The Divine Feminine: A revolution that begins within

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I have to admit, I’ve been envious sometimes. Lately, as I watch others excitedly talking about ETs and spaceships in the sky, I ask why my lifetime of contact has been very challenging, and far more earth-based. It absolutely forced me to grow. Almost every visit or download has been about remembering and restoring the feminine, or our soul consciousness, so that we may reclaim our original design and meet our cosmic family from this ancient-new ground of wholeness. And not only that, every step of the way I’ve been asked to practice and demonstrate what I am absorbing. And I have. I’m well aware that my spiritual work terrifies people. It doesn’t fit nicely into boxes. It goes against all of our conditioning. It’s definitely not attractive to the ego. And yes, basically this Intelligence wants us to get grounded and wake the fuck up (my translation).

This morning I woke up with a prompt to share more of the transmission from June of 2016. In the past, I’ve had a tendency to hold things back because the Goddess presence doesn’t always fit nicely into the linear data we were entrained to consume. In order to feel-perceive Her, we must be willing to humble ourselves, practice innocence, and become a Sacred Truth-teller. In other words, move the lies out of our body and being to provide the space for her to rise. For years I’ve been shown that humanity has been programmed to reside within a very narrow view or bandwidth, and because we have bought into the story, or denied our whole power, we believe that we are small, insignificant, lost souls who are at the mercy of our religious or political authorities. When She is welcomed back into our awareness, we witness the restoration of our power, sight, and “knowing of the Truth.” Yes, that same Truth that sets us free. Trust me, the revolution begins within.

Sections were previously shared on this post in Aug 2019, Restoration of the Feminine. Here is more…

“There are some individuals whose daily lives are filled with brainstorming and developing ways to suppress the feminine as they know that once the remembrance of this liquid light, this liquid love, fills the bodies of human beings, they know that they will be completely unable to control [humanity]. So you see it isn’t simply a matter of waiting for humanity to awaken so that you can create, co-create, or manifest a world or an environment that is more representative of your heart. Understand that it will not occur in this way for you are expecting transformation to occur in a very small way. You must be whole. You must experience the remembrance of this Love. You must feel it to embody it, and to be it. You cannot ‘think’ it.

…As interesting and fascinating as it is to have lengthy discussions around the feminine, it is not enough. The goddess, the feminine is returning and is available for those who choose to welcome the transformation. There are those who are in very public positions who are speaking of the Divine Feminine and owning that topic, who are equally as afraid when it gets down to it… equally as afraid to allow that force to return. For what it does is it shatters identities. It shatters masks. And it returns you to your state of wholeness. 

…What is the fear [of transformation]? It is mostly around sustenance. How will you eat? How will you feed your children? How will you make this seemingly extreme leap from where you are to a functioning planet that is in balance and harmony and resonance with not only the earth but the solar system, the galaxy, and beyond… into areas that you are not able at this time to translate, for it does not fit into the bandwidth of your current understanding? It is not language-based. It is feeling-based. And this is why the feminine is so important for awakening. It is the missing piece. It is the missing grail as you have referred to it. It is Love. You have adapted to a one-sided life and existence. It is not your fault, as we have stated previously, it is simply where creation is at this time. One could spend a great deal of time and study to bring these ideas out in an intellectual way, but this also takes a great deal of energy. And energy at this timing, we are encouraging, should be utilized for going within and rediscovering what you are connected to, rather than spinning your wheels, so to speak, trying to solve problems in simply one room within a large mansion.

There is so much more available to you, but until you realize that you have been circling one room, one area, one small piece of reality and consciousness; until you experience in actuality that there is More, it will not arrive and be demonstrated in your outer world. It will not arrive until you show up and demonstrate it within yourself. We understand that this sounds nebulous, distant, strange. Of course it does. For it is feminine wisdom and you have been purposely cut off from this presence. We are very careful when we begin to frame this energy and attempt to translate it into words, for the mind is so conditioned and programmed that it rejects. There is so much fear around meeting this energy. There is so much misunderstanding. Look at your world. You will see this misunderstanding of the feminine acted out in so many ways, and it is unhealthy. Of course it is unhealthy, for you yourself live in an unhealthy state simply because you don’t remember… you don’t know this frequency for the most part. Understand we are aware of your glimpses of this… of course there are glimpses. But instead of becoming conscious of it and welcoming it and dialoging with this Love, there is a tendency to make it a mystery, to call it an angel… “God works in mysterious ways.” It is only mysterious because you are not going direct to this Source.

This is big, as you say. It is so big that the mind cannot wrap itself around it. This is a wonderful saying! The mind will never wrap itself around and contain the feminine. The feminine is larger than that. It is far more powerful than that. So it does require a surrender of sorts, to trust that when you welcome this presence into your life, into your body, into your being, that you will find balance.

You are dependent upon your structures, on your world views to keep your sanity, as you say. Staying in this limited place at this timing creates quite the opposite. You are moving more into insanity for these feminine waters of life are flowing in. Whether you personally are prepared for it or not, it is the timing. This is the intersection where all will come back to balance and new creations will be born – from the foundation of full integration. It is a whole new experience for you.”

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EM58headshotEileen is an author, mystic, songstress, and a work-in-progress. After many numinous experiences, she receives guiding messages for our evolution in consciousness and is here to help others remember this inner cosmic doorway too. She has been an invited speaker and facilitator on the topics of evolving consciousness and the deeper meaning of extraterrestrial, or interdimensional contact.

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All Eyes on Deck


Below is a quote from my book, “Koyopa Contact Within.” Through contact with nonhuman intelligence and Kundalini-Koyopa, I was guided to an inner pathway to open and welcome Original Source Light into my being. I was given maps to help others navigate to this long-forgotten home frequency of Divine Father-Mother Love. It ignites within – physically, emotionally, and spiritually and opens our INNER-sight. Everything that came in the downloads was about each of us taking responsibility for our own full awakening. At this timing, there is a chapter closing in humanity’s awakening story. We stand at the crossroads now. Soon we will know which path we took as we turn the page and the next chapter begins.

“These visions, visits, and lucid dreams had never made linear sense to me when they occurred, and I recorded them in my journals in a raw and unattached way. After that, I simply trusted. I had always been guided to push past the need for comparisons and immediate definition in terms of the existing models and frames of the world. The Loving Intelligence was very strongly consistent about this: hold it all very lightly, and trust that it will be understood in the end. At the same time, I frequently asked myself, ‘Could I be nuts?’ I mean, I’m well aware that a lot of this sounds like what you might hear walking down the halls of a mental institution or more often today from the disenfranchised and homeless on the streets in Anytown, U.S.A. I always came back to the fact that during high Visitor-activity times, I’ve held some highly technical jobs in the areas of extreme-multitasking, project management, executive assistance to CEOs, accounting, video and audio editing, and copywriting – and with Eduardo, running a digital media production business for years. I wore every hat. Can crazy people do that?

These represent long stretches of consciously dismissing my heart consciousness, and the rest of my brain, so that I too could focus on what we’re all taught to focus on here. I can do it – and quite well – but I can’t ignore the fact that under these circumstances, my soul gradually withers. In our culture, it’s important to keep these things compartmentalized; however, it’s never worked for me.

It’s like having your left eye patched when you’re born, and everyone in your community wears the patch too. Don’t question it. If it causes discomfort – physically, mentally, or emotionally – we have medicine to help you forget that something is off-balance or missing. And life goes on, right? Suck it up.

Let’s say someone’s left-eye patch just falls off one day, and after a time of adjustment, this person can suddenly see – way better. It’s too amazing not to tell people about it! Everyone in the community calls her crazy and refuses to acknowledge the fact that she’s experiencing joy and wonder with her new, illuminating discoveries – not only about herself, but also about the human race. Could it be that our Creator provided us with another eye? Why were we never told about this? Why do people shut down or avoid her when she speaks of it? She learns to put the patch back on when at school or work; otherwise, she won’t be able to survive in the world. Still, she loves spending time alone, practicing using both eyes – seeing the many more dimensions of life.

Not only was I strengthening my ability to de-code the Visitor’s frequency-language, but I also grew in my ability to discern the dissonant tones of the egoic, or programmed, mind as well. It had a sort of middle-management demand for immediate meaning. The linear mind continued to insist that the anomalies be sorted, addressed with existing knowledge, and quickly filed away in the safety of an old, familiar file folder. I simply acknowledged this pressing, mental need before the anxiety had its way by calmly explaining to the panicky middle manager, “Relax. Something’s in the air. It could be that we’re reorganizing and redefining our roles here… maybe the entire organization.'”

IMG_4983Eileen is an author, mystic, songstress, and a work-in-progress. After many numinous experiences, she receives guiding messages for our evolution in consciousness and is here to help others remember this inner cosmic doorway too. She has been an invited speaker and facilitator on the topics of evolving consciousness and the deeper meaning of extraterrestrial, or interdimensional contact.

You can support Eileen’s work by sharing this with others, or if you feel moved to help her with this project of spiritually-empowering digital content and events, you may consider making a donation via Paypal. Gratitude, and blessings to you on your own journey Home.

Why do People Experience Contact with ET / Nonhuman Intelligence? You Might be Surprised

It depends on who you ask, but in my humble opinion it might be best to ask someone who has actually experienced it. And if you’re asking me, as a result of my numerous encounters with nonhuman intelligence that began at an early age – I now understand it to be a gift. Whether we claim it or not, is up to us.

FREE.Book.CoverI’ve been known to say that science moves far too slow for the cosmos, however I must report that there is new movement! Kudos to FREE: The Dr. Edgar Mitchell Foundation for Research into Extraterrestrial and Extraordinary Encounters. They recently published their first book (available on Amazon). I have not read it yet, but I plan to. After all, I am happy to be one of the 4000+ experiencers that completed the surveys and became a research statistic for these important studies.

I don’t recall any deeper inquiry from the FREE survey, on how I might have been changed by this contact, or how it’s prepared me (or others) for this obvious crossroads for humanity, but this is why experiencers write books, blogs, and speak in public. Some of us have felt compelled to speak our truth, in-between long periods of isolation of course, whereby we do our best to integrate each new cosmic experience. At times, it was necessary to completely remove myself from the “normal” world in order to maintain my sanity. Ironic, isn’t it? Once upon a time we were the categorically crazy ones who were scoffed at in response to our reports of being taken beyond the narrow consensus reality. We were invited into the larger view of who we are and the planet upon which we reside – a breathtaking gift that we were then forced to be alone with. Still, we simply grew through the judgment and laughter that occurred in our most vulnerable states. Today we are stronger. And with just a quick glance at our post-normal world, I’m not so sure experiencers rate in the Top 10 of the crazy train anymore. With the ongoing collapse of all that is mainstream-matrix, it seems that some of us are seizing the moment to emerge. Years ago, many of us were shown in “pictures” and feelings – what was coming. And indeed, it was accurate, and it is here.

The integration and shift in consciousness doesn’t happen overnight. It’s taken me many decades to fully welcome this gift.

The greatest discovery throughout my lifetime of contact, as well as the Kundalini (Koyopa*) bioenergetic events, is the hidden treasure that lies within us all – the codes for our own evolution – sealed within our physical body, and waiting for our present-moment direction to proceed. We are currently embedded in a cosmic womb, and our own lucid participation is all that is needed to initiate our birth into wholeness. This was very clearly shown to me – our pathway to healing, restoration of our natural state, and further evolution.

Conversely, one can reduce the contact experience to fit within perpetrator-victim stories that revolve around the polarized view of “us and them” – the same approach we’ve utilized with our outer-world political dramas of late. This nonhuman intelligence has suggested that instead of continuing to seek truth and direction from competing polarized narratives, we may choose to redirect this attention to our own inner revolution of consciousness. This is where we ultimately discover who we really are, and ALL that we are connected to. And trust me, context is everything. How shall we fix the crazy out there before we have fully tended to the restoration of our own natural state?

Here’s another valuable insight as a result of seeing beyond our limited state: we have huge gaps in our perceptual abilities based on a cultural conditioning to eliminate our God-given feminine, feeling-nature. Indeed, we have been emotionally dumbed down. It makes sense to me now, that if there is to be control, simply suppress this unique superpower of humanity – the Soul – the Heart of ourSelves which restores our ability to wholly see and hear. And there’s so much more about this… but that’s another whole article, book, or talk.

Whether it’s initially experienced as terrifying or beautiful, contact is about humanity awakening from a very unpleasant dream, and evolving into the integration and embodiment of Soul. We are not alone in the universe; it only seems so because we’re utilizing very little of our available bandwidth of consciousness. Ultimately, I have come to see that the greatly overlooked purpose of contact is to assist in the evolution of human consciousness. And the most important message is: don’t look to the skies for your evolution. Look within.

16 But blessed are your eyes, for they see: and your ears, for they hear. 1For verily I say unto you, That many prophets and righteous men have desired to see those things which ye see, and have not seen them; and to hear those things which ye hear, and have not heard them. ~ Matthew 13: 16, 17

The mystical or numinous experience opens new doorways of perception. For instance, this inner cosmic intelligence doesn’t use word languages. It speaks in a vibrational language of light and sound. These messages arrive in pictures (in the 3rd eye) and if we’ve done our emotional purification / soul work, we’ll be able to feel the communication through resonance. It manifests as an internal multidimensional knowing. The real challenge is translation. The act of externalizing the data that arrives within individual consciousness takes time and dedicated attention to develop, and the deeper meaning is greatly reduced when forced into the linear structure of language. I’m into my 14th year of practicing this way of translation. And just so you know, this Field of Intelligence has a lot to say. But sometimes the data I share is lost on those who demand that the messages fit into existing words and concepts. If one cannot feel, and has not yet opened to the gift of their own lucid heart as a resonant receiver, the messages are easily dismissed by the dominant thinking mind.

I speak with authority on the topic because I can, and I am. I’ve earned this one. I’ve had a lifetime of Close Encounters of the 4th, 5th, and even 7th kind (see Hyek’s Scale). And they have been teaching me the language of the cosmos — not from some distant, lofty voice in the clouds, but through activating the gift that lies deeply within us so that we may awaken with the eyes to see and the ears to hear. One consistent vision/message theme that I have translated over the years was this:

While the cosmos is conspiring to awaken us into our infinite essence, there are those who have a very real agenda to keep us looping in the belief that we are small. If we are unaware of our own value, a lesser or different kind of valuation is placed upon us. If we continue to agree with this, our lives will become increasingly more contracted and uncomfortable. Very simply put, we were not designed to be this small, so “new designs” or solutions will be offered to make brain and body enhancements by artificial means attractive. While there are future benevolent applications for these technologies, we do not need anything artificial to become whole. With courage and attention in the present-moment doorway, we can easily choose the natural state of freedom and expansion in this crossroads now. And as was emphasized to me many times over, humanity is wired to evolve.

Through the visions and visitations, I was informed that this natural network of both terrestrial and extraterrestrial intelligence is grounded in what is real — Love and Oneness with All. And to be clear, I don’t just accept this because they say so. I feel these vibrational tones in my very core. At first they are scary, but once we adapt to these new vibrational landscapes, it moves us into the ecstatic-knowing range of the spectrum. It helps us to directly feel and know our infinite value, and activate our true identity and gifts. It is here, in the present, that we access what we need to know, when we need to know it. And it is here that we can easily envision a reality based on the whole view – no fragmented belief systems and “leaders” that we must buy into in order to feel safe or even survive. Rather, we experience an understanding and activation of the multidimensional, Infinite Source that we are naturally connected to.

There is also a virtual reality or construct that we were conditioned to believe is real. Many of us have called this “life” for many years. Actually, everything in the virtual or false reality is designed to keep our attention looping within a smaller spectrum of consciousness, where we have lost touch with what is real — our truth, our power, our Infinite Source Intelligence. In an unbalanced state of fragmentation, we feel a need to be managed (or controlled) by those we “select” to lead us through this strange maze of smallness.

We have given our authorities this power, because we cannot feel ours.

Once we are expanded beyond this reality, we are able to “see” the kind of existence we once agreed to. While many of us have been blessed with glimpses of Grace, life has primarily been an adaptation to a disconnected, anxiety-ridden life of   fear. We used to call that “normal,” and there were always plenty of coping mechanisms or distractions to relieve the pain and suffering of this unnatural existence. Initially, the distance between this lesser vibration and that of higher-dimensional intelligence can be extreme. As a result, experiencers may get frightened or confused about what kind of contact event they are experiencing. This is mainly because we tend to react with extreme states of panic when introduced to very high frequency energy. The fear we carry within our emotional bodies rises to the surface, and since we have been taught to disown and suppress our unhealed fears and traumas, we easily project it out onto “other” – in this case, feeling victimized by the scary aliens. With the higher-consciousness contact that occurs beyond the construct, you are always empowered to shift your view to one of Love. They demonstrated this important revision in perception to me as well, and it’s a good one to employ if you find yourself in any confusing or seemingly disempowering experience.

Real contact, beyond the construct, is evolutionary in nature. They are aspects of us. And they long to remind us of who we really are, what is truly alive at our core, and what is waiting to be reborn into the real world. But first we need to die. They/we have a way of taking us into a death and rebirth cycle without losing our physical bodies. It is a shamanic dying to all that we thought we knew, while giving birth to the Whole Self that knows and lives the Truth – the Truth that sets us free. I was given tools that I practice now, in every day and every moment that I am able to presently feel. It is one way, certainly not the only way, that we may become engaged with our Original Source Creator directly. It’s so simple that many might overlook the power of it. It is a practice that bypasses the programmed intellectual mind/belief systems, and goes straight to the heart of the matter – literally.

I am informed that every single human on Earth was born with this evolutionary gift. So I will ask you what was asked of me: in these extraordinary times, will you be one who claims it? It’s worth considering. Because if you have the courage to be who you truly are, you will naturally invite the embodiment of the Spiritual Force that is you, and that Force is here to actually live, and actually change the world.


Eileen is an author, musical poet, oracle, Kundalini-experiencer. She KCW.front.coverprefers the Mayan word for the experience – *Koyopa. It’s all the same Source – and when the Goddess rises within you, you will be changed forevermore. Eileen believes this is the evolutionary step that is occurring for all – ready or not. Through her visions in OBEs, Koyopa, and contact with angelic beings (Source Field), she has been shown that we are evolving, expanding, and reorienting to the Universal context now, and we have the power to choose how this will go. Eileen encourages us to meet this Greater Love within – consciously and benevolently. And they’ve given her a few tips and roadmaps for the journey.  Subscribe here or visit Website: