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My heart is filled with good wishes to you all on this beautiful Spring Equinox, 2019. This is a powerful one. The deeper stirrings within that we have perhaps been thinking we’ve successfully kept at bay for weeks, days, or even years, will have their day, so to speak. It’s important to bring it up and out into the light of this full-moon equinox, to make room for something Greater. It is a fire within that may have been forgotten, or buried beneath the harsh winters we’ve all endured throughout our lives.
Some of you who follow this blog may be aware that I wrote a book about my transformative spiritual experiences, and continue to share messages via these resonant pathways to nonlocal consciousness. Others of you may be aware of my music, in which I wrote and sang about my journey with a Light that ignited within, and showed me just how much we are loved and cherished. The popular term being used for those like me is, “Experiencer.” For me it came in the forms of direct contact with angels or nonhuman intelligence, as well as the Kundalini awakening whereby the Holy Spirit, or Shakti, infuses the body and resets our natural consciousness. Whether we use these terms or not, there are probably millions of us who have been touched in these ways and more. But unless it fits into existing ways of defining a higher power and consciousness, sadly, most of us have been conditioned to bury it, and willfully silence that which does not appear normal in this consensus reality. This is especially true in our Western culture.
As a result of these events, I don’t need religious dogma to tell me what I’m connected to, but I do long for the words that I can use to be heard without judgement. I know there is a higher power, and thankfully I can never un-know this now. This Divine Love transforms, and continues to guide me every step of the way. I never ask others to believe the way I believe, simply because there is nothing to believe. But there is something to KNOW, and if we seriously want to know this Presence directly, its fire will light up within our own hearts, and usher us into remembering and practicing this ancient and future way of being again.
Choosing anger, blame, sides and tribes will keep us forever looping in this dark place. What I learned through all of this, is that many of us have been terribly wounded in our lives, and I was no exception. As a result, we tend to store the shame in the darker corners of our being. This can lead to anxiety, addiction, and coping mechanisms to numb the pain, while unconsciously projecting these disowned emotions onto others… onto a target out there so that we can avoid owning and healing the traumas once and for all. Sadly, I know that organized religion and some cultural traditions have also created devastating wounds that make it difficult to find our way to the Truth again. Even though we may want to believe that our religious way of life is better than others, I found that the Love that met and healed me in these sacred moments doesn’t live in our institutions. It lives in us. It lives in the natural world and natural law.
There are spiritual masters who came to teach us these things, many times over. And they didn’t ask to be worshipped. They wanted us to know that this is also who we are. I know that if we are sincere in our asking, this Presence will show us who we are and what unique gifts we have to heal our communities and world.
My eyes and ears were opened through this Divine intervention. And I don’t care if I never tell my story or sing another song again. All I want is for you to know the Glory of what you are connected to. We do not have to continue living in the disempowered ways that we’ve been. Remember? These things and greater shall ye do. God is energy, a radiant Presence, and this Presence is pure Love waiting for an invitation to burn brightly again. Return to innocence. Surrender. Allow. We are at a pivotal crossroads in our time with Earth.
I deeply honor each and every sincere path, and even those who haven’t identified with any path at all, but unless the way we’ve been following and demonstrating is a way of Love, maybe it’s time to get down on our knees, and ask this LOVE to show us the way. I’ve heard a lot of hymns in my life, but this one touches me more than any. I know there’s a Heaven, and it’s inside each and every one, but there isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t utter some of the same words in this song. Turn it up! Then if you like, share your own testimonies of this Love. How did you come to know and practice it in your life?
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Since my full Kundalini awakening that occurred in 1998, I have been integrating. Make no mistake. It takes many years to more deeply understand and reorient to the new self and its relationship with people, places and things. Unless one knows someone in their midst that has experienced the same or similar transformational events, we are pretty much on our own in this reorientation process. It is a breathtakingly solitary path. Translating it to those who have not experienced, or at least studied these things, is near impossible. In addition, I have also found that if we are a woman, it may be even more challenging. Our Western cultural conditioning seems unwilling to witness, and therefore welcome, individuation in feminine form.
This merging with the Divine is available to all. Although, how many of us want to truly know this Presence directly? I did. Perhaps the only difference between one who has experienced this, and one who has not, is truly wanting it. Back then I asked, begged, screamed, pleaded, and prayed in every conscious moment to know God. And IT responded. You see, back then I wanted to die, but suicide wasn’t the way for me. So for those who want to end their life as they know it, this is a way to die to all that you thought you knew, to restore your Divine Light, and stay.
Last night, as I was researching for my upcoming April talk in Southern Colorado, I landed on the quote below. Validation is like food when it arrives, especially as a wandering, hungry-for-a-way-to-explain-it-on-Earth experiencer. At the time I had no solid reference for the Beloved. Now, after 21 years, I do.
“Union with the Inner Beloved fuses both the conscious and the unconscious, the objective and the relational, the particular and the transcendent. In accomplishing this union, one experiences love below the levels of persona (that which we receive from and project back to society), ego (that which we believe we are), shadow (that which we believe we are not), myth (those symbols we share with all humanity) to the level of Self (that which we really are, the central essence of the soul).”
An excerpt from my book, Koyopa: Contact Within, The Plumed Serpent Rises
“…An endless stream of my guttural responses to Infinity transitioned into silence. Finally, after a slight shift in composure by returning upright in the chair, I found my words, “What do I name this Love? I need to know. Please.” I said it with a tone and resolve I had not previously known within my being. There was no hesitation as it responded with a decisive force. Pictures rapidly burst into my mind’s eye – just like when I was a child in the sandbox. Except this time, there was far more light, far more acceleration, and far more pressure in the center of my head.
The light incinerated my eyes as the pictures and movie clips rushed by so rapidly that I could not make out any single frame. Then it abruptly stopped. It zoomed in on the face of an exquisitely, beautiful young man standing before me. And it stopped again.
I gasped and cried out from the sheer intensity, as well as the deep pain and recognition of this presence. I knew it well. This exquisite heart before me had rushed in with the force of a thousand waterfalls of firelight – with the singular intention to blend with my own little embers. I cried out again, as if it were my final breath, “Please, please. What do I name you? This Love? This Presence? I feel you. I know you. I love you [weeping]… no words.”
There was a very long pause. I composed myself, and naturally rocked to and fro with the energies. Soon, in its own perfect rhythm within our cocreated song, I heard-felt the response very clearly, “Beloved.” He boomed and radiated into my consciousness and every cell of my physicality, “I AM here.” With this, I wept even more. I again lost my capacity to think, process, and find a suitable stopping place in which to file the experience or the Presence. I was aware that there was a distinct choice. If I resisted the oncoming force of these searing currents of light, I would have succumbed to an indescribable, fiery pain. If I continued to surrender, it would be terrifying, but I knew that I would survive…”
Back then, I found that music was the most satisfying way to explain. After three days on the couch, in and out of sleep and completely delirious from this divine meeting, this song arrived:
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