How Do I Hide? – A Poem

red maskHow Do I Hide?
Let me count the ways…
Everyday I slip into a myriad of masks,
Picking and choosing in any given moment
The one that is perfect
For you,
My other,
The one that I believe
Or won’t
Digest the bigger me that I’ve become.

So I stuff my life and my face
Into a box,
And I agree to have more mass appeal –
Kind of like a Happy Meal.
You see,
If your mind has a place to put my face
Then I have given you
Something that is neither
Happy or healthy for anyone.

07e75-11ovdsi6_x3kkhzi-39juoq.jpegWhen I’m alone I grow
By leaps and bounds
So why would I be afraid to show
What I’ve awakened to?
In my private room I see
And I know beyond the
Shadowing of any doubt,
That I am as great as the stars
And as real
And purposeful
As the Earth Herself.

So I’m left to wonder
Whether you,
My other,
Are remembering the truth
In the privacy of your room?
What if we have all discovered the truth
In this laser-like focus of persona,
But in blind devotion to the past
And what has always been,
We find it easier to pretend,
To mask the light of the stars
And the power and purpose of
That Which We Are.

HeadHairBlowOne by one
We must come out
Of our tiny rooms,
Free from the mask
Free from the past.
Who among us
Will have courage
To don the naked face,
To demonstrate
With power and grace
That this human race
Is breaking from its past,
Breaking from the story that We are small
And separate pieces,
That today we can choose
To emerge to the truth

That we are one…

All of us knowing,
That the real story
Has only
Just begun.

Eileen Meyer  ©2012

Why do People Experience Contact with ET / Nonhuman Intelligence? You Might be Surprised

It depends on who you ask, but in my humble opinion it might be best to ask someone who has actually experienced it. And if you’re asking me, as a result of my numerous encounters with nonhuman intelligence that began at an early age – I now understand it to be a gift. Whether we claim it or not, is up to us.

FREE.Book.CoverI’ve been known to say that science moves far too slow for the cosmos, however I must report that there is new movement! Kudos to FREE: The Dr. Edgar Mitchell Foundation for Research into Extraterrestrial and Extraordinary Encounters. They recently published their first book (available on Amazon). I have not read it yet, but I plan to. After all, I am happy to be one of the 4000+ experiencers that completed the surveys and became a research statistic for these important studies.

I don’t recall any deeper inquiry from the FREE survey, on how I might have been changed by this contact, or how it’s prepared me (or others) for this obvious crossroads for humanity, but this is why experiencers write books, blogs, and speak in public. Some of us have felt compelled to speak our truth, in-between long periods of isolation of course, whereby we do our best to integrate each new cosmic experience. At times, it was necessary to completely remove myself from the “normal” world in order to maintain my sanity. Ironic, isn’t it? Once upon a time we were the categorically crazy ones who were scoffed at in response to our reports of being taken beyond the narrow consensus reality. We were invited into the larger view of who we are and the planet upon which we reside – a breathtaking gift that we were then forced to be alone with. Still, we simply grew through the judgment and laughter that occurred in our most vulnerable states. Today we are stronger. And with just a quick glance at our post-normal world, I’m not so sure experiencers rate in the Top 10 of the crazy train anymore. With the ongoing collapse of all that is mainstream-matrix, it seems that some of us are seizing the moment to emerge. Years ago, many of us were shown in “pictures” and feelings – what was coming. And indeed, it was accurate, and it is here.

The integration and shift in consciousness doesn’t happen overnight. It’s taken me many decades to fully welcome this gift.

The greatest discovery throughout my lifetime of contact, as well as the Kundalini (Koyopa*) bioenergetic events, is the hidden treasure that lies within us all – the codes for our own evolution – sealed within our physical body, and waiting for our present-moment direction to proceed. We are currently embedded in a cosmic womb, and our own lucid participation is all that is needed to initiate our birth into wholeness. This was very clearly shown to me – our pathway to healing, restoration of our natural state, and further evolution.

Conversely, one can reduce the contact experience to fit within perpetrator-victim stories that revolve around the polarized view of “us and them” – the same approach we’ve utilized with our outer-world political dramas of late. This nonhuman intelligence has suggested that instead of continuing to seek truth and direction from competing polarized narratives, we may choose to redirect this attention to our own inner revolution of consciousness. This is where we ultimately discover who we really are, and ALL that we are connected to. And trust me, context is everything. How shall we fix the crazy out there before we have fully tended to the restoration of our own natural state?

Here’s another valuable insight as a result of seeing beyond our limited state: we have huge gaps in our perceptual abilities based on a cultural conditioning to eliminate our God-given feminine, feeling-nature. Indeed, we have been emotionally dumbed down. It makes sense to me now, that if there is to be control, simply suppress this unique superpower of humanity – the Soul – the Heart of ourSelves which restores our ability to wholly see and hear. And there’s so much more about this… but that’s another whole article, book, or talk.

Whether it’s initially experienced as terrifying or beautiful, contact is about humanity awakening from a very unpleasant dream, and evolving into the integration and embodiment of Soul. We are not alone in the universe; it only seems so because we’re utilizing very little of our available bandwidth of consciousness. Ultimately, I have come to see that the greatly overlooked purpose of contact is to assist in the evolution of human consciousness. And the most important message is: don’t look to the skies for your evolution. Look within.

16 But blessed are your eyes, for they see: and your ears, for they hear. 1For verily I say unto you, That many prophets and righteous men have desired to see those things which ye see, and have not seen them; and to hear those things which ye hear, and have not heard them. ~ Matthew 13: 16, 17

The mystical or numinous experience opens new doorways of perception. For instance, this inner cosmic intelligence doesn’t use word languages. It speaks in a vibrational language of light and sound. These messages arrive in pictures (in the 3rd eye) and if we’ve done our emotional purification / soul work, we’ll be able to feel the communication through resonance. It manifests as an internal multidimensional knowing. The real challenge is translation. The act of externalizing the data that arrives within individual consciousness takes time and dedicated attention to develop, and the deeper meaning is greatly reduced when forced into the linear structure of language. I’m into my 14th year of practicing this way of translation. And just so you know, this Field of Intelligence has a lot to say. But sometimes the data I share is lost on those who demand that the messages fit into existing words and concepts. If one cannot feel, and has not yet opened to the gift of their own lucid heart as a resonant receiver, the messages are easily dismissed by the dominant thinking mind.

I speak with authority on the topic because I can, and I am. I’ve earned this one. I’ve had a lifetime of Close Encounters of the 4th, 5th, and even 7th kind (see Hyek’s Scale). And they have been teaching me the language of the cosmos — not from some distant, lofty voice in the clouds, but through activating the gift that lies deeply within us so that we may awaken with the eyes to see and the ears to hear. One consistent vision/message theme that I have translated over the years was this:

While the cosmos is conspiring to awaken us into our infinite essence, there are those who have a very real agenda to keep us looping in the belief that we are small. If we are unaware of our own value, a lesser or different kind of valuation is placed upon us. If we continue to agree with this, our lives will become increasingly more contracted and uncomfortable. Very simply put, we were not designed to be this small, so “new designs” or solutions will be offered to make brain and body enhancements by artificial means attractive. While there are future benevolent applications for these technologies, we do not need anything artificial to become whole. With courage and attention in the present-moment doorway, we can easily choose the natural state of freedom and expansion in this crossroads now. And as was emphasized to me many times over, humanity is wired to evolve.

Through the visions and visitations, I was informed that this natural network of both terrestrial and extraterrestrial intelligence is grounded in what is real — Love and Oneness with All. And to be clear, I don’t just accept this because they say so. I feel these vibrational tones in my very core. At first they are scary, but once we adapt to these new vibrational landscapes, it moves us into the ecstatic-knowing range of the spectrum. It helps us to directly feel and know our infinite value, and activate our true identity and gifts. It is here, in the present, that we access what we need to know, when we need to know it. And it is here that we can easily envision a reality based on the whole view – no fragmented belief systems and “leaders” that we must buy into in order to feel safe or even survive. Rather, we experience an understanding and activation of the multidimensional, Infinite Source that we are naturally connected to.

There is also a virtual reality or construct that we were conditioned to believe is real. Many of us have called this “life” for many years. Actually, everything in the virtual or false reality is designed to keep our attention looping within a smaller spectrum of consciousness, where we have lost touch with what is real — our truth, our power, our Infinite Source Intelligence. In an unbalanced state of fragmentation, we feel a need to be managed (or controlled) by those we “select” to lead us through this strange maze of smallness.

We have given our authorities this power, because we cannot feel ours.

Once we are expanded beyond this reality, we are able to “see” the kind of existence we once agreed to. While many of us have been blessed with glimpses of Grace, life has primarily been an adaptation to a disconnected, anxiety-ridden life of   fear. We used to call that “normal,” and there were always plenty of coping mechanisms or distractions to relieve the pain and suffering of this unnatural existence. Initially, the distance between this lesser vibration and that of higher-dimensional intelligence can be extreme. As a result, experiencers may get frightened or confused about what kind of contact event they are experiencing. This is mainly because we tend to react with extreme states of panic when introduced to very high frequency energy. The fear we carry within our emotional bodies rises to the surface, and since we have been taught to disown and suppress our unhealed fears and traumas, we easily project it out onto “other” – in this case, feeling victimized by the scary aliens. With the higher-consciousness contact that occurs beyond the construct, you are always empowered to shift your view to one of Love. They demonstrated this important revision in perception to me as well, and it’s a good one to employ if you find yourself in any confusing or seemingly disempowering experience.

Real contact, beyond the construct, is evolutionary in nature. They are aspects of us. And they long to remind us of who we really are, what is truly alive at our core, and what is waiting to be reborn into the real world. But first we need to die. They/we have a way of taking us into a death and rebirth cycle without losing our physical bodies. It is a shamanic dying to all that we thought we knew, while giving birth to the Whole Self that knows and lives the Truth – the Truth that sets us free. I was given tools that I practice now, in every day and every moment that I am able to presently feel. It is one way, certainly not the only way, that we may become engaged with our Original Source Creator directly. It’s so simple that many might overlook the power of it. It is a practice that bypasses the programmed intellectual mind/belief systems, and goes straight to the heart of the matter – literally.

I am informed that every single human on Earth was born with this evolutionary gift. So I will ask you what was asked of me: in these extraordinary times, will you be one who claims it? It’s worth considering. Because if you have the courage to be who you truly are, you will naturally invite the embodiment of the Spiritual Force that is you, and that Force is here to actually live, and actually change the world.


Eileen is an author, musical poet, oracle, Kundalini-experiencer. She KCW.front.coverprefers the Mayan word for the experience – *Koyopa. It’s all the same Source – and when the Goddess rises within you, you will be changed forevermore. Eileen believes this is the evolutionary step that is occurring for all – ready or not. Through her visions in OBEs, Koyopa, and contact with angelic beings (Source Field), she has been shown that we are evolving, expanding, and reorienting to the Universal context now, and we have the power to choose how this will go. Eileen encourages us to meet this Greater Love within – consciously and benevolently. And they’ve given her a few tips and roadmaps for the journey.  Subscribe here or visit Website:


Time to Get Out of the Loop

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Below is a transcribed excerpt from a recent verbal transmission. It gives you a flavor for the guidance that is coming now. In the future, when I have the audio-hosting capacities, these messages will be delivered in sound. Printed language on a page has a tendency to engage only the linear capacities of our senses. Sound and resonance goes straight to the heart.

I am researching more efficient ways to continue sharing this work. It’s become far too costly – both financially and physically – as I work a very physically-demanding, minimum-wage job to live in the world. I absolutely love my organic farm job, but my body is complaining, and there are other services that I can provide now too – the ones I’ve trained my whole life for. I realize this may not be a very attractive travel brochure for awakening in form, but our evolutionary transformations into a wholly new way of being are worth the temporary discomforts that come with transcending this old world. In the past, lucidity has had to live primarily on the fringes of this reality, but not anymore. I’ll send out a future announcement when all is in place for the new platform. ~ Eileen

So your feeling nature… the more that you can activate it now, the easier this will be for you in these coming times. Most of you do not understand your feeling nature. The programming has worked very well, let us say. It is still not completely out of your reach. It might seem like it, and you might seem to just give up to the contracting reality. This is one that is taking you further into limitation, vs. the reality that you can choose now in Love – through the activation of love in your heart and heart capacities. It is not difficult to make this change. There is much support. There is much encouragement in a variety of persons, places and things that are embedded in your reality. There is help. And the more that you surrender to love, in a feeling capacity, the more quickly you will be directed to those who can support you in your reorientation to Love.

We have said in the past, get to know your neighbors. It does not mean literally get to know the people right next door to you, although it may be those individuals. What we mean by this is, create a network in whatever fashion. If it is on the internet at this point in time, this is good and fine. And yet we emphasize the need for reconnecting with people in your communities… in physical proximity, for you will need the awareness level of love, and your awareness of group intention and group manifesting for what you need in any given moment. You will utilize the power of this love to transition. Many will transition by losing the body, as you always have, and yet many will transition while in form. And this is by knowing who you are… and the power you are connected to, to create and manifest.

Your feeling nature has been suppressed. It has been banished to the subconscious areas of your mind. Although we do not agree with categories of mind, we understand the way it’s been labeled here. We also encourage you to let go of labels and to simply feel in the purest way possible. You will find your way to this Source connection simply by going within and about being honest about where you are right now: No stories, no dramas, no elaborate construct for what is happening in truth. The quicker that you can resonate with what is happening in truth with your feelings, with your life circumstances, this showing up in honesty and innocence will rapidly propel you to all that you need to know, and all that you need to understand, and all that you need in sustenance in your outer world. Many of you will watch this occur, almost miraculously before your eyes. This is what is coming.

Now the current stories and characters in your outer world are leading you to this crossroads where decisions are made. Do not attach to stories and outcomes and characters. This keeps you looping in the projected reality vs. what is in store for you – deeply embedded within you that you may access when you are present. You cannot be present and be actively engaged in the unfolding stories in the outer world. This is not a judgement. This is not saying something is good or something is bad. This is simply stating universal law that in your present-moment attention you receive all the glory that you are, and then you may choose to employ it in the world, or build it in the world. Whatever your individual passion is, you will manifest it, and it will have nothing to do with the current characters in your outer reality.

Presence. Remember what it is in actuality, in feeling, rather than in thought. Thought is not in the present moment. Thought is in the past or in the future. If you are looking at the past, or if you are looking at the future and perpetuating all the stories that go along with that, then you are not connected to the present moment, where your voice is, where your guidance is, where your Soul is. Many of you believe yourselves to be fearless, and that you think you understand what’s going on, basing your understandings on what is occurring in story in the outer world. We understand that this is something that you have been attracted to because it has the outer-world experience of community or tribe with your joint belief systems – whatever they may be. Bring your attention back to your Self. Bring your attention to your heart. Let your wisdom, let your guidance, let your understanding occur in the Presence.

This is our greatest advice in this time. For the closer you are to the Truth in this Presence, the more easily your path unfolds into the future, from this present-moment connection.

~ Sound of Gold Files: ChooseLove072218


Eileen is an author, musical poet, oracle, Kundalini-experiencer. She 0f931-1w0pvopg8gojhk4p_yi6xka
prefers the Mayan word for the experience – *Koyopa. It’s all the same Source – and when the Goddess 
rises within you, you will be changed forevermore. Eileen believes this is the evolutionary step that is occurring for all – ready or not. Through her visions in OBEs, Koyopa, and contact with angelic beings (Source Field), she has been shown that we are evolving, expanding, and reorienting to the Universal context now, and we have the power to choose how this will go. Eileen encourages us to meet this Greater Love within – consciously and benevolently. And they’ve given her a few tips and roadmaps for the journey.