On the bridge between the world and infinity

Man and physics

A few years ago I wrote for a blog under a pseudonym. I was still too afraid. I did not have the courage to be actual, and speak authentically. I spoke about my own lucid awakenings and the awakenings of fellow travelers I would meet along the way. I named these travelers “the Lucid Ones.” I wrote about what this was like… living on the fringe of the old world, and pausing on this bridge to assist others who landed here, bewildered and confused. We got to know that look of, “WTF? Everything they told us is a lie. What now?” Most of them had to die on some level to be able to see these things, usually via the experiences of NDE, Kundalini, contact with nonhuman intelligence, etc. Below is one post from that time. It took me many years to heal from this abusive world, to strengthen, and anchor into what is real – Love. Today, on this doorstep of 2019, I am called to be the greatest, most authentic version of mySelf now – unapologetically. Please join me. ~ Eileen


It’s like translating a mountain river. Perhaps you’ve heard about them, but never actually stood on the bank, opened your heart, and activated all of your senses. The rushing water, the grass, the tall pines, the sky, the mountains, the breeze; it’s almost too much beauty to take in at once. The overwhelm is understandable, of course, because at one time the IMG_4130.jpgmajority of us quite easily accepted the world’s mandatory requirement to suppress our natural senses. We needed to be productive, thinking machines, after all. And maybe, if we were lucky, we could get a quick fix of this deeper connectivity with ourselves on a vacation, a weekend hike, or in a yoga class.

These are the senses that we utilize in their limited capacity in 3D, yet they are designed to vividly traverse multi-dimensions and thrive well beyond the programmed world. They are accessed through our watery feeling nature, beauty, and the natural tonal language of the universe. Adapting to Infinity is the new course for an evolving human consciousness. However, the challenge to translate this opportunity to step through an inner cosmic doorway to More is quite the other – especially to those who continue to believe that this simulated world is all there is.

Words are not our friend in the in-between. We don’t require them. If someone engages with us in the simulated world, it can be quite a process before we respond. Depending on how long a traveler has been practicing life beyond the matrix, we may initially appear autistic or “slow.” Of course if it is a superficial interaction that requires a simple yes or no response, it’s easy. But if the question or invitation to engage goes deeper, we must first tune into the trapped energy and related belief systems from which the question arose. In other words, which belief system or model do we draw from so that our answer is understood? Or perhaps we do not respond at all.

On the other hand, we may initiate conversation with others – meaning we say, do, or write something that appears shocking, but it’s for the purpose of interrupting the “spin cycle” of the programmed mind. This only occurs if there is an inner prompt from the Soul or Universal level of consciousness; never from the identity-based egoic mind. The translated words stream through from a greatly expanded, or multidimensional space. Some call this channeling – a highly misunderstood word and concept. There are many “new-age” styles and neurologically-based approaches to this phenomenon from within the simulation. Beyond the simulator, we are freed up to exercise more of a knowing, heart-based approach to cosmic communion. In this space, there are no ET identities and stories provided. It is pure energy that delivers data via the frequencies. Because of my multiple transformations via contact and the bioenergetic episodes, I am able to receive and unpack (to the best of my ability) data from this intelligence, mostly on how to evolve and transcend this containment.  In physics, this connection is sometimes described under the headers of quantum entanglement, spooky action at a distance, and nonlocal consciousness. However, there are many humans now that have no need of scientific terms and definitions to narrate what is inherent and natural. Again, we don’t need a materialistic language to explain or pave the way for something that simply happens when one is ready. And this inner evolution in consciousness is happening well beyond the realm of the known – the only area in which science feels clear and confident.

“The main issue is not how the universe is nonlocal and entangled but rather how it appears as made of distinct, physical objects. What is proposed is that the mind creates a veiling of undivided wholeness. It is both the new and also ancient vision of non-duality…” – Menas Kafatos, Ph.D., Fletcher Jones Endowed Professor of Computational Physics, Chapman University

Experiencers can become “lucid ones –” those who have transcended duality enough to grok what is happening, and it’s a daily practice to reorient to these new (and ancient) landscapes of whole consciousness. For some of us who are designed to serve the people who also land on the bridge, we are able to translate what we have integrated, about who we are and where we’re headed. This is born from a nonlocal knowing, and ever-so-carefully dropped back into words again. It is a way of reaching our hand out to you, and helping you to feel safe and trusting of another human, rather than meeting up with an “ET” or a radically different, higher-vibrational life form, that for some, may be a vibrational bridge too far. Many of the Lucid Ones have already met these beings over our lifetimes, thus transcending a few of these collective fears for you. It’s like a tag team of sorts. Human beings are awakening in waves, and some of the frontrunners feel called to reach back into the world to show you, or demonstrate to you, that the water truly is great. And please do jump in!

The whole view is initiated by the direct experience of Source/Creator/God-Goddess within our consciousness – which includes the body. The humans who still think and organize their lives within the simulator, have not yet had a direct experience of the universal frequencies within their physiology. This causes them to remain in the intellect-alone, where they are comfortable, and are completely dependent on the simulator’s media machines and “authorities” to inform. The narratives are provided to keep you within the acceptable range of the story – the finite bandwidth of linear knowledge and explanations.  This is the same data that we once begged the political, scholarly, and religious authority to “fill us in” on. But don’t get me wrong. I have nothing against religion in its purest form. In fact, following my major Kundalini event, it was the writings of the Catholic saints that I was comforted by: Hildegard of Bingen, Francis of Assisi, Teresa of Avila, John of the Cross, and more. They, including Jesus, were the ones who met me on the bridge and spoke directly to my experience of Oneness. These, and many more from other cultures and religions, are the ones who inspire me. I do not require or accept the translation of the patriarchy to understand these divine lives and messages to humanity. And nor do you. They were early demonstrators of our whole and natural state.

For now, this is what I am able to say on this topic. Like so many natural abilities and understandings that awaken through the incoming waves of resonant data, at a certain point it isn’t worth using energy to explain to the linear mind. Why? Because we are changing rapidly. We are moving across the bridge now, and this is a temporary blend in consciousness that manifested out of necessity, as a dynamic staging ground to More.

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Looking for Infinity, by Rassouli

Soon we must end the simulator’s exhaustive demands for interpretation through polarity consciousness only. The design of this matrix-reality has reduced human consciousness to a powerless, disconnected way of being. The Lucid Ones no longer serve this construct. Every single individual is choosing now. Do I move in the direction of the Unknown? Or do I cycle back into the limited world that I know, and continue to explore further darkness and limitation? The Mayan Calendar shows that the ending of this 26,000 year cycle has occurred. We now have the opportunity to engage and live beyond the polarized cycles of light and dark. And this requires actual trust and faith in a Loving Creator at the heart of it all.

Indeed, we must go direct to fully remember and access who we are, in frequency. And for those who do not yet have “the eyes to see or the ears to hear,” it is only the programming that stands in your way. It is far more simple to awaken from it than we think. It seems many of us were contacted and informed of this from Beyond… yes, yes, those crazy stories you hear about humans in contact with nonhuman intelligence. Well now we’re here to help you, our fellow humans, to remember how to sense and feel your way into the multidimensional, natural world again. It’s like becoming a mountain river, whereby the need to translate Beauty will become obsolete. Everyone will own it. And together we’ll roll up the bridge, and be wholly on our way. 


Eileen is an author, musical poet, intuitive, lifetime contactee and Kundalini experiencer. Photo on 12-25-18 at 3.21 PMShe prefers the Mayan word for the experience – Koyopa. It’s all the same Source – and when this Power rises within you, you will be changed forevermore. Eileen believes this is the evolutionary step that is KCW.front.coveroccurring for all – ready or not. Through her visions in OBEs, Koyopa, and contact with angelic light beings (Original Source Field), she has been shown that we are evolving, expanding, and reorienting to the Universal context now, and we have the power to choose how this will go. Eileen encourages us to meet this Greater Love within – consciously and benevolently. And they’ve given her a few tips and roadmaps for the journey.  KoyopaRising.com  

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Resources for Experiencers, or those interested in the phenomenon: FREE, ACISTE, IANDS

“I Do Not Choose to be Taboo.” Experiencers are finding their power

In the Western World, it has felt forbidden or taboo to openly discuss our contact with non human intelligence (NHI), Near-Death Experiences (NDE’s), and even the evolutionary bioenergetic events referred to as Kundalini. Still, there are a growing number of multi-modality experiencers who are stepping forward. And the more that these reports are seen and heard in the collective, the easier it gets. Yet “easy” is a far cry from what it feels like to speak this experiential truth out loud.

At first it feels like death. And it is – death of an old, outdated,
limited way of life.

While it may feel deeply profound and absolutely life changing to the experiencer, it seems the majority of people around us are still operating within the programming to reject and laugh at these reports. Perhaps one day, when our ridiculers are feeling radically changed, confused, and alone from an interruption in normalcy, they will reach out to some of us “crazy” folk who’ve been through a similar event. We’ll be here.

Thankfully, this is already happening for us – an accelerated movement into community with other experiencers who are actively healing and letting go the lies of the past. The incongruity of life as we’ve known it is exposed when one feels the body-mind-spirit restored to its natural state. Even it it feels fleeting, the body now has an energetic marker for this harmonic experience. Incidentally, this is a very different kind of memory marker in the body that in the past we have identified as “trauma.” Once we are touched by this Love, there is a significant course correction to release, heal, and purify; to acousticize the human body so it may attune and vibrate with the Universal Cosmic Song that we are wired to sing.

Following these transcendent episodes, many of us have noticed that we are also manifesting more of our soul-level gifts. And while we may have awakened into this greater connection to the Universal, we’re not going anywhere. We’re here to embody it.

Gaia UFO (1)Our eyes have been opened through these cosmic interludes. We can perceive the wounding in others, the Earth, and all of the Natural World. Many of us have been given the gift of great in-sight, along with expanded healing capacities to support others if they choose. It seems that a good number of us have also returned with visions of potential futures, and some with maps and tools, an offering to those who choose to consciously engage with this New Light on Earth. A common theme from these experiencer reports is that we are asked by our inter-dimensional tour guides to freely share with others what we have learned. It helps that we return with an extraordinary level of passion and purpose to do just that.

On the flip side, we find ourselves unable to buy into the old reality. We see it for what it is – a dissolving, dying, fear-based containment of humanity. It becomes far easier to see the spin campaigns that are designed to manipulate our fragmented minds with disempowering data dumps, delivered by the old-world “experts” or “leaders” in their fields. Whether this is sourced from the disingenuous in the fields of religion, academia, politics, media, or even the UFOlogy field, WE, the Experiencers, have discovered the real truth: human beings, having been reunited with this Original Source Power, know that we absolutely are this Power, and with these aforementioned energetic markers, we find it easier to own and embody. This is the same power that we at some point dis-embodied, or unconsciously gave away. It is still available for every human to reclaim, along with our beautiful home – the Natural World, the Earth.

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(A good resource to learn about the experiencer phenomenon is the newly published Volume 1 of, “Beyond UFOs: The Science of Consciousness andContact with Non Human Intelligence, by Dr. Edgar Mitchell’s FREE – Foundation for Research into Extraterrestrial and Extraordinary Experiences.)

Whether it occurs in the Near Death Experience (NDE), Contact with Nonhuman Intelligence (NHI), lucid dreaming, Kundalini, out-of-body (OBE), spiritual prayer/meditation, plant medicines, paranormal events, or other modalities, hundreds of thousands, or maybe even millions, are being touched and awakened into More. Those who have had conscious experiences – meaning that we consciously recall some or all of the interactions we are having, have reported that it feels as if the dormant parts of our consciousness are suddenly switched back on. Our entire being seems to be reorienting to wholeness. But make no mistake, this does not mean that it is an instantaneous adjustment. Many of us have been trying to understand and integrate these radical, multidimensional transformations for decades, with no existing model, frame, or even a halfway house in which to conveniently settle into. For some of us lifetimers, this powerful crossroads in time has been, to say the least, a long-time coming. And just what is this crossroads in time?

It is our time. It is the Earth’s time. We are expanding and evolving together.

Some of us came here to wake up and rise to this occasion. If we’re busy being afraid, keeping with the old program, or even entangled with those who feed us the same old mainstream, or even what is coined alternative news, we are still distracted from the real Truth within. And if our eyes and ears are glued onto something or someone “out there” to inform us, we will never activate our inner “eyes that see and ears that hear,” to know the ALL-Loving, ALL-Knowing Source Field that we are directly connected to. It is within our power to know and act from this inner Truth, and then choose what, where, and with whom we resonate in the outer world.

So if we’re told it’s taboo,
perhaps hidden therein,
is a deeper Truth.

The old life equation has been: Fit in at all cost. Adapt to smallness. Be afraid. Well, what if I were to tell you that this is about to be blown wide open? The new, multidimensional Life equation is: You are Infinite. You are Love. Adapt to ALL that you are. Now more than ever, and especially as we grow in numbers, it’s time to laugh in the face of taboo. It’s time to expose the deeper Truths.


0f931-1w0pvopg8gojhk4p_yi6xkaEileen is an author, musical poet, intuitive, lifetime contactee and Kundalini experiencer. She prefers the Mayan word for the experience – Koyopa. It’s all the same Source – and when this Power rises within you, you will be changed forevermore. Eileen believes this is the evolutionary step that is KCW.front.coveroccurring for all – ready or not. Through her visions in OBEs, Koyopa, and contact with angelic light beings (Original Source Field), she has been shown that we are evolving, expanding, and reorienting to the Universal context now, and we have the power to choose how this will go. Eileen encourages us to meet this Greater Love within – consciously and benevolently. And they’ve given her a few tips and roadmaps for the journey.  KoyopaRising.com

Resources for Experiencers, or those interested in the phenomenon: FREE, ACISTE, IANDS

Why do People Experience Contact with ET / Nonhuman Intelligence? You Might be Surprised

It depends on who you ask, but in my humble opinion it might be best to ask someone who has actually experienced it. And if you’re asking me, as a result of my numerous encounters with nonhuman intelligence that began at an early age – I now understand it to be a gift. Whether we claim it or not, is up to us.

FREE.Book.CoverI’ve been known to say that science moves far too slow for the cosmos, however I must report that there is new movement! Kudos to FREE: The Dr. Edgar Mitchell Foundation for Research into Extraterrestrial and Extraordinary Encounters. They recently published their first book (available on Amazon). I have not read it yet, but I plan to. After all, I am happy to be one of the 4000+ experiencers that completed the surveys and became a research statistic for these important studies.

I don’t recall any deeper inquiry from the FREE survey, on how I might have been changed by this contact, or how it’s prepared me (or others) for this obvious crossroads for humanity, but this is why experiencers write books, blogs, and speak in public. Some of us have felt compelled to speak our truth, in-between long periods of isolation of course, whereby we do our best to integrate each new cosmic experience. At times, it was necessary to completely remove myself from the “normal” world in order to maintain my sanity. Ironic, isn’t it? Once upon a time we were the categorically crazy ones who were scoffed at in response to our reports of being taken beyond the narrow consensus reality. We were invited into the larger view of who we are and the planet upon which we reside – a breathtaking gift that we were then forced to be alone with. Still, we simply grew through the judgment and laughter that occurred in our most vulnerable states. Today we are stronger. And with just a quick glance at our post-normal world, I’m not so sure experiencers rate in the Top 10 of the crazy train anymore. With the ongoing collapse of all that is mainstream-matrix, it seems that some of us are seizing the moment to emerge. Years ago, many of us were shown in “pictures” and feelings – what was coming. And indeed, it was accurate, and it is here.

The integration and shift in consciousness doesn’t happen overnight. It’s taken me many decades to fully welcome this gift.

The greatest discovery throughout my lifetime of contact, as well as the Kundalini (Koyopa*) bioenergetic events, is the hidden treasure that lies within us all – the codes for our own evolution – sealed within our physical body, and waiting for our present-moment direction to proceed. We are currently embedded in a cosmic womb, and our own lucid participation is all that is needed to initiate our birth into wholeness. This was very clearly shown to me – our pathway to healing, restoration of our natural state, and further evolution.

Conversely, one can reduce the contact experience to fit within perpetrator-victim stories that revolve around the polarized view of “us and them” – the same approach we’ve utilized with our outer-world political dramas of late. This nonhuman intelligence has suggested that instead of continuing to seek truth and direction from competing polarized narratives, we may choose to redirect this attention to our own inner revolution of consciousness. This is where we ultimately discover who we really are, and ALL that we are connected to. And trust me, context is everything. How shall we fix the crazy out there before we have fully tended to the restoration of our own natural state?

Here’s another valuable insight as a result of seeing beyond our limited state: we have huge gaps in our perceptual abilities based on a cultural conditioning to eliminate our God-given feminine, feeling-nature. Indeed, we have been emotionally dumbed down. It makes sense to me now, that if there is to be control, simply suppress this unique superpower of humanity – the Soul – the Heart of ourSelves which restores our ability to wholly see and hear. And there’s so much more about this… but that’s another whole article, book, or talk.

Whether it’s initially experienced as terrifying or beautiful, contact is about humanity awakening from a very unpleasant dream, and evolving into the integration and embodiment of Soul. We are not alone in the universe; it only seems so because we’re utilizing very little of our available bandwidth of consciousness. Ultimately, I have come to see that the greatly overlooked purpose of contact is to assist in the evolution of human consciousness. And the most important message is: don’t look to the skies for your evolution. Look within.

16 But blessed are your eyes, for they see: and your ears, for they hear. 1For verily I say unto you, That many prophets and righteous men have desired to see those things which ye see, and have not seen them; and to hear those things which ye hear, and have not heard them. ~ Matthew 13: 16, 17

The mystical or numinous experience opens new doorways of perception. For instance, this inner cosmic intelligence doesn’t use word languages. It speaks in a vibrational language of light and sound. These messages arrive in pictures (in the 3rd eye) and if we’ve done our emotional purification / soul work, we’ll be able to feel the communication through resonance. It manifests as an internal multidimensional knowing. The real challenge is translation. The act of externalizing the data that arrives within individual consciousness takes time and dedicated attention to develop, and the deeper meaning is greatly reduced when forced into the linear structure of language. I’m into my 14th year of practicing this way of translation. And just so you know, this Field of Intelligence has a lot to say. But sometimes the data I share is lost on those who demand that the messages fit into existing words and concepts. If one cannot feel, and has not yet opened to the gift of their own lucid heart as a resonant receiver, the messages are easily dismissed by the dominant thinking mind.

I speak with authority on the topic because I can, and I am. I’ve earned this one. I’ve had a lifetime of Close Encounters of the 4th, 5th, and even 7th kind (see Hyek’s Scale). And they have been teaching me the language of the cosmos — not from some distant, lofty voice in the clouds, but through activating the gift that lies deeply within us so that we may awaken with the eyes to see and the ears to hear. One consistent vision/message theme that I have translated over the years was this:

While the cosmos is conspiring to awaken us into our infinite essence, there are those who have a very real agenda to keep us looping in the belief that we are small. If we are unaware of our own value, a lesser or different kind of valuation is placed upon us. If we continue to agree with this, our lives will become increasingly more contracted and uncomfortable. Very simply put, we were not designed to be this small, so “new designs” or solutions will be offered to make brain and body enhancements by artificial means attractive. While there are future benevolent applications for these technologies, we do not need anything artificial to become whole. With courage and attention in the present-moment doorway, we can easily choose the natural state of freedom and expansion in this crossroads now. And as was emphasized to me many times over, humanity is wired to evolve.

Through the visions and visitations, I was informed that this natural network of both terrestrial and extraterrestrial intelligence is grounded in what is real — Love and Oneness with All. And to be clear, I don’t just accept this because they say so. I feel these vibrational tones in my very core. At first they are scary, but once we adapt to these new vibrational landscapes, it moves us into the ecstatic-knowing range of the spectrum. It helps us to directly feel and know our infinite value, and activate our true identity and gifts. It is here, in the present, that we access what we need to know, when we need to know it. And it is here that we can easily envision a reality based on the whole view – no fragmented belief systems and “leaders” that we must buy into in order to feel safe or even survive. Rather, we experience an understanding and activation of the multidimensional, Infinite Source that we are naturally connected to.

There is also a virtual reality or construct that we were conditioned to believe is real. Many of us have called this “life” for many years. Actually, everything in the virtual or false reality is designed to keep our attention looping within a smaller spectrum of consciousness, where we have lost touch with what is real — our truth, our power, our Infinite Source Intelligence. In an unbalanced state of fragmentation, we feel a need to be managed (or controlled) by those we “select” to lead us through this strange maze of smallness.

We have given our authorities this power, because we cannot feel ours.

Once we are expanded beyond this reality, we are able to “see” the kind of existence we once agreed to. While many of us have been blessed with glimpses of Grace, life has primarily been an adaptation to a disconnected, anxiety-ridden life of   fear. We used to call that “normal,” and there were always plenty of coping mechanisms or distractions to relieve the pain and suffering of this unnatural existence. Initially, the distance between this lesser vibration and that of higher-dimensional intelligence can be extreme. As a result, experiencers may get frightened or confused about what kind of contact event they are experiencing. This is mainly because we tend to react with extreme states of panic when introduced to very high frequency energy. The fear we carry within our emotional bodies rises to the surface, and since we have been taught to disown and suppress our unhealed fears and traumas, we easily project it out onto “other” – in this case, feeling victimized by the scary aliens. With the higher-consciousness contact that occurs beyond the construct, you are always empowered to shift your view to one of Love. They demonstrated this important revision in perception to me as well, and it’s a good one to employ if you find yourself in any confusing or seemingly disempowering experience.

Real contact, beyond the construct, is evolutionary in nature. They are aspects of us. And they long to remind us of who we really are, what is truly alive at our core, and what is waiting to be reborn into the real world. But first we need to die. They/we have a way of taking us into a death and rebirth cycle without losing our physical bodies. It is a shamanic dying to all that we thought we knew, while giving birth to the Whole Self that knows and lives the Truth – the Truth that sets us free. I was given tools that I practice now, in every day and every moment that I am able to presently feel. It is one way, certainly not the only way, that we may become engaged with our Original Source Creator directly. It’s so simple that many might overlook the power of it. It is a practice that bypasses the programmed intellectual mind/belief systems, and goes straight to the heart of the matter – literally.

I am informed that every single human on Earth was born with this evolutionary gift. So I will ask you what was asked of me: in these extraordinary times, will you be one who claims it? It’s worth considering. Because if you have the courage to be who you truly are, you will naturally invite the embodiment of the Spiritual Force that is you, and that Force is here to actually live, and actually change the world.



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Eileen is an author, musical poet, oracle, Kundalini-experiencer. She KCW.front.coverprefers the Mayan word for the experience – *Koyopa. It’s all the same Source – and when the Goddess rises within you, you will be changed forevermore. Eileen believes this is the evolutionary step that is occurring for all – ready or not. Through her visions in OBEs, Koyopa, and contact with angelic beings (Source Field), she has been shown that we are evolving, expanding, and reorienting to the Universal context now, and we have the power to choose how this will go. Eileen encourages us to meet this Greater Love within – consciously and benevolently. And they’ve given her a few tips and roadmaps for the journey.  Subscribe here or visit Website: KoyopaRising.com