Excuse Me for Interrupting your Story, but…


I’ve been watching a few YouTube videos from the organization, IANDS, (the Int’l Association of Near-Death Studies). People are sharing their accounts of dying, or leaving the body and having expanded experiences in consciousness, while their own physical body, for whatever reason, has temporarily expired through accident or illness. Interesting how it seems we have to die or be taken far away and outside of our everyday reality – just to remember the truth of who we really are. Why would that be? Because to remember who we actually are would instantly destroy our story in this game or experiment in limited perception. And this act of remembering who we are isn’t written in the outer-world game codes. Rather, through actual experience, we are discovering that the Truth is deeply encoded within our physicality.

This isn’t a new topic of research for me, but I can appreciate that the platforms for the sharing of these NDE accounts have greatly improved. I was drawn to these stories decades ago, mostly because I found that these first-hand accounts usually brought me not only great comfort, but also great relief from the pain and sorrow of being alone with it. Alone with what? The cycles of repeated exposure to the absolute knowing of More, and having to return to the dull, colorless world… again and again. Then there is the attempt to explain it in terms that are certainly far too small to contain it all.

As experiencers, we courageously step out to share our profound journeys, and the associated feelings and understandings we’ve absorbed. But even though we seem to have different kinds of travel stories to tell upon our return, all in all, we can no longer limit ourselves to the existing world and all that is known to build an argument or a case for, “Hey guys, there’s so much more!” Why? Because in the confines of language and concepts in the world, all we can do is point at something, or use metaphors until we are blue in the face, knowing that this must eventually be directly experienced in order to be fully grokked or understood. Ultimately, whether you are a social worker or a quantum physicist, the attention must go within. One way or the other, in form or not, we will meet our Maker. Some of us are finding that we can achieve this while keeping our bodies in tact. We are healing and evolving our bodies while expanding our landscapes in consciousness as well.

I’ve had many years, a lifetime in fact, to ponder and integrate my experiences.  In no way would I say that I am complete, as it is always a dynamic, ongoing process. My life has been one of being repeatedly visited and “taken” to other-dimensional realities with nonhuman guides. I perceived them mostly as tall, angelic light forms, but sometimes they did morph into other forms like beautiful orbs of light, tall grays and mantis-like forms. They were always loving and profoundly wise. While I have no evidence of what my physical body was doing during my out-of-body departures, i.e. breathing or not, I am experiencing expansion, downloads, understandings, reunions, data, and enormous love from the variety of forms I connected with. At a certain point one moves on from the story, plot and character aspect of it – you know, the reaching for the “right” linear words and phrases to explain; and the doubting and apologetic disempowering stance of, “I know it sounds crazy, but…” Rather, we move into the surrender-acceptance and integration phase, and following this is an organic evolutionary phase. This is when Kundalini (Sanskrit term) or Koyopa (Maya term) can occur. This is the body wisdom, the Goddess energy at the base of our spine, responding to our readiness to attune to greater frequency, wholeness, and balance while in form.

Over my lifetime, I experienced a series of deaths of the old and all that we were told about what life is. This was followed by my repeated rebirthings into a growing multidimensionally-aware human, with access to the feeling memory of pure Love, and the maps within that we can consciously utilize to find our way there (or Here) again. Whatever pathway one has traveled – be it NDE or contact with nonhuman intelligence – to find ourselves in the “beyond” – it is deeply understood that these are not separate places. It is not about, “Isn’t it nice that after we die we get to go to these wonderful places.” It is about bridging the distance between these seemingly separate places within our own consciousness.

If there was one important theme or message I could condense from what I was given over time, it would be: Everyone is going to have this opportunity to wake up and become alive again while in form. Everyone will have access to this Love, if they choose. Of course they always have had access, but what I was shown is, now more than ever it is possible to bridge the chasm between here and there with feet on the Earth. And this is what will transform our world from control and limitation, to the embodiment of lucidity and grace. The world will change because we are changing.

Like my own contact episodes, I hear NDE experiencers speak of being informed through the language of instantaneous feeling and knowing, a remembrance of who we actually are. It is a reconnection to our Source/God/Creator (insert your favorite identifier for this pure loving Presence). There are guides, and there are others there, usually on the periphery, but the focus is on taking in what we need to know before returning to the world of pain, suffering, and forgetfulness. Another commonality I see between NDE’ers and contactees, is that we are filled and changed by this limitless love, and we become greatly inspired to let humanity know that we are so much more.

And wow. Not an easy path.

Friends dropped away. Family members keep their distance. We end up with only a handful of, usually open-hearted people, that actually want to engage with us. No matter the changes in our community, we can’t go back, ever, to the way it was. We will continue to share and evolve our connection to our Source with feet on Earth. And we will continue to pass onto you, to the best of our ability, the Truth of who you are too.

Today I continue to connect with these guides and bring through verbal messages about humanity’s evolution.

And because I’m a singer and a writer of song, I share what I discover through the language of music. (Scroll down for close of article.)

As always, thank you for letting me interrupt your story, just as mine was so many times. And thank you for your willingness to absorb more – just as I was invited to do.

Eileen is an author, musical poet, oracle, Kundalini-experiencer. She 0f931-1w0pvopg8gojhk4p_yi6xka
prefers the Mayan word for the experience – *Koyopa. It’s all the same Source – and when the Goddess 
rises within you, you will be changed forevermore. Eileen believes this is the evolutionary step that is occurring for all – ready or not. Through her visions in OBEs, Koyopa, and contact with angelic beings (Source Field), she has been shown that we are evolving, expanding, and reorienting to the Universal context now, and we have the power to choose how this will go. Eileen encourages us to meet this Greater Love within – consciously and benevolently. And they’ve given her a few tips and roadmaps for the journey.  KoyopaRising.com

Why do People Experience Contact with ET / Nonhuman Intelligence? You Might be Surprised

It depends on who you ask, but in my humble opinion it might be best to ask someone who has actually experienced it. And if you’re asking me, as a result of my numerous encounters with nonhuman intelligence that began at an early age – I now understand it to be a gift. Whether we claim it or not, is up to us.

FREE.Book.CoverI’ve been known to say that science moves far too slow for the cosmos, however I must report that there is new movement! Kudos to FREE: The Dr. Edgar Mitchell Foundation for Research into Extraterrestrial and Extraordinary Encounters. They recently published their first book (available on Amazon). I have not read it yet, but I plan to. After all, I am happy to be one of the 4000+ experiencers that completed the surveys and became a research statistic for these important studies.

I don’t recall any deeper inquiry from the FREE survey, on how I might have been changed by this contact, or how it’s prepared me (or others) for this obvious crossroads for humanity, but this is why experiencers write books, blogs, and speak in public. Some of us have felt compelled to speak our truth, in-between long periods of isolation of course, whereby we do our best to integrate each new cosmic experience. At times, it was necessary to completely remove myself from the “normal” world in order to maintain my sanity. Ironic, isn’t it? Once upon a time we were the categorically crazy ones who were scoffed at in response to our reports of being taken beyond the narrow consensus reality. We were invited into the larger view of who we are and the planet upon which we reside – a breathtaking gift that we were then forced to be alone with. Still, we simply grew through the judgment and laughter that occurred in our most vulnerable states. Today we are stronger. And with just a quick glance at our post-normal world, I’m not so sure experiencers rate in the Top 10 of the crazy train anymore. With the ongoing collapse of all that is mainstream-matrix, it seems that some of us are seizing the moment to emerge. Years ago, many of us were shown in “pictures” and feelings – what was coming. And indeed, it was accurate, and it is here.

The integration and shift in consciousness doesn’t happen overnight. It’s taken me many decades to fully welcome this gift.

The greatest discovery throughout my lifetime of contact, as well as the Kundalini (Koyopa*) bioenergetic events, is the hidden treasure that lies within us all – the codes for our own evolution – sealed within our physical body, and waiting for our present-moment direction to proceed. We are currently embedded in a cosmic womb, and our own lucid participation is all that is needed to initiate our birth into wholeness. This was very clearly shown to me – our pathway to healing, restoration of our natural state, and further evolution.

Conversely, one can reduce the contact experience to fit within perpetrator-victim stories that revolve around the polarized view of “us and them” – the same approach we’ve utilized with our outer-world political dramas of late. This nonhuman intelligence has suggested that instead of continuing to seek truth and direction from competing polarized narratives, we may choose to redirect this attention to our own inner revolution of consciousness. This is where we ultimately discover who we really are, and ALL that we are connected to. And trust me, context is everything. How shall we fix the crazy out there before we have fully tended to the restoration of our own natural state?

Here’s another valuable insight as a result of seeing beyond our limited state: we have huge gaps in our perceptual abilities based on a cultural conditioning to eliminate our God-given feminine, feeling-nature. Indeed, we have been emotionally dumbed down. It makes sense to me now, that if there is to be control, simply suppress this unique superpower of humanity – the Soul – the Heart of ourSelves which restores our ability to wholly see and hear. And there’s so much more about this… but that’s another whole article, book, or talk.

Whether it’s initially experienced as terrifying or beautiful, contact is about humanity awakening from a very unpleasant dream, and evolving into the integration and embodiment of Soul. We are not alone in the universe; it only seems so because we’re utilizing very little of our available bandwidth of consciousness. Ultimately, I have come to see that the greatly overlooked purpose of contact is to assist in the evolution of human consciousness. And the most important message is: don’t look to the skies for your evolution. Look within.

16 But blessed are your eyes, for they see: and your ears, for they hear. 1For verily I say unto you, That many prophets and righteous men have desired to see those things which ye see, and have not seen them; and to hear those things which ye hear, and have not heard them. ~ Matthew 13: 16, 17

The mystical or numinous experience opens new doorways of perception. For instance, this inner cosmic intelligence doesn’t use word languages. It speaks in a vibrational language of light and sound. These messages arrive in pictures (in the 3rd eye) and if we’ve done our emotional purification / soul work, we’ll be able to feel the communication through resonance. It manifests as an internal multidimensional knowing. The real challenge is translation. The act of externalizing the data that arrives within individual consciousness takes time and dedicated attention to develop, and the deeper meaning is greatly reduced when forced into the linear structure of language. I’m into my 14th year of practicing this way of translation. And just so you know, this Field of Intelligence has a lot to say. But sometimes the data I share is lost on those who demand that the messages fit into existing words and concepts. If one cannot feel, and has not yet opened to the gift of their own lucid heart as a resonant receiver, the messages are easily dismissed by the dominant thinking mind.

I speak with authority on the topic because I can, and I am. I’ve earned this one. I’ve had a lifetime of Close Encounters of the 4th, 5th, and even 7th kind (see Hyek’s Scale). And they have been teaching me the language of the cosmos — not from some distant, lofty voice in the clouds, but through activating the gift that lies deeply within us so that we may awaken with the eyes to see and the ears to hear. One consistent vision/message theme that I have translated over the years was this:

While the cosmos is conspiring to awaken us into our infinite essence, there are those who have a very real agenda to keep us looping in the belief that we are small. If we are unaware of our own value, a lesser or different kind of valuation is placed upon us. If we continue to agree with this, our lives will become increasingly more contracted and uncomfortable. Very simply put, we were not designed to be this small, so “new designs” or solutions will be offered to make brain and body enhancements by artificial means attractive. While there are future benevolent applications for these technologies, we do not need anything artificial to become whole. With courage and attention in the present-moment doorway, we can easily choose the natural state of freedom and expansion in this crossroads now. And as was emphasized to me many times over, humanity is wired to evolve.

Through the visions and visitations, I was informed that this natural network of both terrestrial and extraterrestrial intelligence is grounded in what is real — Love and Oneness with All. And to be clear, I don’t just accept this because they say so. I feel these vibrational tones in my very core. At first they are scary, but once we adapt to these new vibrational landscapes, it moves us into the ecstatic-knowing range of the spectrum. It helps us to directly feel and know our infinite value, and activate our true identity and gifts. It is here, in the present, that we access what we need to know, when we need to know it. And it is here that we can easily envision a reality based on the whole view – no fragmented belief systems and “leaders” that we must buy into in order to feel safe or even survive. Rather, we experience an understanding and activation of the multidimensional, Infinite Source that we are naturally connected to.

There is also a virtual reality or construct that we were conditioned to believe is real. Many of us have called this “life” for many years. Actually, everything in the virtual or false reality is designed to keep our attention looping within a smaller spectrum of consciousness, where we have lost touch with what is real — our truth, our power, our Infinite Source Intelligence. In an unbalanced state of fragmentation, we feel a need to be managed (or controlled) by those we “select” to lead us through this strange maze of smallness.

We have given our authorities this power, because we cannot feel ours.

Once we are expanded beyond this reality, we are able to “see” the kind of existence we once agreed to. While many of us have been blessed with glimpses of Grace, life has primarily been an adaptation to a disconnected, anxiety-ridden life of   fear. We used to call that “normal,” and there were always plenty of coping mechanisms or distractions to relieve the pain and suffering of this unnatural existence. Initially, the distance between this lesser vibration and that of higher-dimensional intelligence can be extreme. As a result, experiencers may get frightened or confused about what kind of contact event they are experiencing. This is mainly because we tend to react with extreme states of panic when introduced to very high frequency energy. The fear we carry within our emotional bodies rises to the surface, and since we have been taught to disown and suppress our unhealed fears and traumas, we easily project it out onto “other” – in this case, feeling victimized by the scary aliens. With the higher-consciousness contact that occurs beyond the construct, you are always empowered to shift your view to one of Love. They demonstrated this important revision in perception to me as well, and it’s a good one to employ if you find yourself in any confusing or seemingly disempowering experience.

Real contact, beyond the construct, is evolutionary in nature. They are aspects of us. And they long to remind us of who we really are, what is truly alive at our core, and what is waiting to be reborn into the real world. But first we need to die. They/we have a way of taking us into a death and rebirth cycle without losing our physical bodies. It is a shamanic dying to all that we thought we knew, while giving birth to the Whole Self that knows and lives the Truth – the Truth that sets us free. I was given tools that I practice now, in every day and every moment that I am able to presently feel. It is one way, certainly not the only way, that we may become engaged with our Original Source Creator directly. It’s so simple that many might overlook the power of it. It is a practice that bypasses the programmed intellectual mind/belief systems, and goes straight to the heart of the matter – literally.

I am informed that every single human on Earth was born with this evolutionary gift. So I will ask you what was asked of me: in these extraordinary times, will you be one who claims it? It’s worth considering. Because if you have the courage to be who you truly are, you will naturally invite the embodiment of the Spiritual Force that is you, and that Force is here to actually live, and actually change the world.


Eileen is an author, musical poet, oracle, Kundalini-experiencer. She KCW.front.coverprefers the Mayan word for the experience – *Koyopa. It’s all the same Source – and when the Goddess rises within you, you will be changed forevermore. Eileen believes this is the evolutionary step that is occurring for all – ready or not. Through her visions in OBEs, Koyopa, and contact with angelic beings (Source Field), she has been shown that we are evolving, expanding, and reorienting to the Universal context now, and we have the power to choose how this will go. Eileen encourages us to meet this Greater Love within – consciously and benevolently. And they’ve given her a few tips and roadmaps for the journey.  Subscribe here or visit Website: KoyopaRising.com


Meeting Your Maker – a Prediction from 2007

Image from: The Exploding Stars Inside of Us, New Yorker, May 20, 2013

Note from Eileen: In the Fall of 2007, I was invited via email from of a well-known channeling magazine to submit a piece for their upcoming annual December Predictions Issue for 2008. It was something that was requested from any channel who was a regular, or had been published in the magazine in the recent past. Ultimately, the submission below was rejected. I was never given a reason why, but I imagine that it just didn’t fit within the viewpoint of the decision maker(s).

In fact, my work has been consistently rejected by any established worldview – whether it’s been church or new age or science. Feminine wisdom resides in the spaces in-between. While there is form and structure in its translation to language, it is always delivering far more in the tones and sounds that live in the field or waves from Source. This cannot be fully translated to the spectrum of consciousness that most people think is reality or “all that is”.  ALL THAT IS must be directly felt. And when it is welcomed, it begins to unlock more of your natural design and the dormant potentiality for wholeness. This Guiding Presence always communicated that our integrated feeling nature is our direct connection to Source. Emotions are simply unhealed or dis-integrated feelings that are trapped and/or screaming to be seen and heard. Feelings and emotions should not be considered one and the same.

So while I perceived myself to be an anomaly in a sea of confident mediums and spiritual teachers, it served to transmute any last vestige of ego or pride on my part, as at the time I really had no one that mirrored and reinforced what I was bringing through. I had to 100% fully trust this felt Grace and Guidance. I’m grateful that I didn’t give up. If we awaken and consciously detach from the matrix, while wholly trusting the vibrational inner-compass within, things really do start to make more sense.

2008 Predictions Message. Recorded 10/15/07.
Gold Light Beings [Sound of Gold Files]

Predictions are a tricky thing, as you know. From which vantage point? From which world view are you projecting from to make your predictions? If you would like a prediction at this time from humanity’s current world view on a collective level, we will say that you must all prepare at this time to meet your Maker. Shocking, is it not? But it is true. You are all closing in on the timing that you will meet your Maker.

Up until this point, humans have been able to distract themselves, distance themselves, create and maintain a sense of functionality within your structured world; within your beliefs. It has been prophesied from your past indigenous peoples… (as well as from some individuals on your planet who have been given the capacity to envision the future based on that ‘now’ moment that they are projecting from) that in your 2012, and leading up to and beyond your 2012 calendar marker there will be a great shift.  [Note: Other messages recorded around this time referred to this shifting period as occurring,”well through the 20-teens”.]

Throughout history, many of you have met your Maker and stayed in form. This is the intention of about 94% of humans on your planet at this time – to allow the frequency of Creation to reconnect consciously with you in your lifetime. This is what “meeting your Maker” is – allowing your natural state, your natural form, to be consciously present and consciously active in your lives. Now whether you choose to meet your Maker in the usual “predictable” way, or if you choose to consciously meet your Maker, it is an exquisitely beautiful and graceful event.

You came to this planet to experience physicality in this way, and at this level of density. This generation – particularly the generations that will be alive on the planet in or around the 2012 marker – will experience the dropping away of the image of who you think you are and the image of what you think the world is, and you will be shown the truth of who you are and about your world. It may come sooner for some – this awareness, this understanding, these “a-has”. And it is not a great lengthy process that you have to progress through. At this timing, all that is required is simply your conscious request to become aware of your Maker while in form.

Now. Predictions. In these coming years, there will be a greater understanding of the feminine, and a reintegration of the feminine within your consciousness as a result. From this now viewpoint, as more and more of you open to the frequency of Creation, it will become conscious – collectively – that in the past you have chased your feminine, like a cat, up into the tree. Your feminine has been afraid and is stuck and hiding in the tree. Mother Earth will play a large role in helping you to remember this aspect of yourself, and to reconnect to what is natural – which has always included you, whether you were aware of it or not.

So you have gone about your lives, your busy busy lives, based upon the belief that you are masculinized beings, and because you do not feel whole, there is the resultant belief that there is not enough for all on your planet. So you build your businesses and you profit or lose. You have your men and your women competing in the marketplace for goods and services. Some will win; some will lose. You have your wars and you win or you lose. You have your competitive sports and you win or you lose. You have your possessions that many of you feel that you cannot live without, and you have your addictions. There will be increasing intensity and focus on the insanity in your world due to the fact that you have disconnected from the balance of the feminine.

When these feminine Waters of Life are flowing through you, there is no searching outside of yourselves to satisfy that yearning. There is no yearning. There is perhaps the inspiration to create, to grow, to live fully, where you know and have that inner understanding that you are whole; that you are complete. If there is something that you need to help you complete a project – create something, share something – it will be there. Also that peace, that bliss, will be naturally present – that bliss that so many drug addicts, as you say, must continue the cycle of ab-use in order to experience, in order to feel that… that something that heals them – even if it is temporary.

There is an innate memory within all of you of this Creation frequency that is naturally powerful, naturally intelligent, naturally sensitive and instinctual. When this is embraced and accepted as the identity of who you are, the kitty cat comes down from the tree and you are whole once again [embodiment]. And predictions coming from the state of wholeness? …well you answer that question. What do you want? Create it! In a state of wholeness, you are not disconnected from these life-affirming and informing Waters. When this is integrated, the predictions are quite easy from our view, and from your view. You will predict what will happen next, for you are no longer dis-integrated. You are no longer creating out of fear. You create from pure Love. And that is what Creation is, pure Love. You can create from fear. As you can see, this is what you are manifesting now – a collective creation from the foundation of fear and separation from Source. You do not need us to tell you that these predictions do not look rosy at this time if you continue with the idea that you are separate from Source!

Change your mind about who you are, and about the world you live in, and you will no longer be asking for predictions – no longer seeking predictions. Now many people will find that this is not as exciting a prediction as perhaps others, for it is entertaining for some to be told what will happen next. Soon there is no one to [accurately] tell you what will happen next, for you will either be here as an integrating whole person that already knows, or you will have moved on to other points of reference for more experiences and more growth. Now should you choose to take responsibility and to live wholly and fully on earth – connected to the earth at this time – you will discover the joy that was intended for humanity all along.  And you will show yourselves and the rest of the universe what you can do, what you can create benevolently. You have already shown the universe what you can collectively create from the place of fear and separation! All who look in on you from other universal perspectives are quite clear now about what happens when consciousness is split and there is a belief that you are separate from Love.

So again, our predictions for 2008 and beyond are, you are all on some level going to meet your Maker. It is your choice as to how this will look. Clear the way for Creation and show us what you can create! Predict for us – the angels and the guides – what you will do with this power, with this grace, with the integration of all of who you are. Does this sound too grand to manifest actually? Do not be surprised when you begin to feel the frequency of Creation tapping on your shoulder. It will demand healing. It will demand your attention. There are those in place now, at this time, who can assist you in moving through this transformation of consciousness. It need not be painful. It need not be difficult.

Do not resist this Love

and you will naturally remove yourself

from the current track of fear-based creation.

You will find yourself in a world founded on Love –

   Not the talk of Love.

Founded on power and strength –

   Not the talk and manipulation of power and strength,

But the full acceptance of Love, Power and Grace…

As your identity.

No more projecting outside of yourselves – the dark and the light, the winning and the losing. You decide what the future will look like for you, for you are in charge – completely in charge. You have our support and our guidance, as well as from many others in service to you.

Know that you are blessed to be here on the planet at this time. Good Day.


Eileen is an author, musical poet, oracle, Kundalini-experiencer. She prefers the Mayan word for the experience – Koyopa. It’s all the same Source – and when the Goddess rises within you, you will be changed forevermore. Eileen believes this is the evolutionary step that is occurring for all – ready or not. Through her visions in OBEs, Koyopa, and contact with angelic beings, she has been shown that we are evolving, expanding, and reorienting to the Universal context now, and we have the power to choose how this will go. Eileen encourages us to meet this Greater Love within – consciously and benevolently. And they’ve given her a few tips and roadmaps for the journey.   KoyopaRising.com