I understand now what I couldn’t back then. From the downloads, to the Koyopa process, to the ongoing revelations… it was undeniable that it worked. After many years of immersing myself in it, I had discovered that the closest analogy was music. But today I no longer need an analogy, a parable, or even a clever-word translation.
It is, in fact, music. The Universe, God, Angels, Nonhuman Intelligence… everything not trapped inside this insane matrix, speaks in Divine music.
Over time, a blanket of darkness seemed to hijack this perfect, natural-world resonance of sound and light. Through language, scripts, and soundbites, it was forced to fit into far less than what it actually is. Today it is rising and reverberating in all things. Can you feel the thunderous sound and rhythm deep within? It is the Infinite Song, the return to our inner harmonic relationship with ALL.
It is the Sound of Universal Truth. Will you sing along?
I first heard this idea of truth growing up in a Christian-based family: Ye shall know the truth and the truth shall set you free. After living many decades of my life, I have brazenly changed the wording to: Ye shall sing the truth and the Truth shall shatter the matrix. In other words, practice singing your localized truth, and soon you will resonate with the Universal Field of Truth. Eventually, all that is not aligned with the Universal Song dissolves.
Boom! I had no body, no voice, and no thought. I landed in pure resonance and absolute oneness… again. My consciousness had no “Eileen” point of view. Yet it wasn’t too long after, that I became aware of my actual voice speaking out loud,
Knowing what you feel leads to feeling and restoring what you’ve un-known.
Hours later, following my anchoring back into local consciousness, I recorded the experience in my journal.
Journal Entry: July 25, 2006
The love conveyed here and the support filled me beyond words, and I wept. I found myself in a multidimensional grid that was presented in a spherical, globe-like structure. It was infinite yet presented in this resonant and round feeling. The light surrounded me, and I felt enormous love and heat coming from ALL. I was completely included and at home in this grid… equal in all respects.
It was me, yet it wasn’t the me that I had once thought I was.
This Presence showed me that if I made it a practice to tell the truth – first to myself, and then out into my world – it would break the spell of what I refer to as “dark magic.” And it has. I am no longer locked into the collective spell that has seized a large portion of our population. I practice resonance to know what I need to know when I need to know it.
Everyone with a body, a heart, and a will to sing the truth again, will begin to resonate with this Universal Song.
Now that we have arrived more fully into this cosmic intersection, I’ll be radiating this Presence in real-world groups – with inspired sound, words, and high vibrational energy – beginning November 23, 2019. See the events page for more information. This is not a music performance. It is a present-moment invitation and demonstration of synchronizing with the Field of Akasha.
On another note, I have a vision of collaborating with an Electronic music producer to deliver the poetry and Divine transmissions into a multi-dimensional genre of music. Do you know of a talented someone who is perfect for this? Do let me know by clicking on my email link below. Here is an example of a musical poetry sketch I generated in the software, GarageBand. And for reference, in the last blog post I included my creation of a 2014 Sound-of-Gold Dialogue/Transmission with soundscapes, the I AM Field. So yeah, stuff like that. Thank you.
This Time She Stays
Eileen is an author, mystic, songstress, and always a work-in-progress. After many numinous experiences, she receives guiding messages for our evolution in consciousness and is here to help others remember this inner cosmic doorway too. She has been an invited speaker and facilitator on the topics of the Divine Feminine, evolving consciousness, and the deeper meaning of extraterrestrial, or interdimensional contact.
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I’m amazed when it hits me how long I’ve been sharing this material. People ask me how I keep going when there has been no worldly reward for this work. That’s easy. It’s the glorious energy of this Source-I AM Field that keeps pulling me forward. Even though I resisted this “calling” for many years, I accept it now, and I’ll continue for as long as I am here. The article below is updated / edited from a previous blog, “Adapting to Grace,” in July 2014.
I have found myself stumbling upon highly relevant transmissions that I language-translated from roughly 2005 to present. These messages appear to be a series of sign-posts to help prepare us for these times. I realize, now more than ever, that I need and welcome these feeling reminders that infuse me with the Truth. You see, I can honestly say that I am no longer addicted to the old mental-grid. I am in active recovery. Lucidity is not “one day,” but “one moment at a time,” as I adapt to my wholeness.
During my “contact,” and/or numinous bioenergetic doses of Source Love over my lifetime, I was informed that the process of exiting “the existing grid” and adapting to our Whole and Natural Selves, would be THE most challenging addiction for humanity to overcome. This energy taught me ways to return to this present-moment natural state, and made it clear that I couldn’t bring my past wounds and trauma with me. They shared that if one can re-identify, recall, and re-emerge within the Universal, natural state of being, then ONE is HERE NOW. And when we are HERE NOW, all past programming, all past conditioning, all fear of being psychically attacked, or being sucked into the associated quicksand vibrations of victimhood, doom and despair, cannot locate you. Why? Because instead of existing, participating, and buying-into the limitations of a conditioned existence, you NOW exist, ONE with SOURCE. THIS is where you recall and act from your Infinite Self and BEing. This is the shift. This is the doorway that every single human being has the opportunity to step through now. It is the doorway to a higher-octave reality. It is a doorway within. Where are you?
In the past, when I would stream or translate this wisdom into language for individuals or groups, it became clear what was happening. The human intellect was being purposely bypassed by this higher-vibrational Intelligence, and for many this left nothing but a glazing over of the eyes. Even though the vibrational messages were activating the infinitely spacious heart-field, I would literally watch the mind-grid seduce them back into the smaller, yet familiar lattice of existence. The intellect of the listeners was engaged with the pure programming of seeking only “the comfort zone of the known.” Through this I learned that language was the barrier and I began to back off from sharing it in this way. I continued to experiment with the translation until I realized that if I was willing to be more vulnerable, and enter the Presence in real time, I could take it to a whole new level.
Back then, I was all-too aware that this work was not exactly popular, which made it a poor source of revenue. And I was aware that it was because this I AM-consciousness was not willing to provide exciting, dramatic stories about the cosmos and all of it’s dimensions, labels, and characters to enable us to stay in what they termed “your repetitive, closed loops of consciousness” – which I learned is yet another defense against actually meeting this Presence NOW. The I AM Field simply kept repeating…
Yes, we are familiar with the stories… now, are you ready to be who you are? Because when you are BEING who you are, you will not desire to engage us in a game of trivial pursuit! More than likely you will lose ALL interest in getting answers to questions. Questions and answers are symbolic of your perceived separation from Source. You will go direct, and you will find far more exciting things to BE and DO in the Presence.
Language can keep us locked into the “existing grid.” It is conscious FEELING that leads us directly to our ACTUAL experience of Infinite Oneness and Power. One of the first teaching messages within this I AM Field was, “Know what you feel so that you may FEEL what you KNOW.” It took me years to fully grok the power and potency of that message. There is nothing I can say that can make you take this conscious step into owning your Infinite Self. EVERY SINGLE INDIVIDUAL MUST MAKE THIS CHOICE FOR THEMSELVES. All I can do is perhaps inspire others, from the tools I was given to the telling of my own inner-dimensional travels.
I noticed in past experience, that if I inquired with clients as to why they seemed so excited about meeting these frequencies before, but then seem unable to actively stay with it, they had some form of this response:
“I’m busy. It’s too hard to find the time to sit still and give voice to feeling what I feel so that I may generate conscious resonance with this Love. I know that I have the power to re-identify, and re-create from this ALL-KNOWING Source Field, but in the end, it’s just too hard… and I don’t have the privacy to give voice to what I’m really feeling anyway.”
In other words, what your programmed self is saying is,
“Thank you, but my egoic self is still invested in perpetuating this unreal world and existence. It may not be a perfect life, but in the end, I’m okay with being controlled and manipulated by something outside of mySelf.I’d rather pretend that I’m powerless and I don’t know anything. And not only that, I have a job, a family, friends… I have a false image to uphold in this false world. I must keep consistency with what I have agreed to in the past. Yes, it’s too hard. I’d rather physically die in order to re-turn to Source, and recall All That I AM. And I’m okay with returning again and again, until I’m ready to embrace and live my whole being in Truth.”
Compare this to the addiction of substance abuse. If you have a friend or family member who has addictive behaviors, and they are saying these power-less statements to you, I do believe that you would more clearly recognize the absurdity of this position and defense. And guess what? Most of us are addicted to the small world, and some are only beginning to get glimmers that there may be a problem, and it isn’t wise to agree to this tiny controlled existence. Sadly, we spend a lot of our time and energy enabling others to stay addicted and support/perpetuate the insanity as well. Even so-called spiritual and religious practices can be part of the smallness-addiction. Want to know a clear sign that you still exist in the controlled grid of existence? If your God or Creator-oriented beliefs and activities always keep you in perpetual seeking beyond, or “out there,” and one never “actually” arrives. I know you’ve heard this all before, but it’s the truth. In reality, there is nothing to seek. YOU are IT. You ALL-READY reside in the Infinite Field. It is simply a shift into a feeling-based perspective – from the (highly manipulatable) mind-based grid to the empowered, Heart-Knowing Field.
It’s really time to exit the language-based grid. The work that I have trained for my entire life – through “contact” and in practice with Source Energy, is to share or broadcast this vibration of the Infinite Self. And since we truly are all ONE, those that are in the midst of these frequencies may find and identify with their SELVES too. It took me years to integrate and re-identify with these frequencies of the natural and whole SELF, and I’m still not fully and constantly HERE… but through these blessings, I do have the tools and the ability to lock into it at will. A little secret? I wrote this article because on one particular morning I was overwhelmed with unusual feelings of despair, fatigue, and hopelessness. It goes to show you how quickly we can get ungrounded or off-balance as we continue to navigate and interact with the existing world-grid, and allow the disempowering, or fear-based frequencies to grab hold and suck us under. I then recalled as I had been shown over the years – even as I flailed within the quicksand of doom – that all I need do is re-call the feeling-frequency of who I AM into my solar plexus as I speak out loud the truth of what I am feeling in that moment, with total honesty and innocence. It’s one of the greatest tools that this Presence gifted to me.
The rapid shift into Peaceful Presence is nothing short of astonishing. Had I been experiencing psychic attack? Probably. But don’t give it any energy or credibility. It’s simply another stupid story that I/We no longer choose to live within. Remember, those lower-vibrational, virtual-reality beings cannot find you when you lock into the Heart-Present. And when a critical mass is reached, of present-moment humans BEing, they will no longer have a playground, and no one left to agree to play their silly virtual games. We will all be exploring the joy of actual wholeness – in form – and they themselves will be forced to flee, or feel the transformational power of Source Love too.
I KNOW that the transformation of humanity is set to trigger a massive, domino effect throughout ALL consciousness. And this is the massive potential that lies in your individual choice to fully BE who you are. We are the ones we’ve been waiting for? I say, we are the ones who are arriving as whole beings in our existing form. It is our natural state. This is the return of Christ Consciousness. This is the return of the Divine Feminine. And you are the ONE. Remember, the doorway is HERE, and “the key to freedom is in your steps.”
A few years ago I wrote for a blog under a pseudonym. I was still too afraid. I did not have the courage to be actual, and speak authentically. I spoke about my own lucid awakenings and the awakenings of fellow travelers I would meet along the way. I named these travelers “the Lucid Ones.” I wrote about what this was like… living on the fringe of the old world, and pausing on this bridge to assist others who landed here, bewildered and confused. We got to know that look of, “WTF? Everything they told us is a lie. What now?” Most of them had to die on some level to be able to see these things, usually via the experiences of NDE, Kundalini, contact with nonhuman intelligence, etc. Below is one post from that time. It took me many years to heal from this abusive world, to strengthen, and anchor into what is real – Love. Today, on this doorstep of 2019, I am called to be the greatest, most authentic version of mySelf now – unapologetically. Please join me. ~ Eileen
It’s like translating a mountain river. Perhaps you’ve heard about them, but never actually stood on the bank, opened your heart, and activated all of your senses. The rushing water, the grass, the tall pines, the sky, the mountains, the breeze; it’s almost too much beauty to take in at once. The overwhelm is understandable, of course, because at one time the majority of us quite easily accepted the world’s mandatory requirement to suppress our natural senses. We needed to be productive, thinking machines, after all. And maybe, if we were lucky, we could get a quick fix of this deeper connectivity with ourselves on a vacation, a weekend hike, or in a yoga class.
These are the senses that we utilize in their limited capacity in 3D, yet they are designed to vividly traverse multi-dimensions and thrive well beyond the programmed world. They are accessed through our watery feeling nature, beauty, and the natural tonal language of the universe. Adapting to Infinity is the new course for an evolving human consciousness. However, the challenge to translate this opportunity to step through an inner cosmic doorway to More is quite the other – especially to those who continue to believe that this simulated world is all there is.
Words are not our friend in the in-between. We don’t require them. If someone engages with us in the simulated world, it can be quite a process before we respond. Depending on how long a traveler has been practicing life beyond the matrix, we may initially appear autistic or “slow.” Of course if it is a superficial interaction that requires a simple yes or no response, it’s easy. But if the question or invitation to engage goes deeper, we must first tune into the trapped energy and related belief systems from which the question arose. In other words, which belief system or model do we draw from so that our answer is understood? Or perhaps we do not respond at all.
On the other hand, we may initiate conversation with others – meaning we say, do, or write something that appears shocking, but it’s for the purpose of interrupting the “spin cycle” of the programmed mind. This only occurs if there is an inner prompt from the Soul or Universal level of consciousness; never from the identity-based egoic mind. The translated words stream through from a greatly expanded, or multidimensional space. Some call this channeling – a highly misunderstood word and concept. There are many “new-age” styles and neurologically-based approaches to this phenomenon from within the simulation. Beyond the simulator, we are freed up to exercise more of a knowing, heart-based approach to cosmic communion. In this space, there are no ET identities and stories provided. It is pure energy that delivers data via the frequencies. Because of my multiple transformations via contact and the bioenergetic episodes, I am able to receive and unpack (to the best of my ability) data from this intelligence, mostly on how to evolve and transcend this containment. In physics, this connection is sometimes described under the headers of quantum entanglement, spooky action at a distance, and nonlocal consciousness. However, there are many humans now that have no need of scientific terms and definitions to narrate what is inherent and natural. Again, we don’t need a materialistic language to explain or pave the way for something that simply happens when one is ready. And this inner evolution in consciousness is happening well beyond the realm of the known – the only area in which science feels clear and confident.
“The main issue is not how the universe is nonlocal and entangled but rather how it appears as made of distinct, physical objects. What is proposed is that the mind creates a veiling of undivided wholeness. It is both the new and also ancient vision of non-duality…” – Menas Kafatos, Ph.D., Fletcher Jones Endowed Professor of Computational Physics, Chapman University
Experiencers can become “lucid ones –” those who have transcended duality enough to grok what is happening, and it’s a daily practice to reorient to these new (and ancient) landscapes of whole consciousness. For some of us who are designed to serve the people who also land on the bridge, we are able to translate what we have integrated, about who we are and where we’re headed. This is born from a nonlocal knowing, and ever-so-carefully dropped back into words again. It is a way of reaching our hand out to you, and helping you to feel safe and trusting of another human, rather than meeting up with an “ET” or a radically different, higher-vibrational life form, that for some, may be a vibrational bridge too far. Many of the Lucid Ones have already met these beings over our lifetimes, thus transcending a few of these collective fears for you. It’s like a tag team of sorts. Human beings are awakening in waves, and some of the frontrunners feel called to reach back into the world to show you, or demonstrate to you, that the water truly is great. And please do jump in!
The whole view is initiated by the direct experience of Source/Creator/God-Goddess within our consciousness – which includes the body. The humans who still think and organize their lives within the simulator, have not yet had a direct experience of the universal frequencies within their physiology. This causes them to remain in the intellect-alone, where they are comfortable, and are completely dependent on the simulator’s media machines and “authorities” to inform. The narratives are provided to keep you within the acceptable range of the story – the finite bandwidth of linear knowledge and explanations. This is the same data that we once begged the political, scholarly, and religious authority to “fill us in” on. But don’t get me wrong. I have nothing against religion in its purest form. In fact, following my major Kundalini event, it was the writings of the Catholic saints that I was comforted by: Hildegard of Bingen, Francis of Assisi, Teresa of Avila, John of the Cross, and more. They, including Jesus, were the ones who met me on the bridge and spoke directly to my experience of Oneness. These, and many more from other cultures and religions, are the ones who inspire me. I do not require or accept the translation of the patriarchy to understand these divine lives and messages to humanity. And nor do you. They were early demonstrators of our whole and natural state.
For now, this is what I am able to say on this topic. Like so many natural abilities and understandings that awaken through the incoming waves of resonant data, at a certain point it isn’t worth using energy to explain to the linear mind. Why? Because we are changing rapidly. We are movingacross the bridge now, and this is a temporary blend in consciousness that manifested out of necessity, as a dynamic staging ground to More.
Soon we must end the simulator’s exhaustive demands for interpretation through polarity consciousness only. The design of this matrix-reality has reduced human consciousness to a powerless, disconnected way of being. The Lucid Ones no longer serve this construct. Every single individual is choosing now. Do I move in the direction of the Unknown? Or do I cycle back into the limited world that I know, and continue to explore further darkness and limitation? The Mayan Calendar shows that the ending of this 26,000 year cycle has occurred. We now have the opportunity to engage and live beyond the polarized cycles of light and dark. And this requires actual trust and faith in a Loving Creator at the heart of it all.
Indeed, we must go direct to fully remember and access who we are, in frequency. And for those who do not yet have “the eyes to see or the ears to hear,” it is only the programming that stands in your way. It is far more simple to awaken from it than we think. It seems many of us were contacted and informed of this from Beyond… yes, yes, those crazy stories you hear about humans in contact with nonhuman intelligence. Well now we’re here to help you, our fellow humans, to remember how to sense and feel your way into the multidimensional, natural world again. It’s like becoming a mountain river, whereby the need to translate Beauty will become obsolete. Everyone will own it. And together we’ll roll up the bridge, and be wholly on our way.
Eileen is an author, musical poet, intuitive, lifetime contactee and Kundalini experiencer. She prefers the Mayan word for the experience – Koyopa. It’s all the same Source – and when this Power rises within you, you will be changed forevermore. Eileen believes this is the evolutionary step that is occurring for all – ready or not. Through her visions in OBEs, Koyopa, and contact with angelic light beings (Original Source Field), she has been shown that we are evolving, expanding, and reorienting to the Universal context now, and we have the power to choose how this will go. Eileen encourages us to meet this Greater Love within – consciously and benevolently. And they’ve given her a few tips and roadmaps for the journey. KoyopaRising.com
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