Navigating Now

My guidance this past week was to stop everything and listen. I thought this would mean rest and a break from the busyness for a time. Not quite. I’ll post these guiding messages when they drop in. Sending you all so much love and encouragement now. For many of us, this is what our souls came here to do. Right here. Right now.

These are downloads… drop-in messages for me and anyone else that finds value in them. As soon as I am able to unpack or decode from energy into words, I write them out until I get the cue from my solar plexus that it’s as clear and complete as possible.


If you’re having a hard time now and into 2020, refrain from going into auto-self judgment or comparisons to others in your familial groups or communities. This is a sacred initiation between you and your Source Creator. If you aren’t aware of this already, you will soon be very aware of the gap or distance between your culture-generated identity and your True Self. In some cases, it will feel like you are stuck in a vice. In actuality, if you stay present, it’s a portal into your natural, multidimensional state.

Remember, thoughts of suicide are pretty normal when we feel disconnected from our Source and other humans. And it’s true, the false identities and associated belief systems need to “pass away,” but understand that your physical body is connected to your True Self. Killing it will send you back into the repetitive cycles of lower-density realities until you remember your actual, direct connection to your True Self or True God in a bioenergetic way. Nothing is required of you except sincere humility, continued release of the pain and misunderstandings, and surrender to the Pure Love that rests in your Divine Core.

In these times, most of us will experience multiple initiations. Don’t give in to the temptation of resonating with fear, or all that you have known from the past. Entertaining or “allowing” the fear to take hold will blind your senses from directly feeling and navigating to the Truth. The Father-Mother Creators are present now in this opening. High-frequency Sound and Light is what is causing the shadow aspects of yourself to “rise up” for healing, just as my (nonhuman) visitors taught and demonstrated to me over my lifetime. And remember, the continuous expression of your sincerest, feeling-truth (or call it unceasing prayer) opens the passageway for you to feel the beacon of the Divine Frequency of Home.

Everything I have posted on this blog (and others), was to prepare us for this time. Feel free to share. You are loved beyond measure. Trust this! And blessings to you all.

Eileen is an author, mystic, songstress, and a work-in-progress. After a lifetime of numinous experiences, she receives guiding messages for our evolution in consciousness and is here to help others remember this inner cosmic doorway too. She has been an invited speaker and facilitator on the topics of evolving consciousness and the deeper meaning of extraterrestrial, or interdimensional contact.


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Why do People Experience Contact with ET / Nonhuman Intelligence? You Might be Surprised

It depends on who you ask, but in my humble opinion it might be best to ask someone who has actually experienced it. And if you’re asking me, as a result of my numerous encounters with nonhuman intelligence that began at an early age – I now understand it to be a gift. Whether we claim it or not, is up to us.

FREE.Book.CoverI’ve been known to say that science moves far too slow for the cosmos, however I must report that there is new movement! Kudos to FREE: The Dr. Edgar Mitchell Foundation for Research into Extraterrestrial and Extraordinary Encounters. They recently published their first book (available on Amazon). I have not read it yet, but I plan to. After all, I am happy to be one of the 4000+ experiencers that completed the surveys and became a research statistic for these important studies.

I don’t recall any deeper inquiry from the FREE survey, on how I might have been changed by this contact, or how it’s prepared me (or others) for this obvious crossroads for humanity, but this is why experiencers write books, blogs, and speak in public. Some of us have felt compelled to speak our truth, in-between long periods of isolation of course, whereby we do our best to integrate each new cosmic experience. At times, it was necessary to completely remove myself from the “normal” world in order to maintain my sanity. Ironic, isn’t it? Once upon a time we were the categorically crazy ones who were scoffed at in response to our reports of being taken beyond the narrow consensus reality. We were invited into the larger view of who we are and the planet upon which we reside – a breathtaking gift that we were then forced to be alone with. Still, we simply grew through the judgment and laughter that occurred in our most vulnerable states. Today we are stronger. And with just a quick glance at our post-normal world, I’m not so sure experiencers rate in the Top 10 of the crazy train anymore. With the ongoing collapse of all that is mainstream-matrix, it seems that some of us are seizing the moment to emerge. Years ago, many of us were shown in “pictures” and feelings – what was coming. And indeed, it was accurate, and it is here.

The integration and shift in consciousness doesn’t happen overnight. It’s taken me many decades to fully welcome this gift.

The greatest discovery throughout my lifetime of contact, as well as the Kundalini (Koyopa*) bioenergetic events, is the hidden treasure that lies within us all – the codes for our own evolution – sealed within our physical body, and waiting for our present-moment direction to proceed. We are currently embedded in a cosmic womb, and our own lucid participation is all that is needed to initiate our birth into wholeness. This was very clearly shown to me – our pathway to healing, restoration of our natural state, and further evolution.

Conversely, one can reduce the contact experience to fit within perpetrator-victim stories that revolve around the polarized view of “us and them” – the same approach we’ve utilized with our outer-world political dramas of late. This nonhuman intelligence has suggested that instead of continuing to seek truth and direction from competing polarized narratives, we may choose to redirect this attention to our own inner revolution of consciousness. This is where we ultimately discover who we really are, and ALL that we are connected to. And trust me, context is everything. How shall we fix the crazy out there before we have fully tended to the restoration of our own natural state?

Here’s another valuable insight as a result of seeing beyond our limited state: we have huge gaps in our perceptual abilities based on a cultural conditioning to eliminate our God-given feminine, feeling-nature. Indeed, we have been emotionally dumbed down. It makes sense to me now, that if there is to be control, simply suppress this unique superpower of humanity – the Soul – the Heart of ourSelves which restores our ability to wholly see and hear. And there’s so much more about this… but that’s another whole article, book, or talk.

Whether it’s initially experienced as terrifying or beautiful, contact is about humanity awakening from a very unpleasant dream, and evolving into the integration and embodiment of Soul. We are not alone in the universe; it only seems so because we’re utilizing very little of our available bandwidth of consciousness. Ultimately, I have come to see that the greatly overlooked purpose of contact is to assist in the evolution of human consciousness. And the most important message is: don’t look to the skies for your evolution. Look within.

16 But blessed are your eyes, for they see: and your ears, for they hear. 1For verily I say unto you, That many prophets and righteous men have desired to see those things which ye see, and have not seen them; and to hear those things which ye hear, and have not heard them. ~ Matthew 13: 16, 17

The mystical or numinous experience opens new doorways of perception. For instance, this inner cosmic intelligence doesn’t use word languages. It speaks in a vibrational language of light and sound. These messages arrive in pictures (in the 3rd eye) and if we’ve done our emotional purification / soul work, we’ll be able to feel the communication through resonance. It manifests as an internal multidimensional knowing. The real challenge is translation. The act of externalizing the data that arrives within individual consciousness takes time and dedicated attention to develop, and the deeper meaning is greatly reduced when forced into the linear structure of language. I’m into my 14th year of practicing this way of translation. And just so you know, this Field of Intelligence has a lot to say. But sometimes the data I share is lost on those who demand that the messages fit into existing words and concepts. If one cannot feel, and has not yet opened to the gift of their own lucid heart as a resonant receiver, the messages are easily dismissed by the dominant thinking mind.

I speak with authority on the topic because I can, and I am. I’ve earned this one. I’ve had a lifetime of Close Encounters of the 4th, 5th, and even 7th kind (see Hyek’s Scale). And they have been teaching me the language of the cosmos — not from some distant, lofty voice in the clouds, but through activating the gift that lies deeply within us so that we may awaken with the eyes to see and the ears to hear. One consistent vision/message theme that I have translated over the years was this:

While the cosmos is conspiring to awaken us into our infinite essence, there are those who have a very real agenda to keep us looping in the belief that we are small. If we are unaware of our own value, a lesser or different kind of valuation is placed upon us. If we continue to agree with this, our lives will become increasingly more contracted and uncomfortable. Very simply put, we were not designed to be this small, so “new designs” or solutions will be offered to make brain and body enhancements by artificial means attractive. While there are future benevolent applications for these technologies, we do not need anything artificial to become whole. With courage and attention in the present-moment doorway, we can easily choose the natural state of freedom and expansion in this crossroads now. And as was emphasized to me many times over, humanity is wired to evolve.

Through the visions and visitations, I was informed that this natural network of both terrestrial and extraterrestrial intelligence is grounded in what is real — Love and Oneness with All. And to be clear, I don’t just accept this because they say so. I feel these vibrational tones in my very core. At first they are scary, but once we adapt to these new vibrational landscapes, it moves us into the ecstatic-knowing range of the spectrum. It helps us to directly feel and know our infinite value, and activate our true identity and gifts. It is here, in the present, that we access what we need to know, when we need to know it. And it is here that we can easily envision a reality based on the whole view – no fragmented belief systems and “leaders” that we must buy into in order to feel safe or even survive. Rather, we experience an understanding and activation of the multidimensional, Infinite Source that we are naturally connected to.

There is also a virtual reality or construct that we were conditioned to believe is real. Many of us have called this “life” for many years. Actually, everything in the virtual or false reality is designed to keep our attention looping within a smaller spectrum of consciousness, where we have lost touch with what is real — our truth, our power, our Infinite Source Intelligence. In an unbalanced state of fragmentation, we feel a need to be managed (or controlled) by those we “select” to lead us through this strange maze of smallness.

We have given our authorities this power, because we cannot feel ours.

Once we are expanded beyond this reality, we are able to “see” the kind of existence we once agreed to. While many of us have been blessed with glimpses of Grace, life has primarily been an adaptation to a disconnected, anxiety-ridden life of   fear. We used to call that “normal,” and there were always plenty of coping mechanisms or distractions to relieve the pain and suffering of this unnatural existence. Initially, the distance between this lesser vibration and that of higher-dimensional intelligence can be extreme. As a result, experiencers may get frightened or confused about what kind of contact event they are experiencing. This is mainly because we tend to react with extreme states of panic when introduced to very high frequency energy. The fear we carry within our emotional bodies rises to the surface, and since we have been taught to disown and suppress our unhealed fears and traumas, we easily project it out onto “other” – in this case, feeling victimized by the scary aliens. With the higher-consciousness contact that occurs beyond the construct, you are always empowered to shift your view to one of Love. They demonstrated this important revision in perception to me as well, and it’s a good one to employ if you find yourself in any confusing or seemingly disempowering experience.

Real contact, beyond the construct, is evolutionary in nature. They are aspects of us. And they long to remind us of who we really are, what is truly alive at our core, and what is waiting to be reborn into the real world. But first we need to die. They/we have a way of taking us into a death and rebirth cycle without losing our physical bodies. It is a shamanic dying to all that we thought we knew, while giving birth to the Whole Self that knows and lives the Truth – the Truth that sets us free. I was given tools that I practice now, in every day and every moment that I am able to presently feel. It is one way, certainly not the only way, that we may become engaged with our Original Source Creator directly. It’s so simple that many might overlook the power of it. It is a practice that bypasses the programmed intellectual mind/belief systems, and goes straight to the heart of the matter – literally.

I am informed that every single human on Earth was born with this evolutionary gift. So I will ask you what was asked of me: in these extraordinary times, will you be one who claims it? It’s worth considering. Because if you have the courage to be who you truly are, you will naturally invite the embodiment of the Spiritual Force that is you, and that Force is here to actually live, and actually change the world.


Eileen is an author, musical poet, oracle, Kundalini-experiencer. She KCW.front.coverprefers the Mayan word for the experience – *Koyopa. It’s all the same Source – and when the Goddess rises within you, you will be changed forevermore. Eileen believes this is the evolutionary step that is occurring for all – ready or not. Through her visions in OBEs, Koyopa, and contact with angelic beings (Source Field), she has been shown that we are evolving, expanding, and reorienting to the Universal context now, and we have the power to choose how this will go. Eileen encourages us to meet this Greater Love within – consciously and benevolently. And they’ve given her a few tips and roadmaps for the journey.  Subscribe here or visit Website:


Meet the Director of Evolution: You

What I have learned throughout this adventure of Contact Within, is that once our natural design is re-activated, we have the capacity to become directors of this expansion project. We are equal with IT in our dialog and intentions. Once we rise to meet it, IT expands with our consciousness, and naturally changes us and our entire reality. You can label this energy whatever you like – God, Creator, Source, Jesus, Allah, etc. – but know that this Creative-Force is LOVE. ~ Eileen (EM)

Director of Evolution


Sound of Gold Files: Excerpt from 062114

EM (me): I’m simply stating who I am and what I love and I ask for guidance for myself and others now. And I will meet you in this frequency in this energy and I will do my best to translate pure energy into words knowing that it’s simply for others to hear as I do not require translation [within]. Communion is instantaneous feeling and knowing and the only reason we translate it is so that others can begin to feel and perceive glimmers of what they’re connected to and there may still be an attachment to language and words in order to receive that. That said I’m going to stop talking and blend with the frequencies. I thank you for this communion time.

~8:40 Throat sounds and foreign words.

~10:38  In response, “we” as a group consciousness… for that is what is occurring here, is you are moving from the focus of individual consciousness into group consciousness. This is a very natural event for all of you. You have been accustomed to limiting your own perceptions and feelings in deference to the virtual world creation, narrow bandwidth, world of limitation. Some of you are still putting your energy into these loops of consciousness, thinking that it is still functioning. It is not. It is simply being sustained by your beliefs, your thoughts, your thinking that it is so. And this is what you are creating in a collective way, in a group way. You are capable of so much more. And we are speaking now in this way to demonstrate this to you. There is a larger group consciousness that you simply do not believe you are able to access.

Now we have referred to ourselves as cosmic family, as a family of light. Some in form and some in non-physical form, it does not matter. It is all consciousness. And we are contacting you in this way vibrationally with the translator, into words. Now, understand it is not always as accurate as we would prefer and this is not a judgment of the translator herself, it is simply that words are very limiting. Language is very limiting. You have all of what you need within your physical design to access the same – your group-collective consciousness beyond what you have created in a worldly way on your planet. This cycle has already come to an end and you simply have not fully awakened to the truth of this – the feeling-truth of this.  The heart opening and understanding activation includes reconnection to your universal consciousness. And with all of that comes your family – the ones that you know far better than you do your family connections on earth – simply because you are not utilizing all of your capacities in the limited reality that you have been participating within…


Note: I am currently setting up a Patreon page for subscribers. I’d like to do a gradual data dump (audio and transcriptions) of the hundreds of messages translated from this Resonant Presence, from 2004ish to present. I never claim that this material is the end-all-be-all, but it may be a piece to the puzzle that will at least help support this next evolutionary step. This project will take time and expense far beyond what I have already contributed to continue the work – my entire retirement savings, with added credit card and other debt incurred in order to survive. Due to my honesty and outspokenness, I seem to be at odds with the current system requirements to play it small and safe in order to earn worldly wages – meaning nothing too controversial in my personal projects that may leak into my worldly-job image. Currently, I work a low-wage, part-time job, which I enjoy because I can be me, but in order to cover expenses and dedicate more of my time to this project (time is of the essence), I need financial help. The Patreon page is not yet live, but I will update you through my newsletter: Subscribe here.  If you feel inspired (or know someone who could help sponsor this project) and would like to make a donation now, you may do so here. And no, there isn’t a God “out there” that magically funds these bridging projects. Creator arrives and animates within us to inspire this collective shift in humanity. Whether your lightwork is producing inspiration, or helping to fund and disseminate it, it is all purposeful, and greatly needed now. Thank you. ~ Eileen