From Polished to Raw: My Halloween Story

backbw300In the Fall of 1998, I lost my job and I quit the band. It may have appeared to be the coolest life ever, and for a while, it really was. But one morning I awoke, and I found I couldn’t take one step further inside the four walls of the life that I had created. So I watched it all come tumbling down. This was my giving up. But not without first giving the Creator of All a piece of my mind – and just an inch away from suicide. It turns out later, I gave it all of my mind – the mind that had been programmed with falsities, about who I am, about who we all are. This Eileen died on Halloween. It was my fall from polished to raw.

“Even though I had to keep up an occasional positive face to friends and family in the outer world, mostly I kept myself secluded away from everyone. I have memory glimpses of modernpeasantsbeing completely out of my mind – distraught with weeping on the kitchen floor, the bedroom floor, in the shower (when I had the available energy), and in my car. I would drive to the store, the mountains, and the beach to numbly sit and stare. But mostly, I drove myself into oblivion. One day, not long after weeks of these epic fits of rage, I woke up and felt very different.” Chap 5. Koyopa Contact Within, by Eileen Meyer

This was when the bioenergetic event occurred. They name it Kundalini in Sanskrit, and Koyopa in K’iche Maya. Names don’t matter. It’s what set me on a new course. When the music started pouring through these new openings, I did my best to capture them, and care for them. I didn’t consider myself a songwriter, but this innocent beauty was falling into me. I simply caught these words and sounds, as one would instinctively reach out to catch a whole nest of baby birds, accidentally tumbling from their home above.

At the time, I was finishing up my third year of energy healing school in San Diego, CA. By graduation in Spring of 1999, my plans to practice energy healing with my hands and heart had changed completely. Well, not completely. This Divine Presence that had met me inside every cell of my body, and transformed me, was suggesting that I now add my voice to the mix. I had to relearn how to play the piano, as it had once been a childhood mediocre skill at best. My knee-jerk reaction to all of this was simply to provide a new nest for one of these first little fallen birds. After all, it was only a few weeks earlier I had angrily pronounced my resignation from music forever.

For my graduation presentation, the Director of the School of Enlightenment and Healing (name at the time) encouraged me to sing these songs to my fellow graduates. Even though I’d been a rock and roll singer fronting bands for years, the thought of this was utterly terrifying to me. Who or what would be performing now? I found myself with no mask to cover over the uncool or undefined me; that floating essence with no name, rank, story, or file. Now that it felt restored, I knew that this Field of Presence within me had no interest in ever being suppressed again. So in spite of it being one of the scariest moments of my life, I did it. You know, the angels had always said, don’t run from the fear, meet it.

When the mind-blowing synchronicities later manifested an amazing producer and now lifelong friend, the song was reduced to the usual 3 to 4-minute formula. Below is the professionally-produced end result, recorded just a few months later that year in Solana Beach, CA.  And below that is the well-hidden video of me singing the song, All of Creation, not long after I’d caught that “baby bird.” It’s terribly imperfect, due to the absolute panic of exposing these deeper aspects of myself, and because I’d only been playing the keys for a few months. This is the opposite of the cool, perfectionist, rocker chick who died on Halloween of the previous year.

The moral of the story? Find and reveal who you truly are. In these times, the false stories of who we thought we were may come to a screeching halt – with or without our egoic consent. Truth is being restored. From my view today, I find it far more terrifying to slip back into those old identities again, with all the temporary masks and costumes that kept my soul at bay. I say, embrace the Great Unknown. Be raw. Be real. Be you.

Here is the end result. Reduced to 4:11 mins. Produced by Larry Mitchell.

 

And here is me being exposed, vulnerable, facing my fears, raw. This is the original 6-min version of how it landed into me.

 



Eileen is an author, mystic, songstress, and a work-in-progress. After a lifetime of numinous experiences, she receives guiding messages for our evolution in consciousness and is here to help others remember this inner cosmic doorway too. She has been an invited speaker and facilitator on the topics of evolving consciousness and the deeper meaning of extraterrestrial, or interdimensional contact.

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You Thought – A Poem

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Nasa.gov

I wish I spoke science
But I don’t
And I don’t have time to learn
Before the window burns away

SHE IS HERE
Begging to BE you

As I watch your particles and waves
Sticking to the page
I wait to see if you will feel
The sand and the oceans
Crashing through
Everything
You thought
You knew

© 2019.Eileen Meyer

 

 

 



Eileen is an author, mystic, songstress, and a work-in-progress. After a lifetime of numinous experiences, she receives guiding messages for our evolution in consciousness and is here to help others remember this inner cosmic doorway too. She has been an invited speaker and facilitator on the topics of evolving consciousness and the deeper meaning of extraterrestrial, or interdimensional contact.

Website: KoyopaRising.com

Koyopa Rising Facebook page

Music

Eileen’s Book on Amazon

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Email me

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The Universal Language of Resonance: Inquire Within

soulreboot (2)Koyopa Meditation / Sacred Truth Telling and Soul Reboot is a multilayered process that I facilitate. It is designed to help us re-attune to our own frequency and facilitate a greater embodiment of Self. This leads us to the restoration of our natural capacities to commune via resonance with Creator-Spirit, Angels, Guides, and/or nonhuman intelligence. I was not the designer of this process. The teaching arrived via a download during a “visit” in 2005 while I was in Hawaii mentoring with a very special mystical-shaman friend. Actually, I never viewed it as a method per se, until I noticed that I’d been practicing and refining it ever since that magical day. Because of my own successful progression with it over the years, in 2017 I commenced teaching/demonstrating it to individuals in both private and group sessions.

Recently, a new download occurred in response to a series of my direct dialogs with this Inner Presence. Essentially, I was complaining that the Koyopa process that had arrived within my own being has been very challenging to teach externally! About a month ago, I received an all-night, feeling-vision-download of a guided Koyopa process. You should see all of my myriad of sketches and words splattered on the back of whatever papers and envelopes were closest to me when I woke up. I shared a portion of it with a group here on the Olympic Peninsula a few weeks ago, and now I’m prepared to share the entire guided experience with my Southern Colorado spiritual community in September.

For those who aren’t familiar with my work, I am a lifetime experiencer, which means I’ve had a history of contact and connection with a variety of “other” tones of intelligence. I’ve always related to them via frequency, or musically if you will. Then in 1998, my extra (resonant) senses had a significantly greater boost following my full Kundalini awakening. Furthermore, because of my guidance to commit and initiate into the Sacred Mayan Fire Path in 2001-2002 in Guatemala, I was pointed to the importance of the K’iche’ Mayan term, “Koyopa.” I am using this term more often now than I use the Sanskrit term, Kundalini, to emphasize the importance of the relationship with the Divine Mother-Goddess, serpent energy for the foundational activation of our resonant capacities, or the return of Kukulkan/Quetzacoatl within our own individual consciousness. I say “foundational” because it is not simply a mental experience. It is rooted in a whole-body resonant communion. Healing and bridging to the Divine Feminine within, no matter our gender, rapidly accelerates this process.

Translation from the Mayan K’iche’ Dictionary:

KOYOPA: (N) LIGHTNING; INNER SOUL (RECEIVES COSMIC MESSAGES) 

Recently a friend in a Facebook higher-consciousness group posted the video below, using a few quotes from my last blog post. Thank you, Jayta, for your wonderful video and work with your Psychic Aerial Anomaly Practioner Network. You might not be aware of this, but seeing this video was the final synchronicity that I needed from my outer world to validate the inner guidance that I’ve been receiving in the past week. The guidance was to extend to those who learn and practice the process I teach, an opportunity to apply it in a natural-world setting by inviting inter-dimensional contact. (Details to be announced for Southern Colorado.) These very inner-to-outer-world synchronized events are what may activate the greatest potential for validation of the fact that we are, in fact, bridging to the harmonics of higher-vibrational worlds. Now more than ever, we will be met in ever-expanding ways when we tune our vessel or instrument to perfectly harmonize with the Song of our Creator.

This Inner Intelligence informed me that the human desire to connect with “More” is a natural and important next step for humanity. Once achieved, we may “sing” or commune with a variety of other beings in the Field of Source. On the flip side, if we are extending ourselves via thought-only, and reaching for a connection without an ongoing intention for a wholistic reunion in your own consciousness, then we may be more limited in the kinds of intelligence that might “see” us and perhaps choose to interact. Remember, we will always experience a direct mirror of the state of our own consciousness. Fragmented consciousness may attract fragmented projections. As we grow, so do our opportunities to have a meaningful connection with More. In fact, this was the emphasis from this intelligence, “Your first priority is a direct resonance to Original Source. Everything else becomes a relationship through the infinite overtones of Source.” And this, they added, is how we more fully show up on the universal radar.

“In this experience on earth, you have set yourselves up to discover that More can ‘play,’ or can ‘sound’ through you.  We are using the metaphor of music, and know that we are not saying that everyone will become a musician or a singer in the ways that you understand musicians and singers. You will all have an opportunity to play the universal sounds through you and out into this world – directly transforming and changing your world anew.  This is how you will transform your world – allowing the greater song to move through you. And then you might choose to come together at this point, once you have practiced and applied the universal sounds of your own souls rejoining the universal sound of Creator. Once you feel comfortable with this, imagine what we will all create together.”

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By embodying more of ourSelves we naturally achieve a greater resonance in our body and being. There are many soul aspects calling to be woven back into our consciousness, and they may include, but are not limited to the ET aspects of ourselves “up there.” If we’re willing to go deeper into ourSelves, we will be met in far more expansive ways than can be projected with our thinking mind. And this, my friends, is the highest and greatest passion I experience in my life today – helping others FEEL who they are, and the infinite variety of intelligent beings we are naturally connected to through all the exquisite overtones of Love. Interested? Inquire within.


IMG_4983Eileen is an author, mystic, songstress, and a work-in-progress. After many numinous experiences, she receives guiding messages for our evolution in consciousness and is here to help others remember this inner cosmic doorway too. She has been an invited speaker and facilitator on the topics of evolving consciousness and the deeper meaning of extraterrestrial, or interdimensional contact.

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