Universal Love is ‘Nice’ (and other human misconceptions)

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Yes, I wrote and published this on my then-blog in 2006. And yes, this is about the Divine Feminine. And yes, I’ve been at this for a very long time. I’m posting it again because it popped into my consciousness upon awakening this morning, and I know why it did. It resonates with what I’ve been feeling lately… concerned for some folks who refer to themselves as spiritual or religious, who believe that this “special” identity provides an automatic safety zone with a free pass into the fairy-tale fantabulous planet awakening, saving, and ascension… or whatever the latest way of spin/brand/framing it is. The point is, people do believe strongly that because they follow the rules of their particular “club,” with the proper clothing, words, crystals and chants, that they are somehow on the fast track to the Nirvanic God place. Is it a sign of strength to be nice? And to be obedient to an interpreted doctrine and ideology? Is it truly wise to avoid making waves? I learned from visiting light beings that it’s far healthier to be honest and real, because it raises your vibration from “interpreted truth” to actual TRUTH. And you’ll want to be doing this, because when actual Love and Light hits your biology, and it will, you may be in for a real shocker. It will show you in feeling terms where you carry fear, and the actual distance between your frequency and the frequency of Universal or Divine Love. It’s the perfect litmus test. And in my life, I have met very few who would willingly stand in line to “take it.” But you should know that there are a growing number of us who have. One of the current ways we are labeling these sometimes bewildered folks is, experiencer. Most experiencers don’t recall a 3D willingness to stand in that line… but over time, we seem to be restoring a much larger contextual view. And all those little waves we’ve been too afraid to make? They’ve now become evolutionary waves, crashing onto the shores of our very own consciousness and world.

From Saturday, September 09, 2006
(for reference, around the time that the movie, “Little Miss Sunshine” was a huge hit.)

It occurred to me in my communion state this morning that my own definition of Love needed to be clarified. I write about it a lot, and I want to be sure that I am making myself as clear as possible. You may notice that I capitalize this word when I write of it in the grander sense. I’m talking so grand that it took me a lifetime to be able to embody it to the degree that I do. I couldn’t tell you where I’m at on the official Universal Scale of Embodied Love, but I know that I must be holding my own as they say. The tune I speak of isn’t just ‘nice’ or ‘sweet’… it seems to be more in the kick-ass, higher-octave range of Divine Mother Love.

Here is where I find that the biggest misconception occurs. When spiritual, new-age type people say, “Hey, let’s all just live together in peace, love and harmony,” the rational mind can come up with all kinds of reasons to reject that because the words can feel weak and ungrounded. I agree, it feels ungrounded much of the time I hear it too, and the term weakness is simply a translation from a feeling that something is missing, or not fully present and available. It’s true. Love must be grounded or embodied in order for that kind of kick-ass power to be directed into this world.

What does embodied Love feel like? Well from my vantage point today I can say that it is pure ecstasy, knowing wisdom, strength, compassion, and peace. But it didn’t always feel like that. Unless you have shouted out and begged for mercy because “it” (higher-frequency presence) is too much, I would venture to say that you have not yet been introduced to the frequencies of Love that I refer to when I say LOVE. It is not an experience that you want to invite unless you are truly committed to giving up all that you think and believe that you are, and trade it all in for a conscious connection with ALL THAT IS. But you must be advised, this kind of Love is here to destroy all that is NOT in alignment with Love, and will, if invited, completely transform you into – not the smaller, nicer version of “love” – but will assist you in transcending fear, and ultimately into having a drop-to-your-knees direct experience of LOVE. In other words, you might have a nice testimonial, or the intellectual capacity to deliver a brilliant speech about Love, but you’ll know right where you stand on the universal scale of embodied Love when one tiny little flicker of THIS is introduced into your physical, feeling body, when the Goddess Bomb is released from the base of your spine. Either you’ll run screaming and begging to be returned to the “comfortably numb” state, or you’ll muster up the courage to continue with what was introduced to me so many years ago. I called them “stretching exercises” – exercises that I guess I agreed to before this life ensued. Because that’s been the program folks – ever-so-slowly attuning to Love, Light, and Truth – not just in my thinking mind, but fully alive in my body, and the feeling-Present moment.

In the Present, I’m adapting to knowing what I need to know when I need to know it, which I have found frees one up to really KNOW – to feel and perceive the spaces in between all of the regurgitated words, phrases, and stories of the past. It’s where the power of Love lives. It’s where nature lives. It’s where SHE lives. It’s where the I AM lives.

Don’t worry, I’m not throwing away ALL the words. I love to write, and I love what others write too. I remember years ago when I stumbled upon a verse from Rilke’s “Duino Elegies.” I cannot tell you how relieved I was to find someone whom I could relate to when it comes to the terror of Love. Rilke… wow, a 19th-century experiencer.


Excerpt from Elegy 1

Who, if I cried out, would hear me among the angels’ hierarchies?
and even if one of them pressed me suddenly against his heart:
I would be consumed in that overwhelming existence.
For beauty is nothing but the beginning of terror,
which we are still just able to endure,
and we are so awed because it serenely disdains to annihilate us.
Every angel is terrifying.
And so I hold myself back and swallow the call-note of my dark sobbing.
Ah, whom can we ever turn to in our need?
Not angels, not humans, and already the knowing animals are aware
that we are not really at home in our interpreted world.

and further along in the poem…

Yes, the Spring-times needed you deeply. Many a star
must have been there for you so you might feel it. A wave
lifted towards you out of the past, or, as you walked
past an open window, a violin
gave of itself. All this was their mission.
But could you handle it? Were you not always,
still, distracted by expectation, as if all you experienced,
like a Beloved, came near to you?
(Where could you contain her,
with all the vast strange thoughts in you
going in and out, and often staying the night.)

Rainer Maria Rilke


Thank you Rilke. I eventually glued these words to my piano keyboard so that every time I sang out my melodies and words – even if the audience was convinced that I was singing about a boyfriend – I knew differently.

The stretching exercises still come, although they don’t fall so much under the header of unbearable. I am able to welcome it, trust it, and fall into the bliss of it more readily. Yet in the closing of the stretch, I am still taken to that dis-comfort zone of this far and no farther. While I do make myself available to this expanding Love – these days it seems to be more about the fearless practice of being IT in the world… between the stretchings. I smile when I think back about how I used to curse this lifelong program – obviously not in understanding of the transformation that was occurring for me. As difficult as it all was, I am now able to see it as having been a beautiful blessing. I have been informed by Love that this is my life’s work. After all of this training and stretching as a contactee of angels, ETs, and the Goddess at the base of my spine,  I am able to help others transcend fear, and embody this kind of Love now. I have noticed though, there are only a few standing in line to accept this. Which means that a) everybody is already ONE with it, or b) quite possibly people are not excruciatingly uncomfortable enough with the way things are, and somehow, through sheer will, they’re still able to make this interpreted reality work. I happen to know that there are many of us here who can help when the masses are no longer able to make the unnatural, disconnected way of life work. It’s why we’ve had the strange lives we’ve had – to one day help you adapt to Love too.

LOVE is total ecstasy if it has a unified, welcoming consciousness and body to be present with. In a few year’s time, if you have not already lost your mind and your smaller human identity, and surrendered to the experience of the Larger YOU, this degree of Love will more than likely be terrifying. And until we embody at least some degree of this Love, we will keep on pretending that we are experiencing a successful, loving, peaceful, harmonious way of life in what Rilke referred to as, the “interpreted world.” If we can’t embody IT, than how on Earth can we direct it, or create with it, or be given the responsibility to do so?

I see it. I feel it. I know it… we are all going to be stretched to receive more. Ready or not.

Let’s give PEACE (and kick-ass LOVE) a chance. It’s the Divine Feminine, and no matter your gender, it is within you. From here on out, don’t judge it, laugh at it, or abuse it. Engage with it. (Play the song below) Let Go and Feel, All That’s Real.


This song was written around the same time that I wrote this post ~ 2006. At the time, I was in Hawaii mentoring with Shaman/Mystic/Channel, Robert Shapiro. A music producer I was not, but I figured out and captured it in the software (Garageband) that came with my Apple laptop.


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Evolution of an Experiencer: Jeanne Schraf

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Jeanne Schraf

Several times as I edited this piece, I literally shouted out loud, “I LOVE THIS!” Even though it took me a solid week to record and create this video, which was a big chunk of my 12-14 hour days, for me it was pure heaven.

I always knew that this day would arrive. I was informed by a benevolent nonhuman intelligence that it would… “Experiencers will one day connect with each other, and when they speak their truth, it will rapidly change your world.” I’m glad I stuck around to see how this unfolds.

Jeanne is awesome… a lifetime experiencer like me. Enjoy!


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Soul Weavers: unlocking the codes within

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Velvet Dream, by Rassouli

These messages come from the light beings, angels that have sometimes referred to themselves as, “Weavers of Soul.” I am a lifetime contactee. I have known them my whole life. To “meet” me in frequency, they have worked through benevolent ETs and inter-dimensional beings. They assist us in remembering the Divine More of who we are, adapting to it, and eventually embodying it on Earth, as we were designed to do. Many of what we have named starseeds on the planet have been contacted in a variety of ways to first nudge them, and then if they choose, to nudge humanity in the direction of this re-evolution (revolution) of our natural consciousness. So while we are being rapidly moved in the direction of artificial intelligence and transhumanism, while we are still in an unconscious fragmented state, these angels are here to assist us in remembering our Soul, and our original design to embody Soul. They have also stated to humanity many times, “One day you will understand that we ARE you.” We may work with incredible technologies in the future, but humans must be embodying higher octaves of Self/Soul before the intelligent technologies can work in harmony with us.

Our group project begins. On Winter Solstice 2018, I am guided to begin sharing the bulk of these messages. 


Transcribed from audio file: UnlockingCodes052018

Eileen in a communion state: Yes… Yes!

The Voice directed to Eileen:

How is this done? It is an alignment… of the you, the universal design of you as an aspect of Prime Source that resides within this field. It is accessible by human consciousness now, in this crossroads that we have been referring to. So we, as a collective, which includes you (Eileen), the human that speaks; this is a whole consciousness that resides in this universal field.

We offer images in your mind’s eye, and it is only temporary images so that you might find words, language, to describe this as a record in your reality.

And as you know, through these connections, there is far more communication, communion, that arrives through the energy – this data that brings instant understanding. This is your “knowing of the truth that sets you free.” It does not arrive in language. So because you are a part of this group consciousness that has intent to assist human beings to rise up, to graduate, and to recall and remember and regroup now in their greater universal consciousness, there are words.

The Voice directed to others who may read or listen to this message:

Remember these are simply words until you feel it. And this is why we work with feelings. In your reality, it is best known as emotional intelligence. This is a primitive understanding, but indeed, it is one of the first steps on this path to recall your totality, to embody your totality once again. So understanding occurred for this human aspect, Eileen. The understanding occurred for what we will give now, prior to our voice coming through. It is why the words, “Yes, Yes” came through. We acknowledged through energy, but since she has asked for a message, she has asked for a verbal message and had her recorder on, we are now speaking in this way. So we will elaborate now on what her realization was.

You are all encoded within. All of you have an opportunity now to unlock these codings within.

They are unlocked through vibrations – just as we have given in the past using the Panama Canal system as an analogy. Stage by stage, you move closer and closer with these locks, and the unlocking that moves you forward, when you meet the vibrational frequency that automatically unlocks these gateways. So what she was being shown is that first of all, once you move through these stages, these shifts, these vibrational attunements, ultimately you are setting sail on the Universal Sea, and you are free. You are free from the trappings of an old reality – a reality that is disappearing with each movement that you make in the direction of your ability to respond to these higher frequencies. For this is what unlocks the next stage, the next gate – more understanding, more healing, more memories of who you truly are, and what you have to offer in human form, both on and with the Earth at this timing.

So, the big “aha” a few moments ago for her was this: You meet your Self within. Now this has been given through words many, many, many times over the years for her. But what she was being shown is that everything…

…everything in your outer world and all of the stories and opinions and systems and known pathways, known understandings of what it is to be human in your world, all of it is disappearing.

You are in a position to completely reorient to your natural design and your extended reality from this foundation, this field of which you are a part and are blending with currently, if you choose. And it is all done within your consciousness. So the message strongly at this time is, if you choose to reorient at this timing, in form, you may do so with the practices that we have given, and others as well that may resonate more for certain individuals.

So the train station is within, and you may meet this train within through what we have given – honesty and innocence – knowing that your outer reality was created on false premises, false understandings, mis-understandings, and a mis-taking of reality. You mis-took the true reality and deferred to your outer world as your source. All the structures, all the systems, they are designed to appear real and they are designed to keep you in this belief that it is real. The only thing that is real in this reality, or any reality, is based on your feeling nature. This is the beginning of the pathway to your return to wholeness. Your feeling nature must be embraced. This is where you reconnect with your Source… Source frequency… The Field of All That Is.

So, in your history, there were some choices made that were designed to divert you (humanity) from your potentiality, your infinite possibilities… a game if you will. And you are now awakening to this realization that you have been diverted momentarily from your truth.

These messages that are being offered in this way, they are not from beings and entities from far away. This group consciousness is as close as it gets. These messages come from within this human who has unlocked these deeply embedded codes within.

Now you may ask the question, is this DNA? For you have always referred to DNA when speaking of codes. Indeed, this evidence can be found here, and there is so much more within the human body that you have not, let us say, unlocked yet. For these codes are unlocked, again, with your attunement, and attunement occurs with the inclusion of a fully operating, healthy, emotional body. As long as you disregard your emotional senses, you are disregarding your spirit connection to this field and to your Creator.

So you may find yourself continuing to participate in polarizing stories in your outer world. This will continue to increase until you lose interest, let us say, and you fall; you give up on attempting to be right in a right and wrong scenario, attempting to know the secrets, attempting to unlock the codes in your outer world. And you know who you are… in your behaviors to believe that the unlocking occurs in your outer world. It does not. This is a reality now for most humans that is disappearing. There is no ultimate answer at the end, in the outer world reality. It is dis-appearing, so that you go within and you meet your train within that takes you to a wholly new world that is representative of your whole state.

Now, what this will feel and look like is that the more of you that do realize that it is time to meet this Self within, this movement within, to recall this field that you are a part of, this might look like continuing chaos that you do not have to engage with. You may choose to engage with it, but understand that you are then giving it power once again – in the egoic attempt to be right. This is the egoic attempt to be the master locksmith in the outer world, when you know deep within that the master locksmith lies within. The unlocking occurs within your vibration. As long as you are deferring to the outer world as real, you are leaving the station… where one needs to be to move through these locks and channels to the Universal Sea.

We understand that this outer world scenario, this history, everything from your past has quite a draw on your attention, but understand, it is only the egoic part of yourself that is invested in the world as it has been, the world of the past.

The ego resists coming into the present-moment train station for it cannot imagine, and more accurately stated, it cannot feel what it is connected to. It cannot feel the power of this Presence, and rather, it fears the present moment, for it perceives its own death and demise, along with all of its investments in the world as you have known it.

Now the sooner that you are feeling and moving feelings, the sooner you will reconnect and you will know what it is that we speak of. You will remember who you are. And you will feel and see your direction. You will feel your wholeness. There will be no question about who you are and what your capacities are – your gifts, what you have to offer on Earth – both with the Earth and with your human communities. Indeed, it may seem like this is just too far or too beyond what you can fathom. And we understand this perception, but it is simply reflecting the egoic portion of yourself that is having difficulty letting go of all that you were told is real, that is, in fact, not representative of your totality. For yes, it’s real based on your fragmented thinking, but we are here to introduce you to your potentiality, what you have available to you now in this crossroads, and there is no right or wrong, as we have said so many times. You do not have to choose wholeness. You may continue to go further into this limited, fragmented view of yourself, and therefore view of your world. You may continue to explore this further. That is up to you.

So these decisions are being made within each individual at this timing, for these worlds are different. This is where they diverge. And we are here to assist you in remembering, recalling the truth of who you are. And we are here to respond to your active engagement and the questions that arise as a result of your active engagement with the present moment and with yourself… and with your emotions, your feelings, your connection to this Source Field. We are not here to answer questions about your outer world. Why would we put energy into answering questions about a reality that is dissolving? We have no interest in that. We welcome you into your wholeness, whereby you may instantaneously understand this previous reality in which you had inserted yourself. So we do not have answers that would be sufficient for your fragmented view. Does this make sense to you? We invite you into your wholeness where any inquiry is fleeting as you move into understanding more and more, and then the closer you get to this Universal Sea of consciousness that you once perceived yourself to be separate from in this reality.

So if you continue to need to have the past and all of its stories and all of its fragmented ways, then you will continue to explore how that works in that particular limited reality. Or, you may turn in the direction of your wholeness, the Light, the Truth, the Way, the Field of which you are connected to, and you will know all that you need to know. It is understood that this sounds ethereal, or it sounds ungrounded. But in reality it is this past reality that has been completely ungrounded from who you are – ungrounded from the Earth, ungrounded from the natural world. The natural world doesn’t exist for you to take a hike and see nature and get a bit of inspiration and then return and defer completely to what you have been told is the real world. The Natural World is for natural citizens, and it includes humanity. It does not mean that you cannot have technologies, for there is a perfect way to blend once you feel and recall your wholeness.

So this emotional pathway, working with emotions and feelings, this is the goddess. This is the serpent goddess at the base of your spine. This is all that has been kept at bay so that you could participate in a limited reality. Well she waits no more. She is here.

She is ready to rise within you thereby changing the collective and your planetary reality. You cannot go further in what you have created and what you are participating in. You cannot go further until you make this choice of being a whole, balanced being that you were designed to be, or you will continue to surrender and give away this power that you are to others… so that they may continue to experiment with you and continue to dictate… understood? You do not need to be dictated to. This belief that you do comes from your forgetfulness of the high vibrational being that you are.

Again, we are here to respond to the inquiries along the way, for those who have made the choice to meet the train that moves them through in the field and the pathways that are connected to your Source Creator and All That Is – the truth of who you are. It is the truth of what you are capable of, the truth of your capacities. We thank you for your attention. Good Day.

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fc13f-1w0pvopg8gojhk4p_yi6xkaEileen is an author, musical poet, intuitive, lifetime contactee and Kundalini experiencer. She prefers the Mayan word for the experience – Koyopa. It’s all the same Source – and when this Power rises within you, you will be changed forevermore. Eileen believes this is the evolutionary step that is KCW.front.coveroccurring for all – ready or not. Through her visions in OBEs, Koyopa, and contact with angelic light beings (Original Source Field), she has been shown that we are evolving, expanding, and reorienting to the Universal context now, and we have the power to choose how this will go. Eileen encourages us to meet this Greater Love within – consciously and benevolently. And they’ve given her a few tips and roadmaps for the journey.  KoyopaRising.com  Also, please Donate, if you are inspired to contribute to the continuance of this work.

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