman University

Experiencers can become “lucid ones –” those who have transcended duality enough to grok what is happening, and it’s a daily practice to reorient to these new (and ancient) landscapes of whole consciousness. For some of us who are designed to serve the people who also land on the bridge, we are able to translate what we have integrated, about who we are and where we’re headed. This is born from a nonlocal knowing, and ever-so-carefully dropped back into words again. It is a way of reaching our hand out to you, and helping you to feel safe and trusting of another human, rather than meeting up with an “ET” or a radically different, higher-vibrational life form, that for some, may be a vibrational bridge too far. Many of the Lucid Ones have already met these beings over our lifetimes, thus transcending a few of these collective fears for you. It’s like a tag team of sorts. Human beings are awakening in waves, and some of the frontrunners feel called to reach back into the world to show you, or demonstrate to you, that the water truly is great. And please do jump in!

The whole view is initiated by the direct experience of Source/Creator/God-Goddess within our consciousness – which includes the body. The humans who still think and organize their lives within the simulator, have not yet had a direct experience of the universal frequencies within their physiology. This causes them to remain in the intellect-alone, where they are comfortable, and are completely dependent on the simulator’s media machines and “authorities” to inform. The narratives are provided to keep you within the acceptable range of the story – the finite bandwidth of linear knowledge and explanations.  This is the same data that we once begged the political, scholarly, and religious authority to “fill us in” on. But don’t get me wrong. I have nothing against religion in its purest form. In fact, following my major Kundalini event, it was the writings of the Catholic saints that I was comforted by: Hildegard of Bingen, Francis of Assisi, Teresa of Avila, John of the Cross, and more. They, including Jesus, were the ones who met me on the bridge and spoke directly to my experience of Oneness. These, and many more from other cultures and religions, are the ones who inspire me. I do not require or accept the translation of the patriarchy to understand these divine lives and messages to humanity. And nor do you. They were early demonstrators of our whole and natural state.

For now, this is what I am able to say on this topic. Like so many natural abilities and understandings that awaken through the incoming waves of resonant data, at a certain point it isn’t worth using energy to explain to the linear mind. Why? Because we are changing rapidly. We are moving across the bridge now, and this is a temporary blend in consciousness that manifested out of necessity, as a dynamic staging ground to More.

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Looking for Infinity, by Rassouli

Soon we must end the simulator’s exhaustive demands for interpretation through polarity consciousness only. The design of this matrix-reality has reduced human consciousness to a powerless, disconnected way of being. The Lucid Ones no longer serve this construct. Every single individual is choosing now. Do I move in the direction of the Unknown? Or do I cycle back into the limited world that I know, and continue to explore further darkness and limitation? The Mayan Calendar shows that the ending of this 26,000 year cycle has occurred. We now have the opportunity to engage and live beyond the polarized cycles of light and dark. And this requires actual trust and faith in a Loving Creator at the heart of it all.

Indeed, we must go direct to fully remember and access who we are, in frequency. And for those who do not yet have “the eyes to see or the ears to hear,” it is only the programming that stands in your way. It is far more simple to awaken from it than we think. It seems many of us were contacted and informed of this from Beyond… yes, yes, those crazy stories you hear about humans in contact with nonhuman intelligence. Well now we’re here to help you, our fellow humans, to remember how to sense and feel your way into the multidimensional, natural world again. It’s like becoming a mountain river, whereby the need to translate Beauty will become obsolete. Everyone will own it. And together we’ll roll up the bridge, and be wholly on our way. 


Eileen is an author, musical poet, intuitive, lifetime contactee and Kundalini experiencer. Photo on 12-25-18 at 3.21 PMShe prefers the Mayan word for the experience – Koyopa. It’s all the same Source – and when this Power rises within you, you will be changed forevermore. Eileen believes this is the evolutionary step that is KCW.front.coveroccurring for all – ready or not. Through her visions in OBEs, Koyopa, and contact with angelic light beings (Original Source Field), she has been shown that we are evolving, expanding, and reorienting to the Universal context now, and we have the power to choose how this will go. Eileen encourages us to meet this Greater Love within – consciously and benevolently. And they’ve given her a few tips and roadmaps for the journey.  KoyopaRising.com  

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Soul Weavers: unlocking the codes within

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Velvet Dream, by Rassouli

These messages come from the light beings, angels that have sometimes referred to themselves as, “Weavers of Soul.” I am a lifetime contactee. I have known them my whole life. To “meet” me in frequency, they have worked through benevolent ETs and inter-dimensional beings. They assist us in remembering the Divine More of who we are, adapting to it, and eventually embodying it on Earth, as we were designed to do. Many of what we have named starseeds on the planet have been contacted in a variety of ways to first nudge them, and then if they choose, to nudge humanity in the direction of this re-evolution (revolution) of our natural consciousness. So while we are being rapidly moved in the direction of artificial intelligence and transhumanism, while we are still in an unconscious fragmented state, these angels are here to assist us in remembering our Soul, and our original design to embody Soul. They have also stated to humanity many times, “One day you will understand that we ARE you.” We may work with incredible technologies in the future, but humans must be embodying higher octaves of Self/Soul before the intelligent technologies can work in harmony with us.

Our group project begins. On Winter Solstice 2018, I am guided to begin sharing the bulk of these messages. 


Transcribed from audio file: UnlockingCodes052018

Eileen in a communion state: Yes… Yes!

The Voice directed to Eileen:

How is this done? It is an alignment… of the you, the universal design of you as an aspect of Prime Source that resides within this field. It is accessible by human consciousness now, in this crossroads that we have been referring to. So we, as a collective, which includes you (Eileen), the human that speaks; this is a whole consciousness that resides in this universal field.

We offer images in your mind’s eye, and it is only temporary images so that you might find words, language, to describe this as a record in your reality.

And as you know, through these connections, there is far more communication, communion, that arrives through the energy – this data that brings instant understanding. This is your “knowing of the truth that sets you free.” It does not arrive in language. So because you are a part of this group consciousness that has intent to assist human beings to rise up, to graduate, and to recall and remember and regroup now in their greater universal consciousness, there are words.

The Voice directed to others who may read or listen to this message:

Remember these are simply words until you feel it. And this is why we work with feelings. In your reality, it is best known as emotional intelligence. This is a primitive understanding, but indeed, it is one of the first steps on this path to recall your totality, to embody your totality once again. So understanding occurred for this human aspect, Eileen. The understanding occurred for what we will give now, prior to our voice coming through. It is why the words, “Yes, Yes” came through. We acknowledged through energy, but since she has asked for a message, she has asked for a verbal message and had her recorder on, we are now speaking in this way. So we will elaborate now on what her realization was.

You are all encoded within. All of you have an opportunity now to unlock these codings within.

They are unlocked through vibrations – just as we have given in the past using the Panama Canal system as an analogy. Stage by stage, you move closer and closer with these locks, and the unlocking that moves you forward, when you meet the vibrational frequency that automatically unlocks these gateways. So what she was being shown is that first of all, once you move through these stages, these shifts, these vibrational attunements, ultimately you are setting sail on the Universal Sea, and you are free. You are free from the trappings of an old reality – a reality that is disappearing with each movement that you make in the direction of your ability to respond to these higher frequencies. For this is what unlocks the next stage, the next gate – more understanding, more healing, more memories of who you truly are, and what you have to offer in human form, both on and with the Earth at this timing.

So, the big “aha” a few moments ago for her was this: You meet your Self within. Now this has been given through words many, many, many times over the years for her. But what she was being shown is that everything…

…everything in your outer world and all of the stories and opinions and systems and known pathways, known understandings of what it is to be human in your world, all of it is disappearing.

You are in a position to completely reorient to your natural design and your extended reality from this foundation, this field of which you are a part and are blending with currently, if you choose. And it is all done within your consciousness. So the message strongly at this time is, if you choose to reorient at this timing, in form, you may do so with the practices that we have given, and others as well that may resonate more for certain individuals.

So the train station is within, and you may meet this train within through what we have given – honesty and innocence – knowing that your outer reality was created on false premises, false understandings, mis-understandings, and a mis-taking of reality. You mis-took the true reality and deferred to your outer world as your source. All the structures, all the systems, they are designed to appear real and they are designed to keep you in this belief that it is real. The only thing that is real in this reality, or any reality, is based on your feeling nature. This is the beginning of the pathway to your return to wholeness. Your feeling nature must be embraced. This is where you reconnect with your Source… Source frequency… The Field of All That Is.

So, in your history, there were some choices made that were designed to divert you (humanity) from your potentiality, your infinite possibilities… a game if you will. And you are now awakening to this realization that you have been diverted momentarily from your truth.

These messages that are being offered in this way, they are not from beings and entities from far away. This group consciousness is as close as it gets. These messages come from within this human who has unlocked these deeply embedded codes within.

Now you may ask the question, is this DNA? For you have always referred to DNA when speaking of codes. Indeed, this evidence can be found here, and there is so much more within the human body that you have not, let us say, unlocked yet. For these codes are unlocked, again, with your attunement, and attunement occurs with the inclusion of a fully operating, healthy, emotional body. As long as you disregard your emotional senses, you are disregarding your spirit connection to this field and to your Creator.

So you may find yourself continuing to participate in polarizing stories in your outer world. This will continue to increase until you lose interest, let us say, and you fall; you give up on attempting to be right in a right and wrong scenario, attempting to know the secrets, attempting to unlock the codes in your outer world. And you know who you are… in your behaviors to believe that the unlocking occurs in your outer world. It does not. This is a reality now for most humans that is disappearing. There is no ultimate answer at the end, in the outer world reality. It is dis-appearing, so that you go within and you meet your train within that takes you to a wholly new world that is representative of your whole state.

Now, what this will feel and look like is that the more of you that do realize that it is time to meet this Self within, this movement within, to recall this field that you are a part of, this might look like continuing chaos that you do not have to engage with. You may choose to engage with it, but understand that you are then giving it power once again – in the egoic attempt to be right. This is the egoic attempt to be the master locksmith in the outer world, when you know deep within that the master locksmith lies within. The unlocking occurs within your vibration. As long as you are deferring to the outer world as real, you are leaving the station… where one needs to be to move through these locks and channels to the Universal Sea.

We understand that this outer world scenario, this history, everything from your past has quite a draw on your attention, but understand, it is only the egoic part of yourself that is invested in the world as it has been, the world of the past.

The ego resists coming into the present-moment train station for it cannot imagine, and more accurately stated, it cannot feel what it is connected to. It cannot feel the power of this Presence, and rather, it fears the present moment, for it perceives its own death and demise, along with all of its investments in the world as you have known it.

Now the sooner that you are feeling and moving feelings, the sooner you will reconnect and you will know what it is that we speak of. You will remember who you are. And you will feel and see your direction. You will feel your wholeness. There will be no question about who you are and what your capacities are – your gifts, what you have to offer on Earth – both with the Earth and with your human communities. Indeed, it may seem like this is just too far or too beyond what you can fathom. And we understand this perception, but it is simply reflecting the egoic portion of yourself that is having difficulty letting go of all that you were told is real, that is, in fact, not representative of your totality. For yes, it’s real based on your fragmented thinking, but we are here to introduce you to your potentiality, what you have available to you now in this crossroads, and there is no right or wrong, as we have said so many times. You do not have to choose wholeness. You may continue to go further into this limited, fragmented view of yourself, and therefore view of your world. You may continue to explore this further. That is up to you.

So these decisions are being made within each individual at this timing, for these worlds are different. This is where they diverge. And we are here to assist you in remembering, recalling the truth of who you are. And we are here to respond to your active engagement and the questions that arise as a result of your active engagement with the present moment and with yourself… and with your emotions, your feelings, your connection to this Source Field. We are not here to answer questions about your outer world. Why would we put energy into answering questions about a reality that is dissolving? We have no interest in that. We welcome you into your wholeness, whereby you may instantaneously understand this previous reality in which you had inserted yourself. So we do not have answers that would be sufficient for your fragmented view. Does this make sense to you? We invite you into your wholeness where any inquiry is fleeting as you move into understanding more and more, and then the closer you get to this Universal Sea of consciousness that you once perceived yourself to be separate from in this reality.

So if you continue to need to have the past and all of its stories and all of its fragmented ways, then you will continue to explore how that works in that particular limited reality. Or, you may turn in the direction of your wholeness, the Light, the Truth, the Way, the Field of which you are connected to, and you will know all that you need to know. It is understood that this sounds ethereal, or it sounds ungrounded. But in reality it is this past reality that has been completely ungrounded from who you are – ungrounded from the Earth, ungrounded from the natural world. The natural world doesn’t exist for you to take a hike and see nature and get a bit of inspiration and then return and defer completely to what you have been told is the real world. The Natural World is for natural citizens, and it includes humanity. It does not mean that you cannot have technologies, for there is a perfect way to blend once you feel and recall your wholeness.

So this emotional pathway, working with emotions and feelings, this is the goddess. This is the serpent goddess at the base of your spine. This is all that has been kept at bay so that you could participate in a limited reality. Well she waits no more. She is here.

She is ready to rise within you thereby changing the collective and your planetary reality. You cannot go further in what you have created and what you are participating in. You cannot go further until you make this choice of being a whole, balanced being that you were designed to be, or you will continue to surrender and give away this power that you are to others… so that they may continue to experiment with you and continue to dictate… understood? You do not need to be dictated to. This belief that you do comes from your forgetfulness of the high vibrational being that you are.

Again, we are here to respond to the inquiries along the way, for those who have made the choice to meet the train that moves them through in the field and the pathways that are connected to your Source Creator and All That Is – the truth of who you are. It is the truth of what you are capable of, the truth of your capacities. We thank you for your attention. Good Day.

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fc13f-1w0pvopg8gojhk4p_yi6xkaEileen is an author, musical poet, intuitive, lifetime contactee and Kundalini experiencer. She prefers the Mayan word for the experience – Koyopa. It’s all the same Source – and when this Power rises within you, you will be changed forevermore. Eileen believes this is the evolutionary step that is KCW.front.coveroccurring for all – ready or not. Through her visions in OBEs, Koyopa, and contact with angelic light beings (Original Source Field), she has been shown that we are evolving, expanding, and reorienting to the Universal context now, and we have the power to choose how this will go. Eileen encourages us to meet this Greater Love within – consciously and benevolently. And they’ve given her a few tips and roadmaps for the journey.  KoyopaRising.com  Also, please Donate, if you are inspired to contribute to the continuance of this work.

Resources for Experiencers, or those interested in the phenomenon: FREE, ACISTE, IANDS