Hearts Up: A Dream Vision… Breaking the Spell

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I have dreams and visions from time to time. I share them for those who can see and hear these sort of things. I tend to sketch these out into different types of travelogs and maps – the ever-changing landscapes of consciousness that I am navigating in my own life. They come in the form of audio recordings, journals, newsletters, and blogs. For those who don’t know me, I am a lifetime contactee, as well as a Kundalini (Koyopa) experiencer. Turns out they are not separate things. As a result of these transformational events, the spell was broken. My natural self and gifts are more present to assist others in awakening from the false reality, and rooting back into Home with the Earth.

My newsletter is delayed, and I haven’t blogged in quite some time. It’s because I’m busy being more in-person and in-public with my being. And while I’m okay with moving in this direction, the combo of embodying more AND staying just visible enough within consensus reality, is a challenging dance. It’s an adjustment for me. I’ve been accustomed to hiding out.

What follows is from a dream I awakened with yesterday morning. You may view it as a back-of-a-napkin movie idea in the genre of science fiction, or you may see it as a wake up call for a potential future. Whether you view it through the lens of fiction or nonfiction, humanity is at a very important crossroads in consciousness.

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One trajectory is to restore our original natural design, embody the higher frequencies of Universal Love, and live in harmony with the Earth and all beings. The other trajectory is to give our power away to those who are manipulating/hijacking the mind by first squeezing us, then offering a better, freer, easier world. They (not anyone you would know) do not have your best interest at heart. This would be impossible anyway, as they have no resonance with heart, but they do have substantial influence on those who are easily manipulated through their own egoic attachments to power and identity.

This window of opportunity to snap out of this habitual, unconscious deference to outer-world authority is closing. YOU have the power and (author-it)y to step up and coauthor this transformation and healing with the Earth now. How do I know this? Because I, and many others like me, were awakened in a variety of life or death ways. For many years now, we’ve been integrating and embodying more of our Selves, practicing lucidity, and well… putting our full faith and trust in the Love we experienced and felt when we were taken beyond this containment reality. Many of us have been quietly preparing and strengthening for this timing. Although we saw that there would be huge changes with the Earth and humanity’s ability to maintain life as they had known it, we also saw that a fully-actualized life is possible now. From what I see and feel, if we are willing to “meet the rest of ourSelves” in the higher-octave frequencies that we are designed to embody, we will launch a renaissance of the Creative Force within that is far beyond our current fragmented comprehension. And if you’re wondering, this is an absolute necessity before “face-to-face” meetings will occur with other kinds of higher-vibrational life forms in the multiverse.

Dream Visions

gridlocktrafficnyHumanity is in an angry “freeway” gridlock: In order to relieve the constant feeling of pressure, and a vice-like state of fear, some will choose to hand over more of their Soul and Creator-given power to the charismatic authorities that intervene with a “new deal.” This deal appears to make life better, and promises to protect us from the “bad guys.” These are the so-called leaders that will emerge with a perfect answer to their own well-crafted, unsolvable equation – an equation that over time we have accepted in a cavalier, “such is life” way. Humanity has suffered greatly as it has adapted to an existence of a much smaller way of being than our Original Source-given design. We need only recognize that it was in our buying-into-fear that we have temporarily disowned our inheritance of wholeness.

In the freeway-gridlock analogy, this perfect solution would come in the form of a fast-trak of sorts. One pays dearly for this so-called easy bypass of the deeper spiritual work. Out of fear, we trade our hearts and souls in for a “better, safer world,” with completely unnecessary levels of militant security and protection from the big, bad unknown. Or, we may consciously approach the unknown by self-directing our own healing and unraveling of all the lies of the past – ones we both believed and retold – followed by an expanding conscious evolution into our infinite potentiality.  With a dedicated grounding into the Earth, and a welcoming of further embodiment and anchoring of this Greater Self, we will find our way to resonance with Original Source Love again. This is where all of our superpowers lie. But you must know that for a time we will still be in the world but not of it, and will be witness to the continued changes in our loved ones who willingly give up Soul for a quick heroin hit of the next episode of, “My team is winning.”

PRESENT-ing (accent on first syllable) is the antidote for this uprooted, disoriented state. It’s something many of us are practicing now. In my numerous timeless experiences beyond the world, I was being shown that this present-moment, or Presence, was accessible through an attentiveness to what we are honestly feeling, vs. what we think we are feeling and participating within. Once I experienced this feeling-frequency marker of Love and Grace within my body, I was able to find it again and again through this practice. I would also observe that at times I would still try to run from the present, by grabbing onto the variety of easy and available escapes and distractions. In doing this, I was re-choosing what had always been, and this would be my consent to individual and collective devolution within this already narrow-spectrum reality. I learned that it is up to me to bridge the distance between a false reality and the Truth. It is up to each and every individual to make this inner commitment to closing the gap within.

Vacant bodies give birth to Soul-less humans: We may notice some people in our environment will become more Soul-vacant. They still move about in their daily lives, but when we converse with them, they just seem to have missing gaps in what used to be a familiar vibe and presence. They gravitate toward and choose to spend time with other vacant bodies, regurgitating the narratives they’ve been given. If you have something soulful or thoughtful to share with them, their eyes will display the flicker of the pre-programmed shut-off valve. Anything that “Presents” in the way of Universal feelings of Love, Truth, and Wisdom, is not compatible with their programming. With the further loss of Soul, they can no longer feel the Truth. Instead they are fed the smaller mental truths from their projected-upon authority figure(s) and each other – an echo chamber within the existing containment. If the Soul-vacant bodies copulate and produce offspring, these children are a new breed of human. This highly intelligent offspring will engage with you, but will eventually see you as a meaningless creature in their programmed intent to restructure the system or game. In this soul-less reality, humans will eventually discover that they no longer have “human rights,” as conscious humans are no longer relevant in this newly designed system.

Shortcuts, backroads, and old coping mechanisms are blocked: Very soon, the old ways of coping and navigating that you may have designed to “get by,” remain invisible, or helped you to avoid the obvious insanity in the outer world, are no longer available. For you astrology buffs, this is like a Saturn Return for humanity: Grow up and into your Greater Self. Embody it. Make choices from the higher-octave view. Participate in something other than unconscious deference, identity politics, apathy, or avoidance of any authentic contact. Actually BEcome (come to Being) the change. The new activism is the embodiment and demonstration of wholeness.

Your choice now: Love or fear. If you don’t know the difference, then start praying that you be shown the difference. It might be a series of tough lessons to bring you into this critical understanding, but it’s definitely worth the journey. Love leads to expansion and remembrance of your original design. Know that you are an extraordinarily powerful being. You have everything you need waiting inside to guide you through this, as well as thousands of human anchors who now embody this higher-octave Love. Fear leads to more limitation, and ultimately the loss of your Home and the Original Seed within. Claim your Home now – the Earth, your body, and all of your relations in the natural world. Be the courage to invite the Sleeping Goddess’ rise within you. She arrives through the doorway of the Present to restore balance within the heart of humanity, the heart of the cosmos, and the heart of Earth. You can choose to ignite that dormant seed within, and let this Love radiate through the light of your own heart. Why? Because embodied LOVE = POWER. If this sounds airy-fairy to you, then I simply chuckle and wish you well in your own timing, when you actually feel this mind-shattering power explode within you.

#BreakTheSpell. It’s time to wholly be who you came to be.


Eileen is an author, musical poet, oracle, Kundalini-experiencer. She 0f931-1w0pvopg8gojhk4p_yi6xka
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prefers the Mayan word for the experience – *Koyopa. It’s all the same Source – and when the Goddess 
rises within you, you will be changed forevermore. Eileen believes this is the evolutionary step that is occurring for all – ready or not. Through her visions in OBEs, Koyopa, and contact with angelic beings (Source Field), she has been shown that we are evolving, expanding, and reorienting to the Universal context now, and we have the power to choose how this will go. Eileen encourages us to meet this Greater Love within – consciously and benevolently. And they’ve given her a few tips and roadmaps for the journey. Feel free to share this post if it resonates. Thank you. KoyopaRising.com

Excuse Me for Interrupting your Story, but…

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I’ve been watching a few YouTube videos from the organization, IANDS, (the Int’l Association of Near-Death Studies). People are sharing their accounts of dying, or leaving the body and having expanded experiences in consciousness, while their own physical body, for whatever reason, has temporarily expired through accident or illness. Interesting how it seems we have to die or be taken far away and outside of our everyday reality – just to remember the truth of who we really are. Why would that be? Because to remember who we actually are would instantly destroy our story in this game or experiment in limited perception. And this act of remembering who we are isn’t written in the outer-world game codes. Rather, through actual experience, we are discovering that the Truth is deeply encoded within our physicality.

This isn’t a new topic of research for me, but I can appreciate that the platforms for the sharing of these NDE accounts have greatly improved. I was drawn to these stories decades ago, mostly because I found that these first-hand accounts usually brought me not only great comfort, but also great relief from the pain and sorrow of being alone with it. Alone with what? The cycles of repeated exposure to the absolute knowing of More, and having to return to the dull, colorless world… again and again. Then there is the attempt to explain it in terms that are certainly far too small to contain it all.

As experiencers, we courageously step out to share our profound journeys, and the associated feelings and understandings we’ve absorbed. But even though we seem to have different kinds of travel stories to tell upon our return, all in all, we can no longer limit ourselves to the existing world and all that is known to build an argument or a case for, “Hey guys, there’s so much more!” Why? Because in the confines of language and concepts in the world, all we can do is point at something, or use metaphors until we are blue in the face, knowing that this must eventually be directly experienced in order to be fully grokked or understood. Ultimately, whether you are a social worker or a quantum physicist, the attention must go within. One way or the other, in form or not, we will meet our Maker. Some of us are finding that we can achieve this while keeping our bodies in tact. We are healing and evolving our bodies while expanding our landscapes in consciousness as well.

I’ve had many years, a lifetime in fact, to ponder and integrate my experiences.  In no way would I say that I am complete, as it is always a dynamic, ongoing process. My life has been one of being repeatedly visited and “taken” to other-dimensional realities with nonhuman guides. I perceived them mostly as tall, angelic light forms, but sometimes they did morph into other forms like beautiful orbs of light, tall grays and mantis-like forms. They were always loving and profoundly wise. While I have no evidence of what my physical body was doing during my out-of-body departures, i.e. breathing or not, I am experiencing expansion, downloads, understandings, reunions, data, and enormous love from the variety of forms I connected with. At a certain point one moves on from the story, plot and character aspect of it – you know, the reaching for the “right” linear words and phrases to explain; and the doubting and apologetic disempowering stance of, “I know it sounds crazy, but…” Rather, we move into the surrender-acceptance and integration phase, and following this is an organic evolutionary phase. This is when Kundalini (Sanskrit term) or Koyopa (Maya term) can occur. This is the body wisdom, the Goddess energy at the base of our spine, responding to our readiness to attune to greater frequency, wholeness, and balance while in form.

Over my lifetime, I experienced a series of deaths of the old and all that we were told about what life is. This was followed by my repeated rebirthings into a growing multidimensionally-aware human, with access to the feeling memory of pure Love, and the maps within that we can consciously utilize to find our way there (or Here) again. Whatever pathway one has traveled – be it NDE or contact with nonhuman intelligence – to find ourselves in the “beyond” – it is deeply understood that these are not separate places. It is not about, “Isn’t it nice that after we die we get to go to these wonderful places.” It is about bridging the distance between these seemingly separate places within our own consciousness.

If there was one important theme or message I could condense from what I was given over time, it would be: Everyone is going to have this opportunity to wake up and become alive again while in form. Everyone will have access to this Love, if they choose. Of course they always have had access, but what I was shown is, now more than ever it is possible to bridge the chasm between here and there with feet on the Earth. And this is what will transform our world from control and limitation, to the embodiment of lucidity and grace. The world will change because we are changing.

Like my own contact episodes, I hear NDE experiencers speak of being informed through the language of instantaneous feeling and knowing, a remembrance of who we actually are. It is a reconnection to our Source/God/Creator (insert your favorite identifier for this pure loving Presence). There are guides, and there are others there, usually on the periphery, but the focus is on taking in what we need to know before returning to the world of pain, suffering, and forgetfulness. Another commonality I see between NDE’ers and contactees, is that we are filled and changed by this limitless love, and we become greatly inspired to let humanity know that we are so much more.

And wow. Not an easy path.

Friends dropped away. Family members keep their distance. We end up with only a handful of, usually open-hearted people, that actually want to engage with us. No matter the changes in our community, we can’t go back, ever, to the way it was. We will continue to share and evolve our connection to our Source with feet on Earth. And we will continue to pass onto you, to the best of our ability, the Truth of who you are too.

Today I continue to connect with these guides and bring through verbal messages about humanity’s evolution.

And because I’m a singer and a writer of song, I share what I discover through the language of music. (Scroll down for close of article.)

As always, thank you for letting me interrupt your story, just as mine was so many times. And thank you for your willingness to absorb more – just as I was invited to do.


Eileen is an author, musical poet, oracle, Kundalini-experiencer. She 0f931-1w0pvopg8gojhk4p_yi6xka
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prefers the Mayan word for the experience – *Koyopa. It’s all the same Source – and when the Goddess 
rises within you, you will be changed forevermore. Eileen believes this is the evolutionary step that is occurring for all – ready or not. Through her visions in OBEs, Koyopa, and contact with angelic beings (Source Field), she has been shown that we are evolving, expanding, and reorienting to the Universal context now, and we have the power to choose how this will go. Eileen encourages us to meet this Greater Love within – consciously and benevolently. And they’ve given her a few tips and roadmaps for the journey.  KoyopaRising.com

Rocking with ETs… and Domestic Abuse

CropEM.90sIn the early 90’s, I experimented with songwriting. After years of being a San Diego-based entertainer – regurgitating other people’s dance and party songs on a myriad of stages, and alongside many talented musicians and groups,  I happily co-created the San Diego-based, 7-piece, alternative-rock band, The Modern Peasants. Why not give this original music thing a whirl? I was already a closet poet – my chicken-scrawl canvases were strewn everywhere.

These poems were hiding on private journal pages, bedside notepads, napkins on the passenger seat of my car, and on the back of envelopes and mailers by the kitchen telephone. It seems I was attempting to express my feelings around two dominant themes in my life: contact with nonhuman intelligence through abduction experiences and lucid dreams; and concurrently, my ongoing healing journey around many years of physical, sexual, and emotional abuse. Both kinds of events had happened so often in my life, and both came with inadequate language or frames to give it voice. I resorted to poetry to express myself, not because I knew how to write poetry, but noticed after some time, and a gazillion scribbles later, my random emotive sneezes onto paper just seemed to read like poetry.

At the time, I had really wanted to learn guitar and accompany myself, and perhaps add a few rhythm strums on stage with the Peasants. I also wanted to try my hand at writing original songs. So I pulled out some of my favorite “poems” and began to hunt and peck the guitar chords and melody that best matched the vibrational feelings within me when I sang out my cryptic notes.

After weeks of effort, I had created two songs. One from each theme in my life. Along with the wonderful collaboration of the uber-talented musicians of the Modern Peasants, these two songs ended up on our first and only album: The Modern Peasants. I have many treasured memories of working with these fine musicians and songwriters. We co-wrote many songs together. These are just two that I gave birth to. I’m glad the band was open to cryptically rocking out to the tunes of ET abduction, and healing from domestic abuse. Click on titles to see SoundCloud blurb and lyrics.

Descend on Me: Describes a major abduction experience in 1991, and an epiphanic learning moment in my life of contact.

Peace of Mind: Describes my transformational journey out of the trauma of physical, emotional, and sexual abuse. I drew the courage to leave after dreaming of angels, and coming across a photograph of me as a little girl. I just saw something in her eyes…

I’ve come a long way since the decade of the nineties. So grateful for the healing, and the growth spurt that led me to a new century.

~ Eileen