Hearts Up: A Dream Vision… Breaking the Spell

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I have dreams and visions from time to time. I share them for those who can see and hear these sort of things. I tend to sketch these out into different types of travelogs and maps – the ever-changing landscapes of consciousness that I am navigating in my own life. They come in the form of audio recordings, journals, newsletters, and blogs. For those who don’t know me, I am a lifetime contactee, as well as a Kundalini (Koyopa) experiencer. Turns out they are not separate things. As a result of these transformational events, the spell was broken. My natural self and gifts are more present to assist others in awakening from the false reality, and rooting back into Home with the Earth.

My newsletter is delayed, and I haven’t blogged in quite some time. It’s because I’m busy being more in-person and in-public with my being. And while I’m okay with moving in this direction, the combo of embodying more AND staying just visible enough within consensus reality, is a challenging dance. It’s an adjustment for me. I’ve been accustomed to hiding out.

What follows is from a dream I awakened with yesterday morning. You may view it as a back-of-a-napkin movie idea in the genre of science fiction, or you may see it as a wake up call for a potential future. Whether you view it through the lens of fiction or nonfiction, humanity is at a very important crossroads in consciousness.

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One trajectory is to restore our original natural design, embody the higher frequencies of Universal Love, and live in harmony with the Earth and all beings. The other trajectory is to give our power away to those who are manipulating/hijacking the mind by first squeezing us, then offering a better, freer, easier world. They (not anyone you would know) do not have your best interest at heart. This would be impossible anyway, as they have no resonance with heart, but they do have substantial influence on those who are easily manipulated through their own egoic attachments to power and identity.

This window of opportunity to snap out of this habitual, unconscious deference to outer-world authority is closing. YOU have the power and (author-it)y to step up and coauthor this transformation and healing with the Earth now. How do I know this? Because I, and many others like me, were awakened in a variety of life or death ways. For many years now, we’ve been integrating and embodying more of our Selves, practicing lucidity, and well… putting our full faith and trust in the Love we experienced and felt when we were taken beyond this containment reality. Many of us have been quietly preparing and strengthening for this timing. Although we saw that there would be huge changes with the Earth and humanity’s ability to maintain life as they had known it, we also saw that a fully-actualized life is possible now. From what I see and feel, if we are willing to “meet the rest of ourSelves” in the higher-octave frequencies that we are designed to embody, we will launch a renaissance of the Creative Force within that is far beyond our current fragmented comprehension. And if you’re wondering, this is an absolute necessity before “face-to-face” meetings will occur with other kinds of higher-vibrational life forms in the multiverse.

Dream Visions

gridlocktrafficnyHumanity is in an angry “freeway” gridlock: In order to relieve the constant feeling of pressure, and a vice-like state of fear, some will choose to hand over more of their Soul and Creator-given power to the charismatic authorities that intervene with a “new deal.” This deal appears to make life better, and promises to protect us from the “bad guys.” These are the so-called leaders that will emerge with a perfect answer to their own well-crafted, unsolvable equation – an equation that over time we have accepted in a cavalier, “such is life” way. Humanity has suffered greatly as it has adapted to an existence of a much smaller way of being than our Original Source-given design. We need only recognize that it was in our buying-into-fear that we have temporarily disowned our inheritance of wholeness.

In the freeway-gridlock analogy, this perfect solution would come in the form of a fast-trak of sorts. One pays dearly for this so-called easy bypass of the deeper spiritual work. Out of fear, we trade our hearts and souls in for a “better, safer world,” with completely unnecessary levels of militant security and protection from the big, bad unknown. Or, we may consciously approach the unknown by self-directing our own healing and unraveling of all the lies of the past – ones we both believed and retold – followed by an expanding conscious evolution into our infinite potentiality.  With a dedicated grounding into the Earth, and a welcoming of further embodiment and anchoring of this Greater Self, we will find our way to resonance with Original Source Love again. This is where all of our superpowers lie. But you must know that for a time we will still be in the world but not of it, and will be witness to the continued changes in our loved ones who willingly give up Soul for a quick heroin hit of the next episode of, “My team is winning.”

PRESENT-ing (accent on first syllable) is the antidote for this uprooted, disoriented state. It’s something many of us are practicing now. In my numerous timeless experiences beyond the world, I was being shown that this present-moment, or Presence, was accessible through an attentiveness to what we are honestly feeling, vs. what we think we are feeling and participating within. Once I experienced this feeling-frequency marker of Love and Grace within my body, I was able to find it again and again through this practice. I would also observe that at times I would still try to run from the present, by grabbing onto the variety of easy and available escapes and distractions. In doing this, I was re-choosing what had always been, and this would be my consent to individual and collective devolution within this already narrow-spectrum reality. I learned that it is up to me to bridge the distance between a false reality and the Truth. It is up to each and every individual to make this inner commitment to closing the gap within.

Vacant bodies give birth to Soul-less humans: We may notice some people in our environment will become more Soul-vacant. They still move about in their daily lives, but when we converse with them, they just seem to have missing gaps in what used to be a familiar vibe and presence. They gravitate toward and choose to spend time with other vacant bodies, regurgitating the narratives they’ve been given. If you have something soulful or thoughtful to share with them, their eyes will display the flicker of the pre-programmed shut-off valve. Anything that “Presents” in the way of Universal feelings of Love, Truth, and Wisdom, is not compatible with their programming. With the further loss of Soul, they can no longer feel the Truth. Instead they are fed the smaller mental truths from their projected-upon authority figure(s) and each other – an echo chamber within the existing containment. If the Soul-vacant bodies copulate and produce offspring, these children are a new breed of human. This highly intelligent offspring will engage with you, but will eventually see you as a meaningless creature in their programmed intent to restructure the system or game. In this soul-less reality, humans will eventually discover that they no longer have “human rights,” as conscious humans are no longer relevant in this newly designed system.

Shortcuts, backroads, and old coping mechanisms are blocked: Very soon, the old ways of coping and navigating that you may have designed to “get by,” remain invisible, or helped you to avoid the obvious insanity in the outer world, are no longer available. For you astrology buffs, this is like a Saturn Return for humanity: Grow up and into your Greater Self. Embody it. Make choices from the higher-octave view. Participate in something other than unconscious deference, identity politics, apathy, or avoidance of any authentic contact. Actually BEcome (come to Being) the change. The new activism is the embodiment and demonstration of wholeness.

Your choice now: Love or fear. If you don’t know the difference, then start praying that you be shown the difference. It might be a series of tough lessons to bring you into this critical understanding, but it’s definitely worth the journey. Love leads to expansion and remembrance of your original design. Know that you are an extraordinarily powerful being. You have everything you need waiting inside to guide you through this, as well as thousands of human anchors who now embody this higher-octave Love. Fear leads to more limitation, and ultimately the loss of your Home and the Original Seed within. Claim your Home now – the Earth, your body, and all of your relations in the natural world. Be the courage to invite the Sleeping Goddess’ rise within you. She arrives through the doorway of the Present to restore balance within the heart of humanity, the heart of the cosmos, and the heart of Earth. You can choose to ignite that dormant seed within, and let this Love radiate through the light of your own heart. Why? Because embodied LOVE = POWER. If this sounds airy-fairy to you, then I simply chuckle and wish you well in your own timing, when you actually feel this mind-shattering power explode within you.

#BreakTheSpell. It’s time to wholly be who you came to be.

Eileen is an author, musical poet, oracle, Kundalini-experiencer. She 0f931-1w0pvopg8gojhk4p_yi6xka
prefers the Mayan word for the experience – *Koyopa. It’s all the same Source – and when the Goddess 
rises within you, you will be changed forevermore. Eileen believes this is the evolutionary step that is occurring for all – ready or not. Through her visions in OBEs, Koyopa, and contact with angelic beings (Source Field), she has been shown that we are evolving, expanding, and reorienting to the Universal context now, and we have the power to choose how this will go. Eileen encourages us to meet this Greater Love within – consciously and benevolently. And they’ve given her a few tips and roadmaps for the journey. Feel free to share this post if it resonates. Thank you. KoyopaRising.com

Excuse Me for Interrupting your Story, but…


I’ve been watching a few YouTube videos from the organization, IANDS, (the Int’l Association of Near-Death Studies). People are sharing their accounts of dying, or leaving the body and having expanded experiences in consciousness, while their own physical body, for whatever reason, has temporarily expired through accident or illness. Interesting how it seems we have to die or be taken far away and outside of our everyday reality – just to remember the truth of who we really are. Why would that be? Because to remember who we actually are would instantly destroy our story in this game or experiment in limited perception. And this act of remembering who we are isn’t written in the outer-world game codes. Rather, through actual experience, we are discovering that the Truth is deeply encoded within our physicality.

This isn’t a new topic of research for me, but I can appreciate that the platforms for the sharing of these NDE accounts have greatly improved. I was drawn to these stories decades ago, mostly because I found that these first-hand accounts usually brought me not only great comfort, but also great relief from the pain and sorrow of being alone with it. Alone with what? The cycles of repeated exposure to the absolute knowing of More, and having to return to the dull, colorless world… again and again. Then there is the attempt to explain it in terms that are certainly far too small to contain it all.

As experiencers, we courageously step out to share our profound journeys, and the associated feelings and understandings we’ve absorbed. But even though we seem to have different kinds of travel stories to tell upon our return, all in all, we can no longer limit ourselves to the existing world and all that is known to build an argument or a case for, “Hey guys, there’s so much more!” Why? Because in the confines of language and concepts in the world, all we can do is point at something, or use metaphors until we are blue in the face, knowing that this must eventually be directly experienced in order to be fully grokked or understood. Ultimately, whether you are a social worker or a quantum physicist, the attention must go within. One way or the other, in form or not, we will meet our Maker. Some of us are finding that we can achieve this while keeping our bodies in tact. We are healing and evolving our bodies while expanding our landscapes in consciousness as well.

I’ve had many years, a lifetime in fact, to ponder and integrate my experiences.  In no way would I say that I am complete, as it is always a dynamic, ongoing process. My life has been one of being repeatedly visited and “taken” to other-dimensional realities with nonhuman guides. I perceived them mostly as tall, angelic light forms, but sometimes they did morph into other forms like beautiful orbs of light, tall grays and mantis-like forms. They were always loving and profoundly wise. While I have no evidence of what my physical body was doing during my out-of-body departures, i.e. breathing or not, I am experiencing expansion, downloads, understandings, reunions, data, and enormous love from the variety of forms I connected with. At a certain point one moves on from the story, plot and character aspect of it – you know, the reaching for the “right” linear words and phrases to explain; and the doubting and apologetic disempowering stance of, “I know it sounds crazy, but…” Rather, we move into the surrender-acceptance and integration phase, and following this is an organic evolutionary phase. This is when Kundalini (Sanskrit term) or Koyopa (Maya term) can occur. This is the body wisdom, the Goddess energy at the base of our spine, responding to our readiness to attune to greater frequency, wholeness, and balance while in form.

Over my lifetime, I experienced a series of deaths of the old and all that we were told about what life is. This was followed by my repeated rebirthings into a growing multidimensionally-aware human, with access to the feeling memory of pure Love, and the maps within that we can consciously utilize to find our way there (or Here) again. Whatever pathway one has traveled – be it NDE or contact with nonhuman intelligence – to find ourselves in the “beyond” – it is deeply understood that these are not separate places. It is not about, “Isn’t it nice that after we die we get to go to these wonderful places.” It is about bridging the distance between these seemingly separate places within our own consciousness.

If there was one important theme or message I could condense from what I was given over time, it would be: Everyone is going to have this opportunity to wake up and become alive again while in form. Everyone will have access to this Love, if they choose. Of course they always have had access, but what I was shown is, now more than ever it is possible to bridge the chasm between here and there with feet on the Earth. And this is what will transform our world from control and limitation, to the embodiment of lucidity and grace. The world will change because we are changing.

Like my own contact episodes, I hear NDE experiencers speak of being informed through the language of instantaneous feeling and knowing, a remembrance of who we actually are. It is a reconnection to our Source/God/Creator (insert your favorite identifier for this pure loving Presence). There are guides, and there are others there, usually on the periphery, but the focus is on taking in what we need to know before returning to the world of pain, suffering, and forgetfulness. Another commonality I see between NDE’ers and contactees, is that we are filled and changed by this limitless love, and we become greatly inspired to let humanity know that we are so much more.

And wow. Not an easy path.

Friends dropped away. Family members keep their distance. We end up with only a handful of, usually open-hearted people, that actually want to engage with us. No matter the changes in our community, we can’t go back, ever, to the way it was. We will continue to share and evolve our connection to our Source with feet on Earth. And we will continue to pass onto you, to the best of our ability, the Truth of who you are too.

Today I continue to connect with these guides and bring through verbal messages about humanity’s evolution.

And because I’m a singer and a writer of song, I share what I discover through the language of music. (Scroll down for close of article.)

As always, thank you for letting me interrupt your story, just as mine was so many times. And thank you for your willingness to absorb more – just as I was invited to do.

Eileen is an author, musical poet, oracle, Kundalini-experiencer. She 0f931-1w0pvopg8gojhk4p_yi6xka
prefers the Mayan word for the experience – *Koyopa. It’s all the same Source – and when the Goddess 
rises within you, you will be changed forevermore. Eileen believes this is the evolutionary step that is occurring for all – ready or not. Through her visions in OBEs, Koyopa, and contact with angelic beings (Source Field), she has been shown that we are evolving, expanding, and reorienting to the Universal context now, and we have the power to choose how this will go. Eileen encourages us to meet this Greater Love within – consciously and benevolently. And they’ve given her a few tips and roadmaps for the journey.  KoyopaRising.com

Crisis: A Breakdown in Reality

waters.risingNote: This message came through eleven years ago – in June of 2007. I pretty much filed it away until now. They always said these messages would make more sense in the “twenty-teens”. ~ Eileen

Words. We are reduced to words in this particular intersection of Presence in your world. This is most challenging to commune in words, for words do reduce a much larger communication. And yet we have a publication here where words are invited from beings such as ourselves to send messages to humans for the purpose of healing and inspiration. We are the beings, the Presence of the Natural World, with primary focus and communication coming from Planet Earth. Yes, there is the Natural World throughout your universal experience as well, but the idea is to be present here in your Earthly experience before you project out into what you perceive as time and space in the blackness and in the stars that you see at night.

Our voice, our presence, our message, is to invite you home on Earth, for this is where your healing lies, and this is where your guidance lies while you are in human form. We perceive humans at this time in their evolution as having and experiencing more of a breakdown in their reality. What you have created here no longer serves you in your overall evolution of life. This is, as you know, an extremely focused reality that you have created and you call this your ‘Earth experience’. The Natural World has the message to offer to you that what you have created here is not, in fact, an earth experience – truly. What you have created is a mental projection and you are calling that ‘Earth’, and you are also calling that ‘life’. It is not Earth, and it is not Life. Understand that we are speaking to the [human] collective. We are well aware of humans, a handful relatively speaking, who have come to conscious realization that they have been participating in a collective projection of consciousness, and who have chosen the path of return – turning to the Source once again. And to return to your Source Frequency requires you to be fully present with what is.

You cannot be present with something that you decide that you should be, or with someplace that you decide that you need to go in order to find that Nirvana, as you say, or that Utopia that you desire. You will never find it in your projected world. You must return Home to what is true about you, what is real about you. You will not find the truth about you and the reality about you in your collectively projected world. Realize that you will not rest in alignment with Source Frequency by following another’s words, by practicing your rituals and methodologies designed by another human being or human beings, for that is not who you are. You must find yourself, and only you can do that.

You have been residing in the known world, and in this case the known to you is all of the body of knowledge that you have collected throughout time and that you have collectively agreed upon is the truth. Notice though, that there seems to be many versions of truth in the projected world. The reason this is so is because very few individuals have actually found themselves. Very few individuals have been willing to stop the madness, the cycling of madness and chaos, misunderstanding, fragmentation. That is what we are referring to as ‘projected world’. That projected world is not founded on anything true, and so where do you find the truth? The truth is not an idea. The truth is not a concept. The truth is in your natural identity and very few of you have been able to achieve this interruption of the movement of all that you know and have been informed of by your ideology, in order to stop and allow something entirely true to inform you.

What does it look like to be informed by Love?  With no thought entering from the past or the projected future? What does life look like – living in the present and extending from the present moment? You do have your glimpses of this and you’ve all collectively decided that you are blessed when you have a glimpse of this natural state, of this balanced state in Love. Your blessing goes far beyond glimpses.

Most of you are accustomed to following. You have been conditioned to follow, so you search and you seek someone or something in the projected realm that will inform you, to assist you in feeling better about your human life, to feel more comfortable within what exists, or what you know. I dare say, that your discomfort will continue to increase if you are trying to maintain comfort in the projected world.

For ultimately you know in the deepest portions of your being that there is a radical transformation of consciousness that is required of you in order to live fully in, and from the foundation of Love, Peace, Joy, Beauty… Life!

So it is through crises that you begin to realize that the old ways of what you have called ‘living’ in your mentally projected version of earth life… well, you realize it does not work. You are unable to continue to simply remodel your current worldview. Gradually, over many moments of crisis, you may come to a place of surrender, a conscious realization that this is not working and you begin to ask sincerely for something greater to inform you, and that something greater is YOU – the truth of YOU – the reality of YOU. This is what is.  And now you are able to release the past and to release all of the knowledge and all of the thoughts that keep you in the past, that keep you small, that keep you in pain and sorrow.

Do you want to live? Truly live? This is what it boils down to, as you say. Now if you choose to truly live, we are back to this question, what does that look like? Where is the role model? Who is going to show us? Who is going to be the authority for truly living? It is YOU. You will demonstrate this when you are ready to live fully, to be informed by Grace. Show the universe, show life, show all of creation. Please do step up and show us what this looks like! If you are unable to find the answers in the projected world that you have created, this means you must go within your own consciousness and meet yourself there without judgement, without ‘shoulds’. Just be. Be willing to feel all of the pain, all of the shame, all of the misunderstandings that occurred when you launched into this projected realm, the realm of images – a ghostly realm. Also be willing to feel the strength and the power, the glory and the grace of what you are naturally connected to. Let this inform you; let this guide you. Let go, heal and live. Demonstrate to yourself what this looks like in your life.

When you are in a place where you are demonstrating present-moment connection with that Grace that feeds you and sustains you, and you are practicing this on a daily basis in all that you do, in all of your contact with others, you will begin to meet others who reside in this natural state as well. The power of one is great and grand; the power of two or more who meet on this foundation of truth, life and love, has the power to transform your entire reality – your earth reality, your experience of being in form on Planet Earth. But you see, it begins with you, individually, making this choice to be informed by Grace – to let go of the cycle of pain and fear and misunderstandings. And even though you do not know what will happen next in your state of Grace, that is the beauty of it. Allow it to move through you, feel that passion of Life and express it in the ways that bring you joy, peace – ways that make you feel alive – truly alive for the first time in your life.

The natural world on your planet and all of the residents of the natural world are quite vibrantly and passionately alive. Some of you are able to see this and experience this directly – those who are living actually. Communing with a natural being, such as a rose bush can bring you to your knees if you allow yourself to actually experience that rose bush, humbled by its beauty and power and vibrancy. And that is who you are as well when you are willing to drink from the cup of fluid and refreshing, vibrant and passionate life force, and to take it in and to allow it to heal you and restore you – restore all of your senses.

So to all of you who are in a time of crisis, understand that it is not the end of your life; it is but the beginning of your life – truly. Many of you in your crisis times will cry out for help. This is when the doorway is opened and that liquid refreshing vibrant life force is given permission to flow into your consciousness. This is a very precious time, a very sacred time, when you are in crisis, for the Universe – Life, Love, Truth, Grace – seems to hold its breath, waiting to see if you will ask, waiting to respond to your invitation, to your request to be filled, to be lifted and to be sustained forevermore by your Source – to have a conscious realization and partnership with the Source of your being.

You do not need to wait for crisis times. You may choose this now, for it is right now, in the present, where this communion takes place, where you meet life actually, versus conceptually. Do not be frightened of the power. Know that this is who you are. This is your identity. You will acclimate to it. You will remember and you will celebrate every day, every moment of your life. And you offer this constant joy and celebration to all those around you – to all of those whom you come in contact with. This is how you change the world. If you are dissatisfied with your life, if you are dissatisfied with the world – this is how you change it. This is how you transform it. We will be bold and say that there is no other way. The way is in meeting yourself and no one can do this for you.

There may be support and encouragement from others who have made the transition to actual life on earth and they are there for inspiration and encouragement, but they cannot do it for you. This is truly what falling in love is – falling into Grace. And it is from this place of union, for you are truly marrying the feminine – the Love that you have denied yourself in the past, and the masculine – the extending of yourself, the manifesting creating self. You are marrying these two now, and from this foundation of wholeness you give birth to a new world – the real world. Welcome to the real world. Welcome to Earth.

Thank you for the opportunity to extend into your projected world, into the realm of words, language, ideas, but know that these words are simply the crumbs that you may come upon. You may be fed by them and you may be curious about where this trail leads. It leads to your Self – where every question is answered and the answer to the question becomes present-moment action in the real world.

We encourage you to tap into, to feel beyond these words, through these words, and allow that feeling to be the marker rather than the words. Good Day.

– Sound of Gold Files: NW061707


Eileen is an author, musical poet, oracle, Kundalini-experiencer. She prefers the Mayan word for the experience – Koyopa. It’s all the same Source – and when the Goddess rises within you, you will be changed forevermore. Eileen believes this is the evolutionary step that is occurring for all – ready or not. Through her visions in OBEs, Koyopa, and contact with angelic beings, she has been shown that we are evolving, expanding, and reorienting to the Universal context now, and we have the power to choose how this will go. Eileen encourages us to meet this Greater Love within – consciously and benevolently. And they’ve given her a few tips and roadmaps for the journey.   KoyopaRising.com