Still Waking Up Here

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I’ve been feeling a lot of compassion for myself lately, as I reflect back on this life. From the mountaintop of my fifth decade of existence, I’m well past the fantasies of, “What if my spiritual gifts had actually been seen and encouraged as a child? What might’ve been?” I get it. I frightened people. And if they weren’t frightened, it was probably because they had a comfortable category for me, “She’s such an odd little one, isn’t she?”

I did my best. And even though there appeared to be no mold for me slip into, I’m still waking up here.

This brings me to a similar place of compassion and understanding for others who are different. Seems for one reason or another we didn’t make the cut – Team (conditioned) Human wasn’t for us. So we carved out a life for ourselves… oh hell, who am I kidding? I didn’t carve out anything here. I’ve survived all these years (barely) by the Grace of my Creator and the whole host of angels who’ve guided me. All I can say is, my spirit helpers must be receiving many honorable medals and awards for their dedicated service. It just couldn’t have been easy for them.

Throughout my life, every single time I started to feel the pull of the quick-sand conditioning, and begin to strategically outline a plan to fit in here, they would come and “shake” me awake again.

It worked. I still don’t fit. But thanks to them, my courage to be me has increased tenfold. It seems the world may be in need of our gifts now.

Rise up, odd little ones. Our gift is to break the mold… simply by being who we are.

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One of the many songs for the collective that came from this Divinely Feminine Presence. She is determined to break through. And She is.

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What’ll You Do   

What have I become to you?
Just a passing thought to nowhere
Yet we both keep waking up
Waking up here
You seem to know right where you’re going
As long as I stay in your dreams
But things have changed, I’m on the scene
What’ll you do with me?

My presence disturbs
As well as procures
A different kind of love you see
You gotta decide
Do I help or hinder your life?

What’ll you do (the heart)
What’ll you do (the heart)
What’ll you do (the heart speaks)
What’ll you do with me?

A stranger arrives at your door
She says it’s ‘new and improved’
But it’s not for sale
And not for your convenient use
She says I’m here to tell the truth
I’m here to fell your plastic tree of life
Just let me water your roots, dead or alive
Makes no difference to me
Try on these new eyes for size
How ’bout a pair of ears to hear
Remember love?
Remember harmony? (echo)
Remember the heart… speaks

by Eileen Meyer


IMG_4983Eileen is a lifetime experiencer, mystic, and songstress. After many Oneness experiences, she receives guiding messages for our evolution in consciousness, and is here to help others remember this inner cosmic doorway too.

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Years ago this nonhuman intelligence would wake me up in the night with visions, or I’d translate these frequencies through writing (early translations), and then through my voice. Sometimes it would reach to me in my dream states with a certain neutral, yet pressing message, that there is so much going on behind the scenes in our governmental/ corporate institutions that most are unaware of. I am shown a “controlling” energy that has been working ever so slowly to keep human consciousness contained, not only in our current contracted state, but is also attempting to contract our consciousness and perceived freedoms even further. I did not pay much heed to this, because at the time, I had very little outer-world validation for the downloads. There were only a few people whom I’d shared these things with, and they would either laugh it off, or would become frozen in fear and say it was “too depressing” to even think about. Understandable. I never felt it as depressing though, as I was always being shown the way through – the loving-feeling-Divine Mother pathway to expansion for human consciousness.

I feel there is enough evidence in our outer world that there may be a certain kind of insidious global coup occurring. It is not new. It’s just that it’s picking up speed and becoming more visible now to those who are paying attention. I feel it may be deceptively “marketed” in the future as a rather grand or pretty package of ETs or angels coming to save us, and that we have to surrender our current “corrupt” governments in order to be “welcomed” into the great Galactic Hoo-Haw of saviors… or some other opposite form of deception that is carefully narrated and controlled by outer-world authority. This is why it’s critical to have our expanded eyes-that-see and ears-that-hear in these times. Otherwise, we are easily manipulated through our blinded states of fear that keep the egoic mind glued to the outer-world drama and story, instead of actually connecting with our Source Creator within.

Last night, I awoke to the Presence that arrived to remind me of this once again. This morning I did a search through the messages that I’ve had time to transcribe over the years. This one came up. This video has been up on my new YouTube Channel and on my Patreon site since October, and was shared with the Pueblo CO Communi-T Group months ago. However, it doesn’t appear that I’ve shared it here on the blog before.

I’ve pasted text excerpts from it below, of something that is quite repetitive throughout all of the messages: We have a greater, larger-cycle opening occurring now, which I address in my talks using the Mayan, Vedic, Astronomical (and more) calendrical indicators for this timing. I have been consistently pointed to humanity’s inner potential to fully awaken, or transcend this consensus-reality wheel. And it points to the biggest stumbling block we seem to have, thinking only (left-brain, linear, patriarchal) within a smaller spectrum of consciousness, instead of expanding into our whole brain, heart (inclusive of feminine-feeling) capacities.

At approximately 21:30: “[Divine Feminine Grace] …And there is definitely an adjustment in your bodies to this grand frequency of Love. You have been contracted for so long. You have been living and adapting to extreme limitation. This no longer needs to be so, as we have stated years and years ago in this way, that you are choosing now between continuing to contract… for that is what you will have to do. You will continue to contract if your orientation, if your compass is aligned with what you have been indoctrinated within. The other choice is for expansion, for full remembrance.

“…You may choose to continue to try and figure things out, but understand that you will be contracting further if you continue to only serve this aspect of your consciousness that keeps you connected to this reality. And this reality is currently being funneled into something much more limiting. And you do not have to go there. You may choose to remember who you are, by being willing to be innocent and honest about what you’re feeling right now. For this is the doorway… THIS is the doorway to your whole consciousness.”

If you are interested, here is the full audio-video of this transmission. Thanks for your willingness to feel, heal, and embody the Truth that sets us free.

 


IMG_4983.jpgEileen’s website
Eileen’s email
Soul Weaving Sessions and Support for Experiencers
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Eileen Meyer Music on iTunes:
or Music on CDBaby
Eileen’s book on Amazon – Koyopa Contact Within: The Plumed Serpent Rises 
Koyopa: (n) lightning [Momos]; inner soul (receives supernatural messages)
from the Language of Mayan K’iche’
New Translating Infinity YouTube Channel. Please subscribe!

You can support Eileen’s work by sharing this with others, or if you feel moved to help her with this project of spiritually-empowering digital content and events, you can become a member at: Patreon.com/eileenmeyer.  Or you may consider making a donation via Paypal. Gratitude, and blessings to you on your own journey home.

Rise of the Sun – a Poem

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With every rise of the sun
I find myself unsure
Of why my eyes even open
To endure
The smaller stories
In this longer-running show
Where all the bad actors
Carry their trophies home

Good morning to my ceiling
The walls
The window that looks out to a tangled mess
I’ve come to accept that it’s meant
To block my view to the
Greater waves in the west

But it doesn’t

If I soften my focus
It’s here that oceans appear
And authentic voices wake
Where justice rings out
In a lost yet familiar grace
Wrapped in a frequency
She delivers me
To a holy flood I can’t explain
Except to say
That Divine Law
Will reign

In the outer-world script
I’m aware my lines are gibberish

So I am cast
As the crazy one that makes no sense
A target for the pain that remains
Hell-bent
On damning the rising seas
While fear takes hold
And binds them to the enemy

Still I breathe

With every rise of the sun
My eyes still open
And even though
I share your stage
I know full well
That I am not the play
I am the waters in-between
Every predetermined scene
I am the words that disturb
The comforts of your sleep

Consider listening

I don’t know how
But I know
The greater show
And the birth of a greater role
Lies waiting in our wings

Dedicated to all the powerful goddesses on Earth. Thank you for being here now.

© 2019 Eileen Meyer


IMG_4983.jpgEileen’s website
Soul Weaving Sessions and Support for Experiencers
Facebook
Eileen Meyer Music on iTunes:
or Music on CDBaby
Eileen’s book on Amazon – Koyopa Contact Within: The Plumed Serpent Rises
Koyopa: (n) lightning [Momos]; inner soul (receives supernatural messages)
from the Language of Mayan K’iche’
New Translating Infinity YouTube Channel

You can support Eileen’s work by sharing this with others, or if you feel moved to help her with this project of spiritually-empowering digital content and events, you can become a member at: Patreon.com/eileenmeyer.  Or you may consider making a donation via Paypal. Gratitude, and blessings to you on your own journey home.