In the past several weeks I have been aware of several people who have experienced a significant loss in their lives. I am also aware of the collective human feeling, which I have naturally perceived since I was a young child, that ‘something’ that was just always there, and assumed would always be there, has now seemingly disappeared or vanished into thin air. So whether there was an actual physical loss of a loved one that the survivor ‘assigned’ that ‘something’ quality to, or whether there is just a sudden feeling of being alone and disconnected, it is truly all the same.
I was shown an image in my feeling-communion state a few mornings ago that our personal, as well as collective, spiritual training wheels are coming off now. This is a good thing! Remember that feeling you had as a child when that very special day arrived to remove those extra-balancing training wheels? If you were like me, you were ready. But not without that strange mix of elation and terror all at the same time. There was also that knowing feeling that somehow, in some unknown way, you would need to BE the balance that those training wheels were so comfortably providing for you for so long. This was not something that you could ‘think’ into being. This balance inevitably came through an actual physical, feeling, knowing experience.
Most of us can say that eventually we successfully found our balance without the training wheels. After moving through the fear of the unknown (and not without a few spills here and there along the way) we eventually found that magical balance within our own body and being and tore off into the larger world with the greatest of ease, enthusiasm, laughter, and joy.
It is my understanding that there are a few great teachers and angels (both embodied and disembodied) who are moving on from their service in our realm now – not because they have given up on us, but rather because they have every confidence in our ability to own those angelic qualities ourselves. At first we may feel a great fear in not perceiving the usual guidance, companionship, and extra balance there that we had come to unconsciously rely upon in these ‘others’; yet the real gift for us in their seeming disappearance from our lives now is to graduate and move into a conscious embodiment of that knowing and balance within ourselves.
For now, it is all right to feel the fear and the elation all at the same time. Keep breathing, be patient, and know that your own power, strength, and creative ability is present and ready to be fully integrated into you and your experience of life on Earth. Individually, we will find our own balance in our own time. And when we do, we’ll be collectively tearing off into the larger world with the greatest of ease, enthusiasm, laughter, and joy.
Ah, so many new possibilities.
Be sure to wave hello!